Rose Point of View
Nothing can top off feeling the urge of wanting to die. I tried my best to be healthy and hold my ground when it came to what they wanted, but the spirits were so tempting in me letting them out. But I knew that letting them in control would only make them win. I was at the point where I felt numbed at their torment's that I would of just rather them to kill me. Thankfully Dimitri and the guys rescued me in time, or I would have done the one thing I said I would never do, and that is killing myself. I don't remember much after being rescued, but I sure do remember the pain of them placing my bones into places. I remember screaming and pleading for them to stop, for them to let me go as I was being held down as I couldn't take any medications for the pain. The last thing I knew before blacking out was me pleading to Dimitri for them to stop.
" Honey, please wake up," I heard someone say out loud.
I was trying to connect the voice to a face who was talking.
"Mrs. Belikov, she'll wake up when she is ready? she's been through a lot herself. Her body is resting" A voice said that I didn't recognize.
I tried to open my eyes, but they felt like they were forced shut. I decided to move my fingers, which were a success as I kind of felt a squeeze. I tried again to open my eyes as much as I could. Suddenly I was staring at the pale white sealing. I felt this bight light shining in both of my eyes as I saw a doctor flashing it.
" Welcome back," the doctor said as I lowered my head so I could see everyone.
There stood Dimitri's mother, Olena, with a joyful smile. She quickly took the corner spot of the bed and took my hand slowly.
" How are you feeling?" Olena asked me.
I was about to answer when there was a knock in the door, and everyone turned as Dimitri walked in. Dimitri's face instantly changed into relief as of seeing me awake, he quickly took mine into his arms. I immediately melted into his arms and cried. He wrapped his arms around me more and started to rub my back in like a reassurance. I placed my face into his neck as I smelled his excellent aftershave, which was one of the smells I remember during that horrible time.
" Your safe now; no one is going to hurt you ever again," Dimitri said as he kissed my forehead.
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Dimitri's Point of View
The days after the rescue mission where one of the hardest ones in my life and the happiest of all. I say the happiest because I was able to get my Roza back to me in one peace even if she was bruised up like she was. The hardest ones because whatever those basters did to her, it somewhat affected her emotionally. Every time a male or I would get to close to her, she would step back or make an excuse not to be so close. She did try her best to be able to stand next to a male, but she just couldn't. Rose spent most of her time in the gym or with our son Ivan.
The moments she spent with him seemed to take her mind off things, as she melted at our son smile, our son was a perfect mixture of us both. She would spend the most time with him as possible as she lost almost two months of his life. Lissa had the ideal thought of getting a photographer to do some professional photos since Lissa wanted to capture each moment of her nephew and decided to make it a family picture of Rose, Ivan, and myself. At first, Rose didn't agree to it but after Lissa begged her, she end agreeing, so Lissa went all out planning it. Lissa had made the appointment, and since the photographer was friends with Lissa, he decided on doing it at the end of the day. Lissa quickly dragged Rose and me to get some clothes since it was the last minute. Ivan already had this clothing that Lissa had originally wanted him to wear, so the only one who needed clothes. They quickly found clothes, and we promptly left home to change. They picked out for me something simple black slacks and a dressy white shirt. I promptly took a shower and changed into the clothes. I pulled my hair back into a low ponytail and went into the living room to find Ivan already dress similar to my outfit.
When I tell you that I never get tired at looking at my Roza, its that I never do, Rose walked down the stairs in a beautiful white plane dress with her hair curly with white heels. She quickly went to check on Ivan as she smiled at him and kissed him on the cheek. Lissa leads us to the place where the photographer would be waiting for us. The photographer was static to be able to do a favor for the Queen. He started with Ivan as he set him down in a beautiful background behind it. Rose and Lissa started making hilarious noise so the photographer would be able to get a picture of him laughing witch at the end he did. Then it was with Rose and Ivan, and it was the most fantastic view that I could ever see. The two most influential people in my life were standing right in front of me and I couldn't be happier.
" Where is the father? let's have a picture with him" the photographer said out loud.
" Dimitri," Lissa said as she patted my shoulder as I walked to where Rose was holding our son.
Our miracle.
She looked at me with those beautiful eyes that I love so much and now reflect on our son. She handed me Ivan, and as our skin touch we both felt this electricity that ran through us, we both looked at each other but quickly looked away. After the photographer was done with me, he requested Rose to come in so he could take a family picture. I handed Ivan back to her and, with a smile, took him into her arms. Rose looked at the photographer as she adjusted Ivan so he would show. I stood behind her and smiled. As soon as he took the first picture, he kept moving us into different positions.
" Put your arms around her," the photographer said as Ivan was fast asleep, and it was only her and me.
I looked at her as if asking for permission since I knew she wasn't comfortable having someone so close to her. She looked at me and nodded as If she was giving me consent which, I gladly took. I stood behind her and placed my arms around her waist. At first, she was tensed about it, and it made me want to let her go since I don't want her to her uncomfortable, but she quickly took her arm to stop. She loosened up and somehow melted into my arm; I embraced her as I placed my head on her shoulder, breathing in her scent.
" I love you," I whispered low so she would be the only one to hear it.
That's when I knew something for sure.
That we would be able to get threw this.
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Love Fades Mine Has
FanfictionThis story takes place in Spirit Bound were Dimitri says" Love fades mine has". How will Rose go on knowing the guy she loves doesn't want her?. In this story Lissa is Queen. Read to find out
