If I Break (A Niall Horan FanFiction)

Chapter 22-Why Can't We Start Our Lives Together

Chapter 22

Why Can't We Start Our Lives Together

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~*Niall's P.O.V.*~

As soon as the words enter my ears, my heart drops along with my jaw, "what? No, I can't. Eva just lost her mum. I need to stay here with her." I plead as my hands begin to shake. Troy stands up, holding Brooklynn in his arms as he steps closer to me.

Simon sighs on the other end, "I'm sorry Niall, but your needed here. I'm sorry about her loss but this is your job." He says in a stern tone.

I go to say something but Troy distracts me from doing so but saying, "she'll be fine, Niall. She has us, her friends and family. You should go, he's right. It's your job." Troy looks at me for a couple more seconds before Brooklynn who had just been laughing and giggling burst out into tears. Emily, looking exhausted comes running from the living room.

"Come here, sweetheart." She coos at the baby as the two of them try to calm the small person down. Carrying her into the other room, I focus my attention back on SImon.

"Come on, Si-"

"Niall, you need to be here tomorrow by eight o'clock or I'll have to take serious measures." He interrupts.

I sigh loudly before I try to fight my case some more, "Si-"

"Good-bye Niall. See you tomorrow at eight." And with that, the beeping noise sounds and the line goes dead. I growl out of frustration and slam my phone on the table. I sit down and run my fingers over my face. Ruffling my hair before I stand back up.

I can't leave her, not yet. She needs me, she was literally screaming about how much she needed me not even an hour ago. Even though I think that whole ordeal helped, I know its going to take time for her to heal. She needs me here.

But then again, the guys need me. They need me to rehearse and practice and prepare for the upcoming tour. Simon needs me to do my job and all my fans need me to be there for them, I don't want to let anyone down but I know I'm gonna have to. And I know who is gonna end up getting the short end of the stick for me to do so.

I sigh before I glance up at the stair case. To my dismay, I see a fragile, broken looking girl sitting in the shadows with her fingers curled around the banister. Her brown hair falls down in her face as she whimpers, "your leaving?"

My heart shatters as I watch her quickly descend the staircase. She hurries over to me and before I know it she wraps her arms around my neck and pulls herself into my chest. I quickly engulf Eva in my arms and pull her close. We don't say a word, just sit there in silence as we hold each other. She smells like vanilla like always and she is actually really warm.

Suddenly, and idea pops into my head and I slowly lift my face so that I'm looking at her. She mimics my actions and lifts her head to meet my eyes, "come back with me." I whisper.

Her jaw drops at the idea and I instantly know she wasn't expecting it, "what? I thought Josh moved in?"

I nod, "He did but we can get a new room. One bedroom. One bathroom. We can move all four dogs in with us. We can do whatever makes you happy." I rant on about all the ideas, "We can actually start a life together." I whisper.

I have always see myself with Eva, from the beginning, I could never imagine myself with someone else. I know we are meant to be together, no matter the trials that are thrown at us. We are unbreakable.

~*Eva's P.O.V.*~

Moving in with Niall is just a thought, in fact, we already did live together as friends, but it didn't take long for that to grow into so much more. It is unbelievable how fast I fell in love him but actually starting a life together? Doesn't that mean getting married, having kids, actually settling down. I love Niall but he isn't ready for that. He is a world wide pop star and settling down is just not apart of his plan.

"Niall, your not ready to settle down, in order to actually start our lives together, we would need to get married, buy a house, settle down and have some kids. To actually start our lives, is something you can't do." I say, I watch as his face falls and his eyes darken slightly with what I'm guessing as disappointment. I sigh, glancing at the ground to regain focus and cloture before I look back up into his sad blue eyes, snapping my heart even more than it already was. "Me, I would love that. More than anything, but, you. Ni, think about, starting our life together wouldn't work with your schedule." He lowers his head and nods slowly.

"Okay, E. Okay." He whispers, raises his head, Niall meets my eyes, "at least come back with me. I can't go on knowing you aren't a twenty minuet drive away from me." Niall pleads with me.

I shake my head not breaking eye contact, "Niall, with you on tour, I will be more than twenty minuets away no matter where I am. I think I should stay here to cope a little more. Niall, I love you but I belong here. In Maine." I break our eye contact and look down at my feet, "I'll help you pack." I whisper before turning around and running up the stairs, the tears already threatening to spill out.

Niall is leaving me. Again. What is this going to do to us? The distance clearly wont do anything positive to us. We are going to crumble while he is gone and I'm here. So either I can just break it off now, or I can try to fight for it. I don't wanna lose Niall. I would rather fight with him than not have him at all. Not talk to him but know he is still there. Niall and I have something worth fighting for.

And I intend on doing so.

(A/N: Sorry for the short update. I would have made it longer but I feel like this is all I have to say for now in this one area of the book.

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