chapter nine:

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Emily's pov:
On the 3 I tore the knife across my skin. It was painful. Blood started to fall. I didn't know why I wanted to do it but I did. I opened the door and checked to make sure nobody was there. I shut the door slowly I took of my teeshirt and wiped all the blood off I just sat there in my bra soaking up blood.

Calebs pov:
I walked in our room I didn't see her. I checked the bathroom, she wasn't there. I figured she was in her closet. I was gonna scare her again I thought. I opened the door to see her in her bra , a knife in her hand, and her teeshirt over her arm. She looked up at me and quickly got up as I looked at her in shock.

" I'm fine Caleb everything's okay." She said talking through sobs.
" Emily sit back down please."
She sat down and I sat next to her and I slowly grabbed the teeshirt.
" Caleb please don't." She begged
" Emily please."
she looked at me with teary eyes and she looked at her arm then back at me. I reached for the teeshirt and she loosened her grip on it and I moved it off her arm.

Cuts everywhere EVERYWHERE I thought. How could I let this happen?

" Emily please promise me you won't cut yourself anymore."

" Caleb I'm sorry I'm stupid! I'm just this broken girl and I'm only gonna make you stressed out dealing with me. I don't know why you want me I'm just this stupid idiot!" She said burying her hands in her face.

"Emily not at all I love you with all my heart I wouldn't leave you for anything Emily. Nothing at all. I love you too much and I care about you too much. Just please Emily don't cut anymore just tell me when something is wrong I hate seeing you in pain."

" I won't Caleb I love you."

I held her tight and kissed her cheek. I carried Emily to our bed and she layed down.

" Emily want me to bring you something?" I asked covering her up in bed.

" um Caleb could you just come lay here with me. That's all I want."

I took off my shirt because I was sweating and got under the covers with her. I pulled her soft skin close to my skin.

" your gorgeous even when you cry." I said as we pressed our lips together. Then she started drifting off to sleep and so did I.

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