If I Break (A Niall Horan FanFiction)

Chapter 13-Truth or Dare

Chapter 13

Truth or Dare

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~*Niall's P.O.V.*~

It's been a while sense Eleanor updated me on Eva. The last time we talked, she told me Eva wasn't awake. But that was over a week ago.

Anyways, at the moment. The guys and I walk went to an after party after the concert and Demi Lavato was there. Liam and her really hit it off-considering him and Dani broke up-so she came back to our hotel to hang out and watch movies. Right now we are sitting in Liam's room. In a circle, we are playing truth or dare, we'll we were but Louis is too busy talking to Eleanor.

"Oh, you wanna-....but-...fine. But if he gets mad at me, you better be the one to hold me while I pout and cry." Lou says playfully into the phone. I wonder what he's talking about hut I just shoo it away.

I look over at Liam and Demi to see the two of them...canoodling...hmmmmm.

Well that just makes me miss Eva even more. If she was hear, we would be laughing and whispering about how gross they are. We did it every time we were out with the guys and Eleanor. Lou and Elle would be cuddling while Eva and I would fake gage and throw things at them and blame it on Zayn or Harry.

God, I miss that girl.

~*Eva's P.O.V.*~

Eleanor is talking to Louis while eating my pudding. She is talking about something stupid when I suddenly realize, "hey, Elle. Let me talk to Ni." I say.

I found out that the reason he wasn't here was because he had tour. No matter how bad it hurt that it was more important for him to do that instead of being with me. I am still gonna pretend it doesn't hurt. I shouldn't be so needy anyway.

Elle nods before speaking into the phone, "Hey Eva wants to talk to Niall....Oh yeah! She woke up like two hours ago...Yeah....sure. Okay. Here she is." She detaches the phone from her ear and hands the phone to me.

I take it in my weak hand, shakily taking it and pressing it to my ear. "Hey, Ni." I whisper.

"Eva! Your awake. Oh my god! I'm so sorry I wasn't there to see your beautiful eyes. I love you to much, babe-" he stops talking abruptly as I hear a girl talking in the background.

She yells,"Niall! What are you doing! Come back to the bedroom!"

And with that, I hung up.

~*Niall's P.O.V.*~

Demi runs out of the bedroom and Liam attached to her hand. She walks into the kitchen before calling out, interrupting my conversation with the most amazing person ever.

"Niall! What are you doing! Come back to the bedroom!" She squeals. Liam freezes behind her and so do I as I listen for Eva on the other end.

Nothing. A buzzing noise, signaling me that she hung up.

"No no no no no!" I start yelling as I dial Eleanor's number quickly. It picks up almost instantly.

"Niall James Horan! In going to beat you next time I get the chance! Your lucky I don't just fly down to-"

I interrupt Eleanor's scolding, "It wasn't what it sounded like, let me talk to E." I beg. My heart dropped when I hear her sigh loudly. It wasn't Eleanor. "Eva-"

"Do you love her?"

"What?" I whisper, "what!? No! That was Demi Lavato. She's with Liam-" my heart bursts as the beeping sound from the other line going dead in my ear. My already watery eyes shoot to Liam and Demi. Liam is standing about three feet from a confused Demi. "You can't just say that kinda thing." I whisper, anger welling up inside me. "Do you know how bad that sounds for me?! I was on the phone with my-" I pause, what were we before...no. She will understand. She'll come back. "I was on the phone with my girlfriend who just got out of a coma." I whisper. I look down at the phone in my hand which is cracking. I try to dim down my anger but do the opisite and squeeze the phone en till it crumbles in my hands and the bit and pieces, falling to the floor.

"Niall. Calm down. Eva will understand." Liam reassures me, taking small steps towards me with an arm extended.

I shake my head. "No, you don't know her. She has been rejected so many times. She had gone through so much and I'm the one who is suppose to be different. I'm the one who is suppose to love her." By now I'm sobbing. "No, she's gonna leave me. She already is I bet." I find this so angering that I have to hold the wall. "Liam, make her leave." I say in the most hateful, most grimacing voice I have ever used. Glaring at Demi as Liam simply nods and takes Demi by the arm. Leading her out of the hotel room. I tell out in frustration and bunch the wall. The hole is a lot larger than my hand which is leaking blood. I run into the kitchen with my throbbing hand curled into my chest. I grab my phone and dial Eleanor's number. It rings once before Eleanor's voice rings in my ear.

"Niall James Horan! I'm going to beat your-" her voice is cut off by a frail, broken sounding Eva.

"I'm not your girlfriend. I don't have a say in who you...do things with." Her voice was heart wrenching and it just broke something inside me. "I'm happy for you guys...really. I am. You deserve someone beautiful and skinny. Nice and talented. And she is so lucky to have you." E'a voice cracks and I can tell she is sobbing. I just want her to know I do love her. No one else. "So lucky so have such an amazing person. Please don't let me ruin your night." She pauses to clear her throat. "Um, thank you for...being so nice to me and holding me. Thank you for being the vet first time I could have ever imagined. I'll see you...later. But I just want you to know I did love you. It was real. Even if it wasn't real for you, it was so real for me. I love you, Niall. So, so much. Gooodbye." She whispers the last sentence before the line goes dead and I feel like I'm sitting in the room alone. Surrounded by my friends I feel so alone.

I am so alone.

~*Eva's P.O.V.*~

(Time jump)

It's been a month and a half sense I woke up from my coma. And the whole thing with Niall...and now that in strong enough I am aloud out of the hospital. I plan on moving back to Maine and spend sometime with my mom and family. I miss them. And I don't wanna be here anymore. I want to go home.

"I want to go home."I whisper to Eleanor as I put my last box in the back of the moving truck. I look back at Eleanor who has teary eyes.

"Don't leave me. I want my best friend." She pouts and a slight whine. "Don't go." She pleads. She reaches in and grabbing the box and putting it back on the ground. She crosses her arms and sits on it.

"El..get your butt off the pillows. I want them smelling good or my mom will never let me hear the end of it." I say with a small smile playing on my lips.

"No. Your pillows will smell like butt." She says in a completely serious tone.

I burst out laughing before bending down and picking up Eleanor. She screams but I just sit her on the side walk. I quickly run over and pick up the box, throwing it in the Val and reaching up for the pullie string and slamming the door shut. The man driving the truck to the air port sees me thumbs up and nods, pulling out into the road and sown the busy streets of London.

Eleanor stands up and crosses her arms with a sad and defeated look on her face. "So when the guy get back, you want me to give Niall Carlos and Sheila. He'll know what to do with the other five?" She asks.

I simply nod my head before picking up Bella and Charlie's cages in the Val of the taxi along with my carry on bag. I turn back around only to find myself in a bone crushing hug with Elle. "I am going to miss you." She whispers in my ear and I already know she is crying.

"I'm gonna miss you too." I whisper back, squeezing her tighter. We pull away from the hug at the same time and again, at the same time reach up and wipe the tears from each others eyes. "Your like a sister to me. I love you El." I say with a sad smile.

"Your my sister too, Evie. I love you too." We pull in for one last hug before pulling away and I get into the back I the taxi. I roll down the window and El leans down, kissing my cheek. "I'll see you soon?"

I nod, "bye El." I whisper before the taxi pulls forward. I look back to see Elle waving good-bye to me. I wave back.

My phone buzzes in my pocket and I pull my eyes from El and look down at my phone.

Niall's callin'.

I shake my head before opening the phone and holdin the red button. The little noise sounds, telling me my phone is off and I shove it into my bag.

He's called me at least once everyday and I get two or three text messages. I never answer the calls and I don't look at the messages. It's just too hard knowing I loved him but he never loved me. So I am tryin to forget him. I'm trying to feel better. So I just need to get away. Forget the memories, forget the feelings he gave me and being in that apartment would do nothing for me. So I'm leaving.

"Bye London." I whisper to myself.

This is good for me. This is what I need. I close my eyes and sigh...I'm going home.


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