heal me ➣ taegi

12: ruin

Taehyung stands up from the table. He wants to see Yoongi, or Hoseok, or someone.

"Is there someone other than Hoseok that knows Yoongi? Like...Jin?" Taehyung recalled Namjoon's boyfriend.

"Well, yeah. I'm sure he knows a thing or two about what kind of person Yoongi is. Why don't we all hangout on Saturday and talk about it?" Namjoon offered.

"Yeah, sure!" Taehyung agreed. Jungkook groans internally.

When Jungkook opened his mouth to finally say something, Taehyung beat him to it.

"I'm going to go see Yoongi. I'll leave you guys to your project then." Taehyung cheered then left.

It's probably useless to burden anyone with the events of this morning since he didn't know exactly what happened to Yoongi, so he said nothing.

Jungkook quickly stands up from the table. "Namjoon, hyung. Is it okay if we end it here for today?"

"M-mm." Namjoon nods although Jungkook quickly packs his bag.

"Thank you, see you tomorrow!" Jungkook runs off in Taehyung's direction causing Namjoon to raise an eyebrow.

"Oh boy.."

"Hyung, hyung~" Jungkook sang wrapping his arms around Taehyung. "Where are you going?"

Taehyung was taken aback and a bit startled. "Jungkookie, you scared me...and I already said I'm going to visit Yoongi."

Jungkook's forehead crinkles in confusion. "You have a car.. Shouldn't you be walking to the parking lot?"

Taehyung grimaces at the thought of his car. He sighs making the younger worry.

"About that- it's not important. I've decided to get exercise today!" Taehyung said loudly and Jungkook smiled at Taehyung's cuteness.

"But Kookie, what are you doing here? Are you following me?" Taehyung covered his mouth as to mimic shock and Jungkook hit him in the arm.

"Yes I am!" Jungkook looked away before Taehyung could catch him blushing. "I wanted to talk to you..."

"Oh..." Taehyung said relieved. He was glad that their last meeting didn't ruin the relationship they had with each other. "Sure, what'd you want to talk about?"

Jungkook haulted on the sidewalk and Taehyung looked back at him wondering what's on his mind. "You okay, babe?"

Jungkook looked down at his shoes. He cursed himself for blushing every time Taehyung calls him that

"M-My parents won't be home on Sunday..."

"Aww, do you want hyung to keep you company while they're away?" Taehyung cooed taking the youngers face in his hands.

Jungkook stared at Taehyung's beautiful features wide-eyed, almost getting enough courage to kiss him, but he was scared because someone might see.

"Y-Yes...so you'll stay with me?" He asked nervously.

Taehyung pinched his cheeks making the younger groan in pain and embarrassment. "Sure, why not?"

Jungkook couldn't hold in his excitement and squealed. Taehyung couldn't stop himself from chuckling either.

"Is that all you wanted Kookie? You know I would have said yes..." Jungkook was so glad he didn't say it. What he really wanted to say.

It would ruin them.

This was better. 'At least I'll have Taehyung by my side,' he thought. It's better than losing him. He doesn't even have the courage to tell anyone he's gay... And Taehyung hates that.

He could tell even more by the way Taehyung looked when Namjoon said he was in denial about it.

It made Jungkook feel guilty. Maybe if his parents weren't so religious, him and Taehyung could be together.

Jungkook bit his tongue. He tried not to think of 'what if', because "it only leads to evil"- words from his father.

Taehyung smiled at Jungkook one last time before he ran off. He waved at his hyung as he left again.

...............Jungkook thought of all the possibilities of how to make Taehyung his...even the illegal ones, but nothing stuck out.

F.uck he wanted to curse himself a lot, but cursing is bad so no.

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Hoseok sighed as he leaned back in the chair. He's been staring at Yoongi's pale face for the past hour and neither have moved.

An emergency surgery had to be done to drain all the blood that filled his lungs, and he had to have a transfusion for losing too much.

Mrs. Min wasn't at all pleased about Yoongi's condition. Mostly because it will cost them a fortune.

It's not like they couldn't pay for it though, she just thought it was unnecessarily expensive and didn't want to pay.

Hoseok grew annoyed when she went on about it 'costing almost ten million won' or how she was going to 'take it from Yoongi's award money' they saved away to use for emergencies such as this one.

She left eventually because Hoseok said he would stay in her place.

Hoseok brushed a few strains of Yoongi's hair from his forehead. "This is all my fault.."

He thought back at that time...and he really wished he could change the past, but he can't.

I am a fool..

He should have never trusted Jimin's mother...

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