If I Break (A Niall Horan FanFiction)

Chapter 12-Refusing to Awaken

(A/N: Okay, so I was thinking that Niall and Eva need a CELEBRITY name....so vote on either...

1) Neva

2) Nevie

3) and sense I can't come up with a third, just suggest for me..kk thanks...and read on.

ENJOY)

Chapter 12

Refusing to Awaken

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~*Niall's P.O.V.*~

Eva has been in a coma for over a month now. The tour is starting back up in a week and management refuses to let me put it off. I must be honest, I look horrid. I don't shower often en less one of the guys makes me take a shower in the bathroom at the hospital. I only change a couple times a week because I don't go home to get clothes so if the guys remember, they get it for me.

I, on the other hand, was released three weeks ago so I'm not aloud to spend every second in the room. A lot of times, doctors and nurses kick me out so they can look her over and discuss things.

They have told me numerous times that her mind ins't active anymore and her body refuses to let her awaken. So they talk about pulling the plug. I won't let them, neither will Eve's mum. She can't afford to fly over here, I offered to pay but she declines my offers. They call her and every time, she screams at them.

I stare down at her, I have to leave now, to go for rehearsals in L.A. I don't want to. But I have to. Her body is cold and her hair has lost so much of it's natural color. Remember when I first met her, I said it was a nice chocolatey brown color, well now its more of a mousy brown. Its dry and brittle. She lost a lot of her curves too, she has lost a lot of weight. It kills me seeing her so weak and venerable. But I have to go now.

I lean down, placing a single kiss on her forehead. "Wake up soon, my darling." I whisper. Giving her hand one last squeeze before turning to the door where the guys stand with sad faces.

Eleanor has been her ever sense the accident, hasn't gone back to Manchester. She stands by Louis's side with a sad face too. Only she has it for me. Not herself. She loves E just as much as me just in a different way, so this has been hard on her too.

I walk over to her, standing right in front of her. In one swift movement, I scoop her up in a friendly yet meaningful hug. As soon as I do this we both break out in uncontrollable sobs. I pat her back, fighting through the tears, I manage to whisper, "She'll pull through, I know she will."

Eleanor nods, "I know." She sniffles, before turning around into Lou's arms.

I sigh, the guys start walking down the hall as Eleanor leaves Louis's side to go sit by her friend, I look over my shoulder. Seeing the girl I love one last time before turning on my heal.

Please don't wake up with out me, Eva. Please.

~*Eva's P.O.V.*~

I twirl around in my yellow sun dress, laughing as the small wiener dogs prance around me. The sun is high in the sky and there ins't a cloud around at all. I stop spinning as I hear someone-very familiar-calling my name. I run in the sound of the voice.

"Eva?" They call in a thick accent that I can't quite place.

I turn around when I see a blond headed boy. He has beautiful blue eyes and he is holding a book, "Hey Eva, I brought this back." He whispers, walking over to me.