lean; s.w.

3.7

kayden delamare

i wake up feeling a breeze go past my body, making me shiver. i look around the room spotting the source, seeing that it's the window that we cracked open last night after we did our business.

i got out of bed wrapping a sheet around my body and get up to close the window. sam is still sleeping so i let him and i got up to go make breakfast even though my legs are killing. i mean i know it's been like a couple of weeks since we had sex before last night but gosh it hurts so bad.

i throw on my robe and the socks i wearing last night then walked out the room quietly trying to not to wake him.

i take out the ingredients to begin making the breakfast i had in mind and immediately get to work knowing sam will be up soon.

just as i finish cooking, out comes sam wearing a pair of sweatpants instead of being naked. i kiss his cheek good morning then serve him his food. i place a cup of coffee in front of him and he immediately digs into his breakfast.

we both finish our food and i get up to go wash our dishes. sam hangs around at the bar that's in front of me, just plain staring at me. "what" i ask trying to figure out what he's staring at. "i meant what i said last night" he tells me still staring at me. i keep my eyes on him so he knows that i mean it to when i say it. "i meant it too" i smile at him then go back to washing the dishes that we made.

"thank you, babygirl. breakfast was amazing" sam kisses my head and i smile crawling into the bed again because i feel like going nowhere today.

"were you stressed out last night" i curiously ask. "no, why?" i shrug my shoulders before replying. "i don't know, because you it really hurts down there" i point to my best friend. "i'm sorry baby. why didn't you tell me i was hurting you" i literally wanted to melt away. he's so caring and that's something you rarely find in boys. "i don't know" i tell him truthfully and since i have else to say, i got out the bed and went to change into something more comfortable than a robe and socks.

a white cropped camisole, light grey sweatpants and black ankle socks is all i decided to put on since i'm not going anywhere today. i crawl back into to bed and turn on the tv and picking kuwtk {keeping up with the kardashians, in case you didn't know}. arms quickly wrapped my body and in that moment it felt i was secure.

"you guys are giving me anxiety" sam mocks kourtney and i just laugh. "yeah, we get it kydell, you're getting 'anxiety' from your sisters that are being annoying at the moment" sam says which only makes me laugh harder. "babe, her name's kourtney" i correct him and he waves me off. "kim, kris, kanye. they all have k's to me" he rolls his eyes in annoyance and i just lightly laugh and shake my head at his nonsense.

i continue watching tv while sam goes back on his phone. i'm not saying that sam can't be on his phone because i admit that i've looked at my phone once or twice but it's kind of annoying every time his ringer sits there and dings and he instantly goes to check what it is.

there was a knock at the door and i got up to go see who was since sam didn't even bother getting up. i open the door wide enough after checking the peephole and in view comes a wait staff showing a movable cart of food that is covered by silver food covers. "i'm sorry, i think you have the wrong room" i tell the guy and he shakes his head showing me a receipt with my room number and a whole order that all went to this room.

"uh, can you give me a second" he nodded and came further in while headed into the room to see if sam ordered this stuff but how could he if i was with him the time.

"sam did order from room service" he jumps up, "ooh, my food's here" then he runs out the room and into the living room to get the food. when in the hell did he ever order this.

i walk into the living room and sat there with my arms crossed over my chest with a confused face until both sam and the wait staff stopped talking.

once i the man left, i started to get tired so i headed back into the room to talk to my mom then go to bed.

i heard my phone and grabbed seeing an incoming call from laura. i picked and heard sniffles. i instantly got worried. "laur, what's wrong" i ask worry being noticeable in my voice.

"kay, i did something so bad and i just need to talk to someone who judge me" she sniffled a few more times before continuing, "i had sex with colten" i gape in shock.

you're probably wondering who the heck colten is. me, laura, flora were ninth graders and colten was a tenth grader but he said he liked laura so he invited us to a party he was throwing. so of course we went and long story short all colten really wanted was sex from laura but he ended up getting her pregnant and nine months later, out popped amira. colten is amira's father.

"did he use a condom" it was quiet on the other end but i heard heavy breathing. "do you want me to be there when you tel your mom" she let out a shaky yes. "ok, when i get back from la and i'm in omaha again i'll go with you to tell her" she began to cry and i just kept saying soothing words until she said she was okay and that she was going to go take a nap.

{i'm excited for Christmas🎄🎉! what's your favorite Christmas song and movie? Mine is 'This Christmas by Chris Brown' along with the movie}