heal me ➣ taegi

20: Let's be friends

Akdjscjdjc I dedicate this chapter to yoonminified because she's a real cutie (:
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Kill me

Yoongi tossed and turned, covering his ears to block out his voice, but he couldn't. He couldn't wake up.

He found himself there, a knife in his hand,, and Jimin standing in front of him.

"Please...just do it," Jimin begged him.

Yoongi shook his head slowly as tears streamed down his cheeks.

"N-No! What's wrong with you?! I will never do that..." He yelled upsetting one of the guards. Jimin wore a pained expression when Yoongi dropped the knife far away from him.

The guard shoved Yoongi into the wall before chaining him up again.

Someone had picked up the knife making his way toward Jimin. Yoongi saw him and clenched his fists. He wouldn't.

"H-Hey, w-what are you doing?! Sto-" he struggled against the chains around his wrists. He felt a warm fluid start to coat his chest and upper body. He caught a glimpse of the guy holding a nail gun aimed straight at him. He couldn't take the pain anymore and screamed choking up blood after.

Yoongi fell out of bed and gripped his throat tightly as he puked all over the floor. Though when he saw it, he mistook it for his own blood. His eyes widened in fear as he suddenly remembered his dream, and that horrid event from the past.

Jihyun jumped from his seat after sensing movement and ran around the bed to Yoongi. He slowly tried to help him up when Yoongi had other plans.

Anger boiled in the pit of his stomach upon seeing Jihyun's face. He yanked his arm back and punched Jihun straight in the face.

Jihyun stumbled back into the wall before Yoongi pounced on him again, tackling him into the floor. "This is all your fault!" Yoongi whisper-shouted as he punched Jihyun again.

Jihyun sobbed and just took Yoongi's beating because he thought he deserved it too.

"Omg, Yoongi stop!" Jiwoo yells as she entered the room, Hoseok trailing behind her. Yoongi didn't listen though, so Jiwoo thought she'd physically separate them.

"Whoa, no you don't," Hoseok says stepping in front of his sister.

"Move, stupid! He's going to kill him!" She pushed her brother, but he wouldn't move.

"Good," Hoseok smirks. He hated Jihyun.

Jiwoo clutched her fists not surprised at how cruel Hoseok was, but she was crueler.

"I won't be having any blood related nephews and nieces because you're gay, so I won't feel sorry for this!" She warns then knees him where the sun don't shine.

Hoseok fell on the floor and curled himself in a fetal position as he groaned in pain.

Jiwoo stepped on his leg just for the heck of it to get over to Yoongi and grabbed him by his shirt. "Yoongi, please stop. He's Jimin's brother.

"I know," Yoongi whispers before punching Jihyun again harder this time. Jiwoo gasping at the sound it made, and wrapped her arms around Yoongi and pulled harder.

"He wouldn't want you to hurt him!" She yells, and this time she's successful. Yoongi pauses.

Yoongi's eyes started to widen, "Wait...Ji-hyun...oh no..." Yoongi quickly climbed off Jihyun and ran out the room.

He had always told himself not to blame Jihyun...
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Yoongi's throat hurt really bad today. The doctors had given him the 'ok' to speak for now, although they didn't know exactly what it is that's wrong. But Yoongi knows.

He never wanted to tell anyone though, the idea of dying whenever he wanted to, intrigued him. He was like a time bomb. Speak, and he might die choking on his own blood.

Yoongi didn't want that time in his room with Taehyung to be his last moments though. He wants to be with Jimin when that happens. Like it should have been.

Yoongi felt a breeze hit his face and the smell of fresh baked goods filled his nose. He stood up from the bench going back inside the hospital to be away from that smell.

On the way back to his room, he bumped into a male crying his eyes out and bowed in apology.

"I'm so sorry I-" the other boy froze when he looked up and saw Yoongi. He quickly wiped his tears. "Sorry..." He says again looking away.

Yoongi nodded before walking away, but trips over the boy's leg and lands on his face. He sobbed softly, reminding himself he's been through worse and attempted to stand.

"Oh my gosh, I'm so sorry! I'm so clumsy, I didn't mean it, oh no!" The boy helped Yoongi up quickly before any nurses catch notice. "I'm really sorry."

Yoongi wiped his tears shamefully, all the emotions in him becoming too much. "It's okay," he strained. And the boys eyes widened.

"You can talk?!" He said a little too loud. Yoongi slowly nodded, but stopped when he realized he didn't know this person, so how does he know that information?

"Do you, know me?" Yoongi whispered, it being the only thing he could do, since talking normally hurt like hell compared to whispering.

The boy blinked twice before answering. "N-No... Ah, I think we go to the same school, ha-ha." The boy gulped after turning the other way then faced Yoongi again with his golden smile. "I'm Jeon Jungkook, by the way. Let's be...friends."

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