Dear Dad,
I need a job; I know that. But, I'm picky in the job I want (even though I know I shouldn't be ...). I think it's okay to have some places I don't want to work at, but I really need to be doing something to make money. I feel like such a burden to you guys..
It's not even a case of 'get a job or be a full-time writer/become an author' because I've tons of time to work on that- being a writer and finishing and promoting my story and I haven't! Every time I'm like 'I need a job', I'm like 'but I want to be an author and how do I tell my parents that'.
I know that being an author isn't easy and that it takes a long time (sometimes) to be able to make money off of your work (and longer to make a living off of it), but I'l still like to try. But I also need to be making money asap (also get a full-time job) so I can stop feeling pressured and anxious about not having a job or money and being twenty and still living at home and then having to pay board when I twenty-one in June..
Right now, I'm feeling determined to go around downtown tomorrow with my resumes and what places are hiring, but I might end up voting out of that and just going for a walk by the river or just walking around downtown and then coming home.. Man, I feel pathetic and don't want to do that (walk around and come home), so I'm going to try not to. I guess I feel for still living at home and being an unemployed butt. Ehh, there is no 'I guess', it's more of 'this is how it is'.
Gaah.. I hope you never get this letter... it's everywhere and I'm sure that all my worries are in my head.. I might get rid of this one, but for now, it can go in the box with the others.
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Dear Dad,
Narrativa generaleA collection of letters that a daughter wrote to her father of everything that she wishes she could say to him. She will, eventually... but until then? She'll keep writing until she works up the courage to tell him. [The chapters for this story are...
