heal me ➣ taegi

36: you were worth it

Taehyung reached over to place a hand on Yoongi's head. The action causing Yoongi to snap out of his daze. "You know you can sleep up here if you want," Taehyung said referring to the small hospital bed.

Yoongi shook his head declining his offer. "No, that's alright."

"Tch, didn't have a problem sleeping next to me while I was in a coma..." Taehyung mutters.

Yoongi groans remembering. "You just had to wake up at that moment.." Yoongi complains. "I don't think that's a good idea anyway. I sometimes do things to other people I'm sleeping next to in my sleep.."

"Oh, right." Taehyung grinned at his explanation. "I should watch out for you." And Taehyung's smile grew so big he laughed, because of how ironic it was.

"Well, if you don't want to sleep here, you should go home and rest. I'll be fine," Taehyung assured.

"But we only have two days left. I can't ask for another extension..." Yoongi reminded.

Taehyung had been asleep for almost a month and their final was well past its due date. Fortunately the professor is an understanding guy, and accepted Yoongi's request for an extension.

"So how's it been without me for three weeks?" Taehyung asked full of curiosity. "Did you miss me?"

"Shut up. Can we just go over what you've memorized?" Yoongi shoved the sheet music into Taehyung's face when he drew closer causing Taehyung to scoff. He grabbed Yoongi's wrist.

"Hey.." Taehyung said lowly through his teeth.

"Hey hey," Jiwoo greeted walking through the door, breaking the tension with Seungyoo along side her. The two had become friends during the weeks Taehyung was asleep.

Yoongi groaned. "Please leave we have to finish this."

Jiwoo set a plastic bag filled with takeout down on the tray and pretended to think it over. "How about no?" Jiwoo smiled playfully. "We bought you both food so now we have to sit and watch you eat it."

"Ew." Yoongi put his head down and Taehyung frowned.

"Seungyoo, you shouldn't be feeding me this kind of food. What kind of nurse are you?!"

"Um, a nice one? Hospital food sucks. Even I know that." Taehyung sighed as Seungyoo thought of something. "I made sure it was okay with your doctor, okay?" She lies.

"Oh okay, well in that case...thanks" Taehyung smiles as he combs through Yoongi's hair with his hand. "Oh right, when am I going to meet your famous husband?! I haven't approved of him, yet you run off and get married! Nice Seungyoo."

Seungyoo looks confused for a moment then suddenly realizes. "Oh, oh my gosh. I thought you did already, but that must have been when you were still sleeping. Yeah sorry about that."

Taehyung sat shocked at what was implied. "You mean to tell me...he was here..?" Taehyung clarified, his voice rising as he finished.

"Mhmm," she confirmed. "Oppa's so funny. He sat down in the chair beside you and took a selca to show you later when you woke up." She giggled.

"No..! Make him delete it." Taehyung begged. Yoongi snickered and Jiwoo covered her mouth to keep from laughing. Taehyung furrowed his brows.

"Aww, but it was so cute~ and it got a lot of likes on Instagram!" Taehyung's soul, then left his body.

"No~" Taehyung whined, kicking his legs everywhere and flailing around dangerously. Everyone laughed at him and he cried in embarrassment. Jiwoo then showed him the picture, and although it wasn't that bad, he still didn't look good compared to the guy next to him.

"I'm ruined!" Every time Taehyung found a comment asking who the other person was in the picture..it was like a stab at his self-confidence; and he didn't fail to make it look as if he were actually being stabbed.

"Ow!" Taehyung exclaimed holding his fist to his chest over dramatically.

"This is entertainment." Jiwoo said, lips between her fingers as she observed Taehyung in his overreactive and childish nature.

-

When they returned from school the next day, Yoongi didn't bother waiting outside as Taehyung dressed in the unflattering patient outfit again. When the nurse had come in to put the IV back in his arm, Yoongi couldn't help but say it again.

"I'm sorry." Yoongi looked down at his lap as he sat next to Taehyung on the bed, thinking of what happened to Taehyung because of him.

"Again?" Taehyung questioned. It was only the hundredth time he's apologized and Taehyung felt burdened from his guilt."Yoongi, it's alright already. I know Jungkook is...hard to...resist-"

"Okay, yeah." Yoongi interrupted not wanting to relive it. "It's just that you went through so much just to get me to believe you...I'm an idiot.

"Hey, no you're not...and it's okay, you were worth it." Taehyung smiles at Yoongi, and Yoongi feels something in his chest as soon as he did. "You should have just liked me instead. I'm way mor-" Yoongi leaned over, connecting his lips with Taehyung's.

Taehyung's eyes widened, surprised. Slightly not believing in reality, he did nothing.

Yoongi moved closer deepening their kiss and wrapped his arms around Taehyung. The younger's eyes shut in response when he felt Yoongi biting his lip.

Yoongi had climbed over Taehyung and straddled him, and not knowing their current position until now, Taeyung breaks the kiss.

"Wait......I'm topping," Taehyung said randomly out of breath. Yoongi just looked at him in a slight daze.

"...No..." Yoongi says simply before latching onto Taehyung's neck this time.

"W-What do you mean 'no'?" Taehyung moaned. He didn't push Yoongi away again until he felt the bulge in Yoongi's pants rubbing against him. "Y-Yoongi, no.." Taehyung whimpered.

"Taehyung, you're in weak condition, and I overheard your doctor saying something about no intense exercise. So..." Yoongi tried to give reason to why Taehyung should just lay there and take it, but as he thought about it, it was actually quite fucked up.

Taehyung bit his lip. "But...I was raped not too long ago! I don't want to be in that position again.." Taehyung said honestly. He was scarred, but he won't admit it.

"I bet it wasn't that bad.." Yoongi smirks, then mentally facepalms when Taehyung's expression grew sad.

"I need Yoongi, you're not him." Taehyung crossed his arms over his chest thinking it was better when Yoongi didn't say a word.

"Taehyung... Once you go bottom, you can never go back," Yoongi says. Taehyung furrows his brows at the way Yoongi said it. Almost as if he felt sorry for him.

"Hmm, we'll see." Taehyung scoffs. Yoongi rolls his eyes getting off of Taehyung causing the younger to frown in disappointment.

"This... It won't happen again anyway... You're not my type."

END