Revival

Chapter Thirtysix

Justin's POV
I don't know why y/n was acting like this. Like I know we lost our baby recently, but I want her at least try and be happy.. it'll be hard to get her there, but I'll do it.

Me- I'll be right back okay.. y'all can get your things settled.. you already know where the rooms are..

I laughed a little.

My dad- you gonna go check on your lady?

I nodded.

I swear my dad could read me like an open book sometimes.

Dad- alright.. have fun.

I left them, then walked into the kitchen.
It wasn't going to be fun, talking to her about this. That's for sure.

Normal POV

You placed a taco shell into a pan, letting it boil.

Justin- hoo!
He grabbed you roughly.

You- god Justin, you scared me..

You sighed.

Justin- sowwy..

He smiled slightly.

You- it's fine..

He also let out a sigh.

Justin- why are you being this way..?

You just looked at him.

You- what way?

He didn't say anything for a few moments.

Justin- do you love me anymore..?

He questioned you.

You laughed at this.

Justin- I'm serious..

He looked hard at you.

You- wow.. you really just asked me that?

Justin- you don't act like you love me.. that's for god damn sure.. you don't act like we ever had anything.. you treat me like.. like I'm an annoying brother or something..

You- I'm going through a lot Justin..

Justin- so am I! I didn't only lose my child, I lost you as well..

You- why am I here, if I supposedly don't love you??

He just shrugged.

Justin- you tell me..

You used the tongs, talking out a shell and laying it on a paper towel, that was in a long pan.

He ripped the tongs out of your hand, and threw them onto the counter.

Justin- can you stop for ten fucking second!

You- I'm making supper!! for YOUR family!

He grabbed you by the arm.

Justin- come here..

You tried to keep your ground, while he was pulling you somewhere.
He rushed you into his bedroom, then slammed the door shut.

Justin- I'm sorry okay!!

You- I kn-

Justin- no you don't! I'm sorry!! I'm sorry that we lost our baby! I'm sorry that I ever got you pregnant, I'm sorry that I ever had sex with you! okay! okay?!

You started to cry again.
That was the last thing that you needed right now.

Justin- y/n..!

You couldn't stop, despite him trying to get you to.

Justin- stop!

You were completely hysterical.

Justin- shhh, baby..

He held you by the face.

Justin- please stop...

A few light sobs still came out.

Justin- I'm not trying to make you cry..

You still couldn't speak.

He pulled you close against his chest, breaking down as well.
He rested his head on yours, as he started crying with you.
He had been keeping this inside for so long. But he finally broke.

You- J-Justin..

Justin- shh.. I'm sorry..

You hugged him tightly, still crying into his chest.

You and Justin had been so distant, so apart from one another.
Althrough the loss of the baby had pushed you two away from each other for awhile, it gradually was bringing you closer together.
With no one else have you shared an emotional connection, as long as the one that you and Justin have shared.
You two were both strong, independent individuals.
Such personality's were bound to have some clashes along the way.
But over all, it made you two even stronger.
Still capable of carrying love for one another, no matter the bumps in the road.