Destiny (Killua x Reader)

Past ✕ And ✕ Present

Killua's P.O.V
The morning sun glowed through the windows with a soft, pastel yellow. I opened my eyes to a sight that seemed like it belonged in my dreams.

This nostalgic, sweet scent. I knew exactly who it belonged to.

"What is she doing here...? It's so warm... so soft..."

I blinked as I finally started to regain consciousness.

"Wait... what am I doing!?"
I felt the heat rise in my cheeks as I stared at (y/n)'s back.

"Crap. I just dozed off by myself last night... what did I do to her while I was asleep!? She trusted me..."

I closed my eyes. My heart pounded in my chest, threatening to burst out. Yet I couldn't let go of her.

I remembered this feeling, carved deep into my memories. I wanted to touch her, to feel her warmth, to hear the sound of her heart beating with mine.

"She's still asleep... so it's okay if we stay like this for a little longer, right?"

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Killua's eyes were tender and full of emotion as his fingers brushed delicately against your skin. He couldn't help but yearn for your touch.

He stroked your skin tenderly and held you possessively in his arms.

"Why is it that I can't let go? Why is it that... I want to touch her so badly?"

Killua inched in closer, stretching out a hand towards you. He wanted to touch you, to cradle you in his arms, and to own you, to protect you.

He embraced you tightly as he nuzzled up against you, longing for the time to stop at this very moment.

That was when he heard noises outside the door.

Killua flinched.
"Crap. The others are awake... I need to get out before they find out."

He let go of you unwillingly as he quietly pulled the blanket over you.

He found a spot to sit in the corner of the room and pretended to be asleep.
"This should be enough to fool them... Leorio better shut up."

"I bet they spent a lovely night together."
Leorio smirked to himself.

"Killua is an untidy sleeper... I wonder if (y/n) was able to sleep well."
Gon asked with concern.

"We should've just made Leorio sleep on the couch."
Kurapika retorted with a wry smile.

"Well aren't you nice... don't you wanna support them!?"
Leorio looked at Kurapika with an irritated face.

"It's up to them to decide what they want to do."

The corners of Leorio's mouth twitched into a momentary smile.
"I guess you're right."

Gon skipped towards the room you and Killua were in and pushed the door open with a thud.

"Good morning! Did you guys sleep well?"

Killua pretended to be awoken due to the loud noise.
"Gon... can't you tell I'm still sleeping!?"

A wide grin spread across Gon's face as he walked over to Killua.
"It's already morning! But why aren't you sleeping on the bed with (y/n)?"

Killua let out a sigh.
"Do you know what sleeping with a girl means? I decided to be a gentleman and let her sleep alone."

Leorio didn't look very satisfied.

"I went through all that trouble to make a chance for you and this is how you treat it!? Why don't you let your desires take control for once?"
Leorio pointed at Killua angrily as he scolded.

"I already did..."
Killua murmured in his head.

He turned away as his face flushed with embarrassment.
"Why is this feeling so nostalgic? I might have experienced this feeling since 4 years ago..."

His heart beat rapidly against his chest as his face burned with a scarlet blush.
"What do I want to do with her?"

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A/N: Sorry for the long wait! Here's the new chapter you've all been waiting for. I promised myself to update at least once a month even if I'm busy but it's been like two months already!? Well I hope you guys enjoy this chapter. I didn't make it too cheesy, did I? cx

Writing this story is not just a hobby but also practice for my English writing skills so I'm trying to make it as descriptive as possible. I really hope it's literate and most of all, interesting for you guys to enjoy!

For the picture I used on this chapter, it doesn't exist in the anime so don't try looking for it XD It was a scene from the Chimera Ant Arc and I edited it myself to make it suitable for the scenarios in this chapter~ I added blush, enlarged his eyes and lowered his eyebrows because he looked angry haha I had fun making this edit, I hope you guys like it as much as I do c;

I would really appreciate it if you guys left me some votes and comments! Feel free to give me feedback, ideas or just fangirl because I can fangirl with you (my love for Killua won't lose to any of you mkay) ♡

I never thought I'd get 12k reads like is this a dream or something.
Thank you all so, so much! I love my readers and I will try my best to keep writing this story to your expectations.

Consider this chapter as a Christmas present from me, hohoho~
Dear Santa, can I have Killua for Christmas? Pwetty pwease? I've been a good girl this year! //writes "Killua" at the top of my wish list
I wish you all a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year <3

Thanks for all your support. I hope you continue to enjoy my story!
— Elsa (author)