bestfriends

{ chapter twenty eight }

Emily's pov:
it had to be, it had to be him!! was it really Caleb?! I stood frozen in my steps and stared.

" jake it's Caleb! let's go say hi." I said and we walked over to him.

" Caleb!!" I yelled and wrapped my arms around him. then I saw another girl walk over to him and she shot me a dirty look.
oh shit.

Calebs pov:

it was Emily, it really was! but I couldn't let Zoe see her so I kinda pushed her away.

" Um who are you?" I asked stupidly
" Caleb its me Emily! remember me your girlfriend. "

then I just turned away and grabbed Zoe's hand and kept walking. man, I was being such a douchebag.

Emily's pov:

wow? did Caleb just treat me like a piece of shit? yes he did.

" come on jake we are going home. I lost all my interest to shop." then me and Jake headed home.

* 4 hours later *

I was crying. hard. the only person I trusted just blew me off like a piece of dog shit. I wonder why. maybe because that's what I am. then the door bell rang and Jake ran to the door and I slumped behind him. it was the monthly phone book. I had a great idea.

I sat on my sheer black couch and opened the book and looked through all the names. it took about 45 minutes and I found it.

Caleb Logan Leblanc.

then I quickly dialed the number.

Calebs pov:

me and Zoe were in a makeout session and my phone started to ring. " just ignore it caleb" she said
Zoe's pov:

what the hell was going on? first the weird clingy girl from the mall and now he is getting like 13 calls? I swear that slut better stay away from caleb.

Emily's pov:

well ignored again. so I just left a voicemail.

" Caleb its Emily call me back if you want."

Then I ended it. this was the worst day of my life. I thought he might want me back but he found someone better.

I didn't want to do this. but I did. I grabbed a replacement razor blade and cut all up my arms. I was locked in the bathroom in the corner. crying my eyes out cutting. I had been 4 years clean but I broke the chain.

I wanted it to end all of it needed to end. so i called up a friend and asked if they could buy me a box of beer because I was to young to have it. he brought it over and I payed him back. Then I started chugging all the cans.

I just wanted all the pain to leave. and it all went black....