If I Break (A Niall Horan FanFiction)

Chapter 19-Good-Bye Mummy

Chapter 19

Good-Bye Mummy

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~*Eva's P.O.V.*~

I roll over an look at the alarm clock. 2:34. What? I pick up my phone which has been buzzing none stop for the lat fifteen minuets. The caller I.D. says 'T.T.'. I open my phone an hold it to my ear, "what can I do for you at the ungodly hour?" I ask in a bitter tone.

"Eva! It's Emily! She's gone into labor, meet us at the hospital." An with that, the line went dead.

My eyes widen as I turn over to look at the sleepin' boy next to me. I squeal and start bouncing up and down. I roll out of bed and onto the floor, quickly standing and running over. Turning in the light. "Niall! Get up!" I yell as I shake him frantically.

He shoots up, "what! What is it!?" He yells looking around with an alarmed look.

"Emily went into labor!" I squeal as I shake him more.

"Oh my god!" Niall's eyes widen as he grabs my shoulders to calm me down, "go get dresses and meet me down stairs in five, yeah?" He asks.

I nod quickly before rolling out if bed and grabbing my tight holy boot cut jeans. I grab Niall's Jack Wills t-shirt that he wore yesterday to go to Bangor. It was really loose but I just tucked it in the front. I threw on a pair if flip-flops and grabbed my hair brush and make up for the way. I also grabbed Niall's grey Jack Wills zip-up sweatshirt and threw it in over the t-shirt. "Okay! Coming!"I tell, skipping down every two steps. Niall waits at the bottom of the stairs. At the last step, my foot catches and I trip but luckily Niall catches me. I smile at the boy before I run down the hall to my mom's room. I open the door, my mom lays in the bed. I quietly walk over to her bed and shake her, "mom, it's time to wake up." I whisper.

She's sick so we don't like jumping her. This is the only way I can wake her without scaring her.

"Mom?" I she her a little harder, but her body lays still. "Mummy?" I shake her harder. I gasp as she lays limp in the bed. I begin shaking in fear, "N-Niall!" I yells, I back up and my back hits the wall with a loud thud

I look to the door as I see a scared Niall, "what? What is it?" He walks over to me.

I point to her, "c-check to see if she is b-breathing." I ask, stuttering out the words. My heart is in my stomach and my body is shaking uncontrollably.

He looks at her and goes pale, "o-okay." He whisper. Niall slowly steps closes enough to feel the pulse in her neck. He gentle lays his fingers in the right place and holds them there. He bends down, listening for a heart beat. He stands up quickly, moving his fingers from my mom's neck and backs up. He turns to me, "Eva, lets go."he whispers, his firm hands grip my arms as he tries pulling me from the wall where I stand frozen.

"N-no. Is she o-okay?" I ask, my voice quivers as my eyes stay locked in my mom.

Niall looks at me, eyes clouded over with fear and pain, "she's gone, Eve." He whispers.

My body jolts then crumbles to the ground as I let out a strangled cry. The boy next to me, whispering soothing words fades as my eyes blur and cries get louder and more frequent. I start pounding on the ground and wall. The throbbing pain in my fists is nothing compared to the immense pain flooding my heart. I blink bam the tears in my eyes but the simply fall from my eyes to the ground.

"Eva." I hear Niall whisper.

I shake my head, there is no way this is true. I haven't lost my mom. I haven't. I want her alive. I need her alive. "No. No." I squeeze my eyes shut as I try to push the thought of my mom being dead out of my mind. I try to did something to grab, reaching for Niall's shirt, I curl my fingers around the fabric and pull. His body crushes mine not only from me making him but from him hugging me. "No, Ni. It's not true. It can't be." I push Niall away from me to give me some room. I whimper as I crawl on the bed where my mummy sleeps. I lay open the blankets for me to crawl in. Her purple night gown fabric is soft against my skin as I wrap my arm around her, sobbing. "Don't leave me, mum. Not yet. I need you here with me. You never got to meet Payton. You never saw me get married. You never saw my babies. Mummy, you can't go. Please, don't go." I cry into the night gown, praying to who ever will listen to not take her yet. To let me keep her.

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"Eva, do you want me to bring you to the hospital?" I hear Niall whisper after about two hours of me sobbing and pleading and praying.

I roll over and look at him, he holds so much pain in his beautiful blue eyes its like another knife to my heart. I sigh, sitting up. I nod, I feel weak so I hold my arms out to Niall. He understands as he picks me up bridal style and walks me out of the room. I rest my head in his chest, lettin' his warmth sooth me en till I can eventually in the matter of seconds, fall asleep into a more than welcome darkness.

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I am pulled from my blissful rest as I feel a pair of strong arms lift me from the spot I was sleeping in. I'm in the area between sleep and reality.

~*Niall's P.O.V.*~

As I lift Evie from where she lay in the back sleep, I hear her mumble, "good-bye mummy." In her sleep.

My heart breaks for her, every part of my heart, every part of me wishes I could just suck the pain from her and put it in me somehow. But I know I can't.

I just don't know what to do.

(A/N: I ALMOST CRIED WRITING THIS!!! Sorry for writing such a sad and short chapter. I needed this to happen and I didn't really know how to write it. Sorry if it sucks:(

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