heal me ➣ taegi

S3: i want you

yes finally ehhehe

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A few years ago~

While Yoongi and Jimin were just starting to date..

Another story was unfolding in the midst of their new relationship.

Seungyoo set her bag down on the floor and crawled into bed. It was finally summer break, which meant she could chill for a few days...

Because in a week she'd have more school.

Her parents would force her to take lessons over all school breaks to keep her busy and so her future would be set.

After a few seconds of laying there she already fell asleep.

Seungyoo, wasn't the type to care about her health as most did, and sadly, neither did her parents.

She'd go days without sleep, and on several occasions, without food. Always going to school with dark circles under her eyes and a noisy stomach.

The door slowly creaked open.

"Seungyoo Noona~?" He whispered in her ear.

Seungyoo was so dead she didn't hear. A year nine Jungkook groaned and set himself down at the foot of her bed. "You're so dumb for not locking the front door...someone could have come in and...and...a-and.."

A crooked smile creeped upon Jungkook's lips.

Jungkook placed his hand on Seungyoo's bare thigh and slid her skirt up to get a better view of her purple kumamon underwear.

It never felt weird or perverted for Jungkook to see or do this type of thing since they were practically raised together.

He snorts before taking out his phone and going to the camera app.

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It was three in the morning when Seungyoo woke up, still feeling tired. She went to the kitchen to eat whatever her mom made for dinner.

When she turned on the light she saw Jungkook sitting at the counter sleeping.

She frowned. She didn't like him being near her when she slept or in her house at all. Just thinking about it makes her uncomfortable.

But fortunately, whenever Jungkook stays for dinner, Seungyoo's mom actually cooks edible food.

She sighed in relief, she didn't have to eat chicken that was burnt to a crisp.

When she closed the microwave to warm up the food, Jungkook stirred in his sleep.

She hates the microwave. It was so loud when everyone was sleeping.

"Seungyoo?" Jungkook yawned sitting up. "I was waiting-"

As soon as Jungkook yawned, Seungyoo high-tailed it out of there.

"Ya...!" Jungkook whisper-shouted. "Should I use this now?" He asked himself as he unlocked his phone to see the time.

Seungyoo closed and locked her door as quietly as she could before hopping right back into bed.

Her phone vibrated, which only meant one thing.

Jungkook was lonely.

He only sent her texts when he was absolutely desperate for human interaction.

You see, Jungkook doesn't have friends. He never had friends. Real ones. If he ever did get them, it'd only be for a week at most.

When Seungyoo opened the text, she almost cried. "No."

Jungkook: *image attached*

Jungkook: let me in or.. 👙📲🌐😄

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"We're gonna watch a movie," he instructed, "and you can't cry again like last time or I'll send that to all your teachers," Jungkook said calmly as he turned on his laptop.

Seungyoo bit it her lip wanting to protest, but just only stood there... She saw his phone peaking out of his pocket, and thought she could take a chance...but then Jungkook turned around.

"Okay, it's ready. Sit," Jungkook commanded patting the bed. Seungyoo gulped. The last time they were this close, he pushed her while she was sleep and she fell fracturing her rib.

Seungyoo sat in her bed and Jungkook sat next to her. She was scared it'd be a scary movie like last time, but was surprised to learn it wasn't at all.

But...she knew she'd cry eventually, because she's seen this movie before.

She wined forgetting Jungkook's presence because the movie was so long.

"What was that?"

"I didn't cry." Seungyoo crossed her arms and looked at the screen of the laptop that now sat on her lap.

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Unfortunately Jungkook never made a rule against falling asleep, which she did.

He thought about pushing her off, but it'd be too suspicious if the same thing happened while he was there if she had to go to the hospital again...that and he just didn't want to.

Jungkook moved the laptop over to his lap and kept watching because he never saw the movie himself.

Jungkook ended up crying ten minutes later when Rose let go of Jack and watched him sink into the deepest darkest pits of the ocean.

When the movie ended, Jungkook was incredibly emo. And all he could think about is, what if he lost Seungyoo?

He stared at he in her sleeping state and realized he wouldn't last without her. His life literally revolved around her.

Nobody wouldn't want anything to do with him if she weren't here.

Jungkook closed the laptop  and wrapped his arms around Seungyoo tightly.

"I hate you.." He said to himself.

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Seungyoo woke up with a heavy weight on her stomach and groaned.

"Jungkook go home.." She said stretching, but made no attempt to remove him. She just pulled the covers over her body and ignored everything, too tired to even care or think clearly.

When Jungkook woke up, he realized he's still hugging Seungyoo. It scared him so he pushed her off the bed.

But what scared him even more is the loud thud when she hit the floor, and the fact that she didn't yell in pain or make any noise.

"Seungyoo!" Jungkook jumped out of bed and crawled over her. She wasn't breathing.

Jungkook started to panic.

He shook her body trying to wake her up, but stopped when he saw blood flowing from her head. "No!" Jungkook cried.

No

Seungyoo shook Jungkook's head,"No..." He mumbled in his sleep.

Seungyoo gave him a smack to the cheek and he finally woke up, but with tears in his eyes.

"Jungkook, I- you..." Seungyoo tried to explain, but she didn't know how. She paused when Jungkook lifted his hand to press against her cheek.

(a/n literally half sleep sorry for further mistakes.)

"Seungyoo, I want you.." Jungkook's hand lowers to her neck and scowls. "..dead.."

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this is what writers block looks like: a big mess