If I Break (A Niall Horan FanFiction)

Chapter 11-Blissful Darkness

Chapter 11

Blissful Darkness

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~*Niall's P.O.V.*~

My eyes pry open and light pours in. I feel sick and cold. I look over once I gain sight, Liam at my side. Harry stands at the end of the bed and Zayn stands next to him. I look over to the other side where Liam is not to see Louis and Eleanor's back to me. When did Eleanor get here?

"Hey, what happened?" I ask in a raspy voice as I sit up and look around, trying to see what is behind Eleanor and Louis.

El turns around and then I see her, memories pour back into my mind and I shutter.

Being with E in THAT way.

The fire.

Eva NOT waking up.

I swing my legs off the side if the bed and stand up slowly. At first I'm a little dizzy but I gain balance as I stumble over to her. Eleanor quickly moves from her chair which I gladly take and rather ungracefully fall into. I lean forward and intertwine my fingers with E's.

"Is she okay?" I whisper.

Liam comes and stands behind me as he pats my shoulder, "she has asthma, so the smoke was harder on her. If she remains in the state she is in for another twenty-four hours or so, she will be considered in a coma." He mumbles.

After sitting around and talking, telling stories and crying, the guys and Eleanor were forced to leave because visitor's time was over. Once the doctors did their last round, once all the lights were off, I snuck over into Eva's bed. I wrap my arms around her waist once I adjust our bodies so we aren't so squished, I press my lips to her ear, "once you wake up..."

~*Eva's P.O.V.*~

"Once you wake up, E. I'm gonna take you to meet my mum. She'll love you just like I do. When you open those big, brown eyes, I'm never gonna stop telling you how much I love and need you. I know you can hear me, I just know it. So just listen okay." I feel my senses perk up to his voice but my eyes along with anything else refuses to move. I figure its only temporary so I just listen to his thick Irish accent. "I'm gonna take you to Paris. I'm gonna give you whatever your little heart desires. I will do anything and everything just to keep a smile on your face. I will swim the oceans and walk the desserts. Anything. I will kiss you and love you with all my mind, heart, and soul. So pleas baby...wake up." I feel him rest his forehead against mine, and a few drops of what seems like water hits my cheeks. He's crying? The thought instantly makes me feel guilty but I can't open my eyes or even squeeze my hand. My eyes well with tears which may or may not release due to the fact that my eyes remain closed. Then I feel a single tear drip from my eye but am unable to wipe it. "Oh, sweetheart." Niall mumbles before dragging his thumb over my cheek, taking the stray tear with it. "Don't cry, just wake up. Be okay, and wake up." He pleads.

"Mr.Horan, you need to get back in your bed so the nurses can give you medication." I hear and unfamiliar male voice.

Niall mumbles an 'okay' before leaving me in my cold bed. I hear the squeak of wheels and then feel the presses of someone's warm hand in my own.

After about fifteen minuets, I hear a mixture of new voices, giving Niall instructions and stuff about how the nurses will do this and that to help with his burns. Then they explains MY situation. I guess my lungs were closed to long or something and I have slipped into a coma. Which sucks because I can hear them, sense them and yet I just lay here. When they told Niall about it, I heard him whimper as his grip on my hand grew tighter. Once the nurses and doctors left. The lights were turned off and I was alone with Ni.

"You heard that, didn't you, E? Are you really in a coma?" Niall's voice rings in my ear and I feel my senses once again gaining attention. "Don't leave me, please." He whispers.

More tears prick to my eyes at the thought of Niall hurting and I can't fix it. I wish I could fix it. The tears slip from between my eye lids and down my cheeks. Then more come. I feel Niall move in next to me, instead of listening to the doctors orders, he wraps his arm around my waist and buries his face in my hair, "Don't cry, babe. I love you, just wake up and everything will be okay. I'll be fine once I see your eyes open. Just remember," his hands hold my cheeks and I assume he is looking at my face, "this isn't your fault. My tears aren't shed because of anything you did. I'm just scared of losing you." He kisses my forehead once before he settles down next to me, humming the words to 'I Want Crazy' by Hunter Hayes. Even with closed eyes, I feel my eyelids grow heavy en till I am engulfs in blissful darkness. The outside world disappears and I am now amongst beautiful scenery and waterfalls. Niall's soft whimpers and whispers are gone and all I hear is the stream flowing beside me and the birds chirping. Deer and butterflies prance around me as I twirl. My hair is longer and is perfectly curled, I am wearing a flowing pink dress that twirls when I spin. I feel beautiful and as light as a feather. I never wanna leave this blissful darkness.

(A/N: sorry the chapters are getting kinda short. I guess it doesn't take much to get the point across. Anyway. Sorry for any errors and such. Please enjoy my next chapter. Should be up VERY soon. Love you all.

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