If I Break (A Niall Horan FanFiction)

Chapter 29- I Love You, So Much

Chapter 29

I Love You, So Much

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~*Niall's P.O.V.*~

Eva steps on my toes, so her feet match perfectly with ever step and turn I make. One arm is sling over my shoulder and she grips the collar of my shirt for leverage. Her other hand is holding mine, our fingers intertwined as I spin us around and sway us. Her head rests comfortably on my chest, eyes closed and a cute little grin on her cheeks.

I have my head ducked down so my face is right next to her's, her sent intoxicating. I take smaller steps because Eva's legs are a much smaller size than mine and if we trip up, it would ruin this perfect moment we're in.

The stars shine above us, twinkling like a million little Christmas lights scattered across the evening sky. There is a light breeze that other wise: would be chilling to the bone if I didn't have Eva's warmth clinging to me. The sounds of the frogs and crickets would be enough to drive a person crazy if I didn't have the sound of Eva humming softly along with the background music.

She is the one thing in this god forsaken planet that can keep me sane. The only thing in this world that I can be only me with, the only thing that is so amazing beautiful, she just takes my breath away whenever she smiles, and shatters my heart every time she cries. She is the only person who has seen both my best and worst and yet still stays but had the option to leave me. She didn't, not because she thought there was something wrong with me but because she though there was something wrong with her.

Together we're a mess but apart, we are a tornado sweeping through time square. A disaster.

I take a step to the side, her leg following after mine en till I spin round and round. She pops her legs at the knee as I spin us slowly, then kissing my neck as I lift her higher.

As we begin to slow down, her feet pay back down in the ground and we spin to a slow stop. Eva looks up at me and smiles, her hair falling down and around her face, framing it perfectly. It was curled in large ringlets but the curls have fallen into something of just a elegant wave.

I lean down, pressing my lips to her in a simple kiss, when I pull away, I whisper, "I wish this moment never had to end." A small, sorta sad smile on my face, as I look deeply into her pretty brown eyes.

She nods her head, not breaking eye contact with me. She grins, standing up on her tippy-toes, pecking my cheek before she intertwines our fingers, leading is back to the white table that I burrowed from my grand mother.

I sit down and she climbs onto my lap, straddling me. She places her hands on my cheeks and looks down at me, kissing my lips.

I couldn't help but wonder what was running through her head whenever she kissed me like this. When she is the first one to try to deepen the kiss by gliding her tongue across my bottom lip or when she runs her fingers up and down my arms or all around my torso. Or even when it's just a simple peck, I wonder what goes through her mind.

Eva then pulls away, giving me a peck on the lis before she stands up and walks over to the other chair. She sits down and smiles at, "so, Mr.Horan, how's life?" Eva props her head on her palms.

I grin at her, just thinking how absolutely adorable she is, I lean over, take one of her hands in mine and kissing it, "pretty amazing considering the most amazing person in the entire world just agreed to be mine forever." I whisper, suddenly the playful aura vanished replaced by a deep one. "I love you so much, Eve." I mumble before I myself stand up and walk over to her, taking her hand and lifting her, "come on dear, lets go home." I whisper before I pick her up bridal style and carry her to the "special place" that I made while she looked around here, as she snuggle into my neck.

"I love you, Ni, so so much." She whisper, slinging and arm around my neck and pulling her front to my chest. Hugging me while I carry her.

"I love you more, Eva, more than you could ever know," I walk down the short path to where the woods clear a little and the other set of Christmas lights appears into my sight. I walk over to the clearing where you can see the night sky perfectly. I hung up Christmas lights because the other set were hardly visible in this part where we are further into the woods. I lay her down onto the blanket, and I lay down next to her.

I watch as her eyes scan the stars, but the stars can't possibly catch my eye when I have her in my presence, there's no competition what so ever.

I roll over so I'm on top of her, Eva's perfect brown eyes scanning my blue ones, "are you sure you wanna marry me?" she whispers, I almost feel like she's having cold feet en till she continues, "I mean, I'm so damaged and you're so perfect." She whispers, bringing her hands up and locking her fingers into the hair closer to the nape of my neck.

"I'm so positive, Eve, I'm positive that you are the person I want to spend the rest of my days with, I want to die in your arms, Eve. Your my everything." I whisper, leaning down and placing my lips in her's, using my elbows to keep me up so I don't crush her. Our lips move in sink as I slip my to his into her mouth, deepening the kiss as much as I possibly can.

"I love you, Ni." She whispers.

"I love you too, Ev."

(A/N:

I know I know, short chapter... I didn't know where to go with this chapter but I wanted them to spend just a little but longer before I moved on.

Anyway,

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