Dork Diaries: Gwen's Story

Tuesday 25th September

I can't believe what just happened. I feel sad, mad and sooooooo stupid. Why would I think someone like Justin could in a million years like me.

I dont know what I was thinking. Stupid! stupid! stupid!

It all started when I remembered I forgot to do my English homework. Dang. I knew the teacher would skin me alive because I hadn't handed out the last two homeworks we were given. And now it was gonna be the third time. I had to skip lunch so I could do the work.

As I was heading to the library to get the textbook. I saw Justin and Jennifer together. Alone.

I couldn't help it over hear what they were saying

"Promise you'll do this for me Justin," she said batting her eyes

"Promise,"he said.

"Oh and what should I wear on Saturday. " she said still batting her eyes

'Why would she ask Justin that, unless maybe .......he's taking her to the dance!' I thought.

"Something princessy obviously," he said.
She then thanked him by kissing him on the cheek then ran off.

Right there, right then, my heart shuttered into a billion pieces unable to be repaired.
I thought Justin and I were........ Ugh I'm not sure who to be mad at Justin, Jennifer or Myself . oh I know, MYSELF for thinking the impossible. Wake up Gwen. Justin doesn't like you. Deal with it.

I couldn't concentrate on anything else. I tried to do my homework but I just couldn't. I called mum but she didn't pick up and neither did dad. I decided to called aunt Teresa. I told her to please tell my mum that I'm not felling well and I wanted to go home

I sat outside and waited for her. She finally arrived at the end of lunch. I quickly wiped away my tears before she could see me. She jumped out of the car and ran to me and gave me a tight hug. "Are you alright Sweaty?"

I fake coughed and told her I was feeling dizzy and weak. "You poor thing," she said

We drove home quietly.

When, we arrived I went to my room and locked myself and had a good cry.
It has been my worst day