Yogscast One Shots

Parvill - Please Don't Leave...

Strife's POV

I lay awake on my bed as I think about the various happenings of today...

Earlier That Day...

"Parvis please, look I'm sorry, I didn't mean t-"

"Just shut it, I don't want to hear your stupid excuses anymore, it's just pointless and you never listen to me! Sometimes I think you don't care about me," Parvis had tears streaming down his face and it was all my fault," What would happen if I just left, huh, what would happen Strife? Absolutely nothing, you wouldn't give a single shit, you would just carry on life as normal, nothing would change! I may as well leave!!" Parvis yelled and glared daggers at me.

"Parvis please don't go, you don't understand what I thi-" I had started, silent tears ran down my face although he would never know.

"Strife I just don't want to hear it, I think I'll go back to Sparkles. Atleast he appreciates my company!!!!" Parv jabbed his hand into my shoulder and stormed out the room, walking out the door.

"P-Parvis, I do appreciate you, I need you more than anything..." I whispered under my breath, the words I said he would never hear, I may never see him again.

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I began to think about what happened over and over again, but I knew that I was right, he would never return. Staring at the ceiling of my room as it slowly blurred from tears, I thought back to the words I wish that I'd said many weeks ago...
I love you.

He would've thought that it was a joke, until I told him repeatedly, then he would know that I wasn't lying, that I meant exactly what I said; or maybe it was an understatement. Whatever it was, I knew that I wanted to be with him, that I needed to be with him. My eyes slowly began to be consumed by darkness as I drifted into sleep.

Three Weeks Later...

Strife's POV

I sat at my workbench as I did every morning, evening and a lot of nights. There was simply nothing to do without Parvis to annoy me, life just kept repeating itself: Wake up, work, sleep. Nothing more, nothing less. That was where the problem was.

I clutched my side in pain as what felt like daggers tore me apart for the third time that day, yet it was only 9am. A wave of nausea flooded me as I felt myself grow weaker and weaker. My knees hit the floor, the hand which was unoccupied was forced to the floor for support. Before anything else happened, darkness plagued me.

Parv's POV

I knew that I shouldn't have lashed out at Strife, but he did it all the time to me, so why was it any different? I'd stayed with the rest of the band whilst I decided what to do about the whole situation, of course Strife would be fine, I mean he doesn't really care about me that much anyway, to him I'm just a waste of space.

Sparkles told me to go check up on him eventhough I knew what was going to happen:
Me: Hiya Strifeykins, I just wanted to check up on you to s-
Him: Fuck off Parvis *slams door*.

Kogie and Leo both agreed that it would happen, well they nodded their heads before continuing to make out against the wall. So, there I was outside Strife's house, knowing exactly what was going to happen. Whilst I raised my hand to knock on the door, I gazed around at Strife's garden to be met with wilting flowers, fallen leaves everywhere and a broken flower pot. Strange, I thought to myself, strife would never leave anything sharp lying around. My hand collided with the door to signify my existence at his door.