June 29/ 2014

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Dear Dad,

I knew it was coming. I just..didn't want it to..

My old girl's gone.. and I paid money for her to be taken from me!

She couldn't move her back legs and I wish I'd held her the entire time on the way to the vet..

I hope you guys don't move so we don't have to leave her grave behind...

Every time Mom talked to me, I cried. I felt sick and like I was choking but that's probably because I held my breath, hoping it would make me stop crying. All it did was make my face red and give me a headache..

I don't want to get attached to another catlike I was with her- not if it's going to hurt like this every time- not if I'll wake up crying and not be able to stop..

I get it now. Why you've seemed to not want another cat. You don't want to make yourself suffer again...


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