Revival

Chapter Nine

He gently pushed your body against the wall, before kissing you again.
You- Justin.. stop..
You mumbled, only for your words to be muffled out by his kiss.
His hands ran down your sides, feeling your body.
You- really Justin..
He rested his head on your shoulder.
Justin- then make me stop.. it's your choice..
You groaned,trying to push him away.
He wasn't using his strength against you, just giving your neck small pecks.
You were weak at his touch, not capable of getting him away from you.
You felt his smirk on your skin.
Justin- Does that mean to continue?
You- Jeremy's gonna kill me..
Justin- ahh.. so his name is Jeremy..
He kissed your lips, as he fiddled with your bottoms.
You had to admit it at this point. You were attracted to Justin, there was no
doubt about it.
But you didn't want to be known as a cheater.
Many many guys you had dated, would use you and cheat on you. The last thing you wanted to do, was give in the nature.
You- okay Justin stop..
You finally found the strength to push him away.
He stood a little taken by this.
Justin- why?
You- cause.. I think.. I think we should be a little closer, before this happens..
He rolled his eyes at you.
Justin- god.. do you-
He stopped himself.
Justin- fine..
You- what? no say it.
He shook his head, gritting his teeth slightly.
You- please?
Justin- you obviously know what you want.. and isn't me so..
You sighed, trying to grab him by the arm, but he stepped away from you.
Justin- you're fucking right.. but you won't let me get close to you.. so how the fuck are we sopposed to-
You just stared at him.
Justin- Christ..forget it..
You- hey, you don't have to talk like that..
Justin- I can talk however the hell I want to..
You crossed your arms, glaring at him.
He returned his look to you.
You- just cause you are twenty right?
Justin- what the fuck y/n? I'm trying with you.. do you even see it? I'm trying I'm trying so god damn hard.. I'm putting myself out there.. I'm being completely vulnerable.. for YOU!
You cringed a little.
You- don't yell at me.. jeez..
Justin- us..
You- what?
Justin- Jeez-us.. Jeus Christ y/n..
You frowned.
You- stop..
Justin- make me..
Now it felt like when you first met him.
You felt ashamed that you were starting to like him.
He was childish, and.. just plain childish, at the moment anyway.
You- get out..
Justin- excuse me?
You- get out of my house Justin..
He just stood in disbelif.
You- did you not hear me?
Justin- I fucking heard you..
You- then go..
He backed away slowly, as if he was gonna go, but immediately walked up to you again.
Justin- can I just show you?
You- what? I said-
He grabbed you by the wrists, throwing your arms over his shoulders, as he picked you up.
Justin- I love you..
You placed your hands over your face in annoyance.
Justin- lemme show you..
He removed them, pulling you in for a long kiss.
You turned your head.
You- did you even listen to me?
Justin- did you listen to me? I said, I love you..
You- you've known me for like.. a week or so?
Justin- so fucking what..
You- you're like.. a really needy boy aren't you?
He chocked his head to his side in confusion.
Justin- man.. and nah.. it's just, when I like someone I go for it..
You- no matter what huh..
Justin- hmm?
You took in a deep breath, slowly letting it out.
You- you go for it no matter what cause I have a boyfriend.. and you're still trying to get in my pants..
Justin- I though I told you that, we're not having s*x?!
You- oh, then what did you have in mind? please feel free to share..
You leaned against the wall, looking hard at him.
Justin- we're not going to have s*x.. just-
You- then what?!
Justin- I'll.. where is your room? I'll just show you..
You stayed silent for a moment, thinking this over.
You- no s*x..?
He shook his head.
You- anything s*xual..?
He lowered his head.
Justin- god..
You- must be s*xual.. why does it have to be my room..?
Justin- I don't know okay.. depends on what you consider s*xual..
You- you tell me..
He looked up at you.
Justin- you can tell me.. when we're.. in the process..
You- what process? a s*xual process??
Justin- you're such a..
You glued your eyes to him, wondering what he was going to say.
Justin- worrier.. you worry to much sweetheart.. I'll take care of you..
He pulled you away from the wall, carrying you off.