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35: it's all your fault

Do you remember I underlined some words last time? It was for me so I wouldn't get confused. Oops ;)
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Jungkook's mind was spinning as he carefully walked down the halls to Taehyung's room. He debated whether to go back to Seugyoo, or to keep going.

"I don't want to be you!" Jungkook yelled in frustration. He didn't know what it was, but he thought he didn't want to be Seungyoo. That was nonsense.

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Taehyung wheezes trying to get off the floor and into his bed. All the excitement from the day, finally catching up to him.

He was suppose to be in bed for the full of the day, but obviously he did not do that.

Taehyung finally managed to stand again, but the door then swung open revealing a crazed Jungkook looking for him.

"It's your fault," he murmured, and Taehyung slowly started to back away.

"It's your fault. It's your fault. It's your fault! It's your fault! It's your fault! It's your fault! It's your fault! It's all your fault!" Jungkook screamed running over to Taehyung.

The old man in the room suddenly woke up from all the commotion, but could not completely register what's happening since he's so old.

Jungkook backs a scared Taehyung into the wall and forces his lips on Taehyung's, leaving his heart to beat erratically. While Taehyung struggles to breathe and break away from Jungkook, the younger stops suddenly pulling away from Taehyung.

"Taehyung, tell me you love me. Just once!" Jungkook yelled with both hands on Taehyung's shoulders.

"W-hat?..n-no.." Taehyung breathes.

"Just say it!" Jungkook pulls Taehyung in, only to slam his back against the wall again. He winced from the pain, but still didn't obey Jungkook's command.

"I can't."

"Have you ever?!" Jungkook questioned already knowing the answer.

"Yes! I was starting to, at one point, but you- ...you... Sometimes I felt like I was just your experiment, so I gave up and treated you like a fuck instead!" Taehyung yelled not caring his heart hurt every time he inhaled.

"I know! I know that already so stop answering!"

"Why did you...ask then?!" Taehyung tiredly shoved Jungkook away. "You thought I was stupid, right? Jungkook, you're an adult. You could have told...your parents a long time ago, but you didn't...because you'd be lying."

"Huh, wait what do you mean?" Jungkook was confused; Taehyung seemed to know more about Jungkook than Jungkook did himself.

"You're not...gay." Taehyung felt himself get dizzy and leaned over the bed. "Please just get out...I need to...rest...now."

Jungkook stared angrily at Taehyung. He hated the fact that he thought he knew him when he wasn't even worthy to be his friend.

Jungkook thought he doesn't need friends.

"N-o, you- you can't tell me what I am and what I'm not! You don't know me you fucking whore!" Using every time he walked in on Taehyung in bed with another girl or guy as fuel, Jungkook punches Taehyung in the face knocking him down onto the floor.

Taehyung gasps before taking another one of Jungkook's punches and then faints. "Tae- wait, I'm not done talking to you!"

"What the hell?!" Seungyoo yells from behind Jungkook making him turn around and stand up. She glared at him before running over to Taehyung and pressing the assistance button. "Get out now."

Jungkook didn't move. He just kept staring at Seungyoo helping Taehyung and it made him even more angry. He didn't like Seungyoo helping someone else. Someone other than him.

"Jungkook, I said to get out. Do you want to go to prison?" Seungyoo questioned seriously hoping she'd get through to him. "I'm trying to help you."

Jungkook gasps coming to his senses and quickly walks out of the room.

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Jungkook's dad came back from his travels the following Monday and realized he hadn't talked to his son in a while. He scaled the stairs to his room, but when he entered, Jungkook wasn't the only thing missing inside.

He finds a letter on his bare bed after finding most of his belongings gone from his son's room.

The letter read, "Father, mother, sorry for the late notice, but I'll be staying with a friend for a shorter commute. Love you.
-your son."

He sighed as he sat on the edge of his bed, reading the short, but informative letter over again.

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When Taehyung's eyes slowly started to open again, the light is blinding. But rather than feeling cold, he felt warm.

His left handed intertwined in another, and when he slowly looked to his left he saw a sleeping Yoongi cuddled up to his body.

Naturally, Taehyung thought it was a dream. So he didn't move one bit, afraid the dream would end too soon.

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Okay, I lied its the next chapter calm the tits and happy heart day. May you have yours clawed out too one day *destressed smiling face* 🙂