heal me ➣ taegi

13: lie to me

Yoongiah...

Yoongi~

Hyung.

Yoongi's eyes fluttered open at the sound of Jimin's voice.

"What are you doing lying around again? Did you forget what today was..?"

Yoongi rubbed his tired eyes as a sudden realization hit him.

"N-No!" He rasped. "Of course not, Jiminie. I won't forget your birthday like last year, okay?"

Jimin smiled so wide that his eyes smiled with him. He climbed atop of Yoongi and proceeded to jump on the older while straddling him.

"Yeah, then get up. I wanna do stuff today," the younger laughed as Yoongi kept making amusing faces.

"If you keep jumping on me like that, we'll be doing a lot of stuff right here.."

Jimin let up off of Yoongi, but not before he stole a kiss from his lips making Yoongi blush.

"Hey!" Yoongi pursed his lips as he slowly made it out of his laying position in bed. Jimin smiles innocently, when Yoongi remembered something from the other day.

"I thought your mom said to stay home today..? Did she change her mind?"

Jimin scrunched up his face in displeasure. "No, I snuck out. I'm tired of her telling me what to do."

Yoongi frowned. "She's still your mother...Jimin maybe you sho-"

"Why?! Why would you say that? She's my mom so does that mean we should break up because she wants us too? Ha! Don't even get me started on my dad.." Jimin clenched his fists. He's getting angry, because it feel like Yoongi is not on his side anymore.

"Jimin, no. I love you, you know that. I just don't want her to hate me more than she already does," Yoongi concerned.

Jimin sighed heavily. "That's never going to happen Yoongi. Just let her be stupid. It's not your problem, it's hers," Jimin said sitting down next to Yoongi on the bed.

"I guess..." Jimin leaned his head in the crook of Yoongi's neck as he side hugged him.

"You always make me upset Min Yoongi..." Jimin laughed bitterly.

"I'm sorry, I'm just being honest," he says and rests his head on Jimin's.

"Then, don't be honest. Lie to me." Jimin looked up at Yoongi and sees he's a bit confused. "Lie like your life depends on it. Can you do that for the whole day?"

Yoongi slowly nodded still unsure.

"I'll start first." Jimin closed his eyes for a second to think up a lie. "I, Park Jimin..."

Will never leave your side...

Yoongi finches as the words echo through his mind.

Wait.. What are you saying...

...Jiminie

Jimin..?

Jimin, please... Come back..?

Hoseok watched as Yoongi kept turning his head. He shook him when it looked like he was trying to speak.

The doctor hasn't given the okay for Yoongi to use his vocal cords and any word that comes from his mouth could be hazardous to his health.

"Yoongi, wake up.." It looked to Hoseok like Yoongi was having a nightmare too. Yoongi doesn't deserve such things going on in that beautiful head of his.

Yoongi's eyes finally blinked open as tears fell from the sides of his face.

"Yoongi... What ha-" Hoseok covered his mouth. He thought he shouldn't ask about what happened because it made him cry and crying will worsen his condition.

Yoongi had dreamt of the past, but only half of it was accurate. He subconsciously wished Jimin would have made it to seventeen at least, so he dreamt of a future that never happened.

"Yoongi! Do you wanna watch my little pony?!" Hoseok said loudly before galloping to the tv and pointing to it. "See?!"

Yoongi just stared quietly at Hoseok, little did the young pony know Yoongi mostly forgot his dreams once he woke up.

All he could tell was if they were happy or sad, not the contents, and it really helped because Yoongi is trying to be happy these days.

Though... He did think about wanting to die.

He tried his best to swallow and not think about the fact that he was in the hospital. He tried not to think about the fact that he was operated on and he survived.

Because in all honesty he didn't want to.

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as I was writing this my brain goes 'hmm what's a happy cartoon? My little hoeny' then I remember Hoseok is a horse, and right before that he galloped to the tv and Istg I did not plan that on my life :')