Revival

Chapter Eight

You rested your arms on his shoulders, as his kisses got harder.

A quiet moan escaped your lips, when he started slowly grinding hus body against yours.

His lips then trailed back up to your lips, as he picked you up.

He wrapped your legs around his back, pinning you tighter to the door.

You pulled your face away, taking in a deep breath.

You- Justin..

You breathed out.

Justin- hm?

He attempted to reconnect his lips to yours.

You- I have a boyfriend.. remember?

He stayed silent.

You- Justin..

Justin- I know I know.. I just..

He looked at you with disappointed eyes.

Your caressed his cheek, saddened by this situation.

Justin- do you really love him?

You nodded.

You- I can't do this..

Justin- but.. like..

You- could you maybe.. put me down?

He held onto your thighs tightly, not listening to your request.

You- Justin?

Justin- does he love you?

You- yes..

You spoke quietly.

Justin- How do you know for sure?

You- He told me..

His facial expression got even sadder.

Justin- well.. fine then..

He put you down, but left his hands on you.

You- I'm sorry. maybe you should go..

Justin- how long have you even known this guy?

You rolled your eyes.

Justin- don't do that..

You- he's been my friend for many many years..

Justin- that's why..

You raised a brow.

You- that's why what?

Justin- that's why he could say it so easily to you.. I'd love to be able to tell you how I felt.. but since we just met, it wouldn't be appropriate would it?

You- Justin.. we don't-

Justin- don't you dare say, that we don't know each other..

He interrupted.

You bit your lip, stopping yourself from speaking.

Justin- we know each other pretty damn well.. and if you'd let me in more..

You- what? let you in to what?

Justin- into you.. I wanna be here for you..

He was pouring this all onto you so quickly, it was actually very overwhelming.

Justin- what's his name?

You- Justin..

Justin- Justin? Seriously?

You shook your head.

You- no no.. I was talking to you..

Justin- what's his name?

You- why does it matter? you've known me for like a few weeks.. he's known me for years.. you have nothing over him..

He gasped lightly.

Justin- really?

You frowned.

You- stop please..

He sighed, pulling your body closer to his.

Justin- look.. I'm sorry.. again.. I have major jealousy issues okay?

You- I've noticed that..

Justin- I know..

You shrugged.

You- you have nothing to be jealous about.. we're just friends.. me and you kind of anyway..

Justin- please just let me love you..

He moved your hair away from your neck, kissing it once again.

You pushed onto his chest.

You- Justin stop..

He ignored you, and continued to kiss you rougher.

His hands traveled up your shirt, gripping your breasts through your bra.

You moaned slightly, not able to help it. You could feel his hot breath on your neck, as he continued to grope you.

You- Justin..

He cupped your face in his hands, looking deep into your eyes.

Justin- I may not be able to tell you my feelings.. but I'm sure as hell going to show you..

You- what?

He grabbed you by the hand, pulling you farther into the house.

You weren't sure where he was taking you, since it was your house, and he'd never explored it before.

He took you down the hallway, and past the bathroom, but stopped it was a dead end.

Justin- fuck..

He hissed under his breath, making your eyes grow wide.

You had never heard him use such a word in front of you.

He was always so respectful of you and in front of you.

He turned around, pulling you in the other direction.

You knew that he must be looking for your bedroom, and you had no intention on showing him where it was..

He walked you through the kitchen, and down another hall..

Justin- god damn it..

He then turned to you.

Justin- where's your mom?

You were starting to question whether Justin was just a great guy after all, or if he just wanted one thing from you, like all the rest had.

You- Justin.. you need to go to your own bedroom.. at your house.

You pulled your hand out of his grip.

He stared, as if he was confused..

Justin- we're not gonna have s*x..

Now you were confused.

That had seemed to be his agenda.

You- then what?

He thought for a second.

Justin- I just.. I wanna treat you right. You didn't quite know what this whole "treat you right" thing meant.

You- and what is that?

Justin- just where's your bedroom?

You crossed your arms.

He stepped a little closer.

Justin- fine.. then I'll just do it here..