If I Break (A Niall Horan FanFiction)

Chapter 25- Home

Chapter 25

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(A/N: ik guys Im switching it up a bit. having an authors note in the beginning but whatever.

So I'm here to disgus how I got my idea. clearly I was gonna do this chapter on them being home but I didn't know how exactly I wanted to do it. But it did eventually come to me. today. in math class. oh and if u were wondering....YES NEVA IS BACK!!!! I hate having them broken up... I really just couldn't take it anymore.

But here's a new matter. I have a minor case of dyslexia. So I do struggle with spelling and such. so sorry about errors... I really am sorry plus it doesn't help that I write the majority of my book on my iPod.

And I just wanna send a shout out to lindz2020 for being impatient and complaining to me over Facebook. she can be annoying but I love her to bits❤

Anyway....read on:) P.s.

It's a filler chapter...so if it sucks... don't get use to it. I'd like to think I usually write decent.)

~*Niall's P.O.V.*~

I walk down the small hallway to where I use to live, making sure I have all my stuff gathered together before I take a left, glad that Josh isn't home today. I walk down to the elevator and click the thirteen.

I wait for the five dings implying that I'm on floor thirteen. the door opens and I step out, walking down the hall an till I get to the nineteenth door or room four-hundred and twenty-six. I slid the key into the slot and open it wide, almost instantly I hear the pitter-patter of little paws running around the corner. Carlos runs into my ankle, hitting the ground with a thud. I laugh, picking up thie small puppy that has grown to be an almost full grown dog. He licks my cheeks multiple times covering my cheeks in slobber. I shake my head with a fulfilled grin on my cheeks. I look around, "Eva?" I call.

"In here." she calls from our bedroom: god I love the way that sounds.

I follow her voice down the small hall en till I come face to face with a bright blue and green door. it starts in a spiral from the corner going to the middle in blue and green. I smile at it. Remembering how my door was green and her's was blue and now, our door is blue and green. I reach down and turn the door nob, shoving the door open and peering in. Eva stands with her back to me. Brushing her hair with her fingers as she pulls on a pair of skinny jeans. doing the little dance before she pulls on a tank top over her bra. Eva looks over the floor before grabbing one of my sweatshirts. She pulls it down over her head and pulls out the strands that were stuck in it before she finally turns around. She smiles at me before she walks over to me, her arms slicking around my neck and I wrap my arms around her waist.

I rest my forehead against her's, closing my eyes."I'm so glad your back." I whisper, "I'm so glad your mine again." I lean down, pressing my lips to her's, pressing them hard to her's so that she steps back to regain balance. I press harder and open her lips with mine, moving our lips passionately. Suddenly I trip and we both tumble to our bed. the two of us roll over next to each other, bursting out laughing.

Once our laughter subsides, I subtly slide my fingers into hers, locking them together and squeezing Eva's hand. "I love you, so much." I whisper, rolling over to I'm on top of her, looking down into her honest, brown eyes. I kiss her nose, letting my lips linger on her sweet skin.

"I love you, so much more." She whispers, pulling my face up, wrapping her fingers around my ears and forcing my lips onto her's in one, short, amazing kiss. "How long do we have?"

One simple, yet tie breaking question that I've been trying to ovoid for the last three days we've been trying to get situated.

I sigh, closing my eyes and resting my face in the nook of her neck, breathing in the sent of vanilla, knowing that when I leave, I'm going to miss this sent so much. That I'm gonna miss her so much, "two weeks," I mumble.

She lets out a shaky breath, "at least it's longer than I thought it would be." Her fingers crawl up my spine, lightly scratching her nails into the fabric of my t-shirt, and they then travel into my hair, "I don't want you to go," she mumbles before she kisses my head.

I furrow my eyebrows as I sit myself up in my elbows, "did you just kiss my head?" I smirk.

She lazily looks back up at me, "yes," Eva says plainly, "you gonna do somethin' about it, punk?" She smiles cheekily up at me.

I shake my head, a small grin on my face, "why'd you my head, isn't that my job?"

She shrugs, "no, I like doing it because it make me feel like I'm appreciating you just like you do whenever you kiss my cheek or something." Eva closes her eyes, with a small, cute smile on her lips.

I smile down at her before I rest my face back into the crook of her neck. "I love you, Evy. You have no idea how happy you make me." I mumble into her hair.

She giggles, "I'm just happy right now, Ni. Even though your leaving in two weeks, and even though my mom's gone. Even with everything going on, I'm so glad I'm here with you. Cause you distract me from everything." Her honesty was enough to make me buzz.

I sit up, grabbing her shoulders and pulling her up with me, "come on, babe." I tug her behind me as she grumbles annoyingly.

I pull her through the hall way into the living room, plopping her down in the couch. I run into the kitchen and open up the box that Eva's brother sent us. Pulling the box open, and grabbing the quilts. I throw them aside and dig into the box. finally finding the D.V.D.s. I scrounge through them en till I finally lay my hands on the one I was looking for.

I turn around and grab Eva's favorite green and white quilt and throw it over my shoulder. I run into the living room and throw the blanket at Eva who catches it with her face, making an 'emph' sound. I laugh at her dumbfounded facially expression before I crawl to the D.V.D player and put the movie in.

I turn off the lights and pop some popcorn as the credits roll through and advertisements and such. Once it's done popping, I grab it and walk back into the living room. Picking her up, I sit back down and put her on my lap. She curls into my side and sighs happily.

The movie title shows on the screen and she gasps, "oh my god! I love Harry Potter!" Eva squeals.

She cuddles deeper into my side, again, sighing peacefully.

These are the moments I missed the most. Where it's just us, where it's her, and me. Alone and happy. I truly do love her with every part of me. I know for a fact that Eva is my soul mate. I just don't know how to convince her that we could work out as a married couple, I don't know how to convince her that I could be a good dad. Because what I do know is that I'm never letting her go again. Ever, and I can't lose her.

This is where it gets serious. This is where everything can either turn out for the better or for the worse. Back a couple months ago, I had to make her mine; as I had to make her my girlfriend, but now that I think about it. I can still lose her. with or without the title. So I'm more than willing to take the next step to make sure I never lose her ever again.

Now I just have to find a ring...

(A/N: awwwww yeah... here we go guys, IS NIALL GONNA POP THE QUESTION?!?!?!?

Tune in next week to find out!

Haha jk, I'll try to update quicker than that this time!!!

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