Healing His Solitude - Aizen Sousuke Love Story

Author's Note

Hey everyone!

So finally, here's the new Aizen story that I had mentioned I would put up! I know, I took a lot of time because I posted a message regarding this more than a month ago. ^^' I wanted to finish the other two stories but in the end, I didn't finish the Nakago one because I got stuck.....boo hoo T.T

Anyway, coming back to this story, I find Aizen to be a slightly challenging character to work on. I cant go ahead with a story until I'm satisfied with how I bring out the character's personality, especially since I prefer to keep all characters with their original personality and probably change the way they behave [very slightly] due to the influence of the OC or situations, etc. But in the beginning, I don't want to change the character's personality because, well I don't know. It just doesn't sit right with me. ^^'

I somehow feel Aizen is sort of similar to Uchiha Madara because they both want insane power and they both want to rule the world. Although, when you narrow down to their individual personalities, Aizen is a more difficult character to write about.

Madara is strong, crude and doesn't really hesitate to speak his mind. True, he maintains some amount of secrecy of his Moon's Eye plan but when faced with any opponent, he openly challenges and fights them. He finds weak people as a burden to the world and his concept of true peace is sort of deranged [Hey, I'm a Madara fan too but you have to agree that his Moon's Eye plan is pretty freaky]. His words and thoughts are direct and insulting. He does deceive people by making up situations for his personal gain [example: Obito and Rin] but doesn't play mind tricks.

On the other hand, Aizen is extremely mysterious. He has a very nice way of talking to people, you know, with a smile and that totally calm brain fusing facade [especially for us fangirls :P]. But the actual expression behind his words is mocking and as if he's amused to no end. Besides that, he also keeps a lot of secrecy. No one can ever tell what he's thinking or whether he's angry or happy or just passive and they don't realize the kind of person he really is until its too late. He does stuff behind peoples back for the sake of 'learning' about the Hougyoku and how to gain power. Until he's 100% sure of his next move, he doesn't reveal anything about what he has done, instead blaming it on people who could possible get in his way; just like how he got Urahara expelled from Soul Society to make sure he wouldn't get in his way. He has many faces but what he really feels inside is something that I too haven't been able to figure out till this date.

I remember one particular conversation that Ichigo had with Urahara after the fight against Aizen. It tweaked my interest so I decided to sort of make the story revolve around that concept.

It took me a lot of time and brainstorming to come up with a suitable character, background story and a vague idea on what I want to portray in this story. Of course, its not like I have the whole story ready and laid out in front of me ^^' but with a strong base for the OC and the plot, I hope I will be able to bring out a good story.

This story is mainly dedicated to my sweetheart imouto Angie_Taisho! [Even though she's a major Sesshy fan :P She somehow happens to be the first person to comment on any new chapter I post up every single time! She totally rocks and I love her to pieces for being a great lil' sis and cheering me on! Love you, imouto!] But don't worry, I will occasionally dedicate individual chapters to my commenters too.

Thank you all for your patience! And I hope you enjoy this story! Don't forget to vote and leave lots of comments [Bribe time; special commenters get dedications ;) *smug grin and sing-song voice* XD].

I would like to hear your thoughts on the OC, the progress of the story, etc, etc! Well then, on with the story!

Happy reading y'all!!

Cheers!

Midnight_Lilac ~<3

P.S. Bleach and all its franchise belong to Tite Kubo sama! OC and plot are mine ♡.♡