Revival

Chapter Eleven

Warning: SEXUAL CONTENT II
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He gave you a strange look.
You- it's okay Justin..
Justin- do you really.. wanna do this?
You- now you don't?
Your heart raced.
Justin- no no.. I do.. more than anything I do but I'm not forcing you..
You kissed him softly.
You- I want to..
He returned the action.
Justin- tell me.. if I'm..
You nodded.
He took in a deep breath, before pushing himself partially inside of you.
He was a fair size, so it was a little uncomfortable, but not terrible.
He looked at you, making sure you were okay.
You rested your head back, smiling a little, letting him know that it was alright.
He pushed himself farther inside of you, pulling part way out soon after.
You opened your eyes, looking at him.
Justin- you okay?
You- yes.. are you?
He nodded, giggling a bit.
It was a little awkward, but you hoped that you two could work past that.
He slid back inside of you, slowly pumping in and out.
You gasped, feeling a little bit pain.
Justin- I'm sorry.. I'm not trying to hurt you..
You- it's okay..
You ressured him.
He kept his pace, letting quiet moans seep from between his lips.
You wrapped your legs tighter around his waist.
You- oh god..
You arched your back slightly, feeling the pleasure room.
He sped up a little, holding tightly onto your hips, and digging his face into the crook of your neck.
Justin- Ughh.. yes
He groaned against your skin, thrusting faster.
You flipped your bodies over, now on top of him.
Justin- no no I was fine..
You- I know..
You sopke, and began to move up and down on him.
He laid his head back, opening his mouth slightly, letting his moans of pleasure to be expressed.
You laid your hands just over his shoulders, grinding against him.
He rested his own hands on your hips.
Justin- up and down sweetie..
He guided you back to the routine, thrusting up into you.
It felt beyond amazing, but you wanted to be in the control seat.
You- stop..
He opened his eyes, looking at you with a confused expression.
Justin- what?
He panted out.
You- don't move..
Justin- alright..?
You took his hands in yours, holding them on your sides, as you continued to move on him.
Justin- god..
You worked harder, your body shaking, as every nerve was being hit.
Justin- fuck..
He ripped his hands out of yours, flipping you back over, and slamming into you.
You screamed, as the intense sensation only built stronger.
Justin- y/n..
He caressed your cheek, as his thrusts got uneven to yours.
You only moaned in response.
Withon moments, you both reached your climax.
Your bodies shook, as you orgasms skyrocketed, with each of your cries of pleasure filled the room.
After a short time, you both finally regained your composures.
He pulled out of you slowly, laying down beside you.
You laid your head on his chest, as he pulled the blankets over your bodies.
It was completely silent.
At last ten minutes went by, without a single word from either of you.
You slid away from him, sitting up, with the sheets covering your body.
He looked at you with worried eyes.
Justin- what's the matter?
You- nothin..
You spoke in embarrassment.
He scooted closer.
Justin- tell me..
He tired to hold your hand, but you pulled it away.
You- I think.. you should go home now Justin..
Justin- what? why..
You- this was a mistake..
He furrowed his brows, a little offended by that.
Justin- no it wasn't.. what are you ashamed that it was with me?
You- I've known you for like a week and we've already had s*x..
Justin- I was making love to you, for god's sake..
You- don't get mad..
He sat up as well.
Justin- I'm not.. I'm confused..
You- please.. it's late
He clenched his jaw at you.
You- Justin.. don't..
Justin- I'm not doing anything.. god..
He pulled the covers back, throwing his legs over the side of the bed.
You could hear him mumbling something to himself.
You- Justin..
You laid a hand on his shoulder, but he slapped it away.
Justin- stop y/n
He pulled his boxers on, standing up.
You looked at him, puzzled by his attitude.
You- stop what?
Justin- stop fucking messing with me.
You just stared.
Justin- first you wanna have s*x then you're all on board with it.. then you're embarrassed about it, and kicking me out.. then you're trying to comfort me? make up your god damn mind..
You gasped.
You- I did want to..
Justin- but you wish you hadn't right?
You- no.. I don't know..
He laughed smarty, clearly annoyed.
Justin- then figure it out.. I just gave you all of me.. did you give that? or were you just going with it?
You lowered your head, as he continued getting dressed.
Once he has, he walked over to the bedroom door, but turned to you.
Justin- you know.. that honestly wasn't s*x to me.. in those moments, I loved you.. I was showing you that.. I was completely vulnerable with you.. completely..
He hit the wall. Not hard but, but enough to get your attention.
You watched in sadness, as he walked out.
He had no right to say that to you.
In your mind, you were being just as vulnerable as he was.
The only difference was, that you had gave into your fear.
You had treated him, like those guys had to you.
And knowing the pain that you went through, it killed you to know that, you had just done that to someone.
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It's very awkward to write these but hope you enjoyed anyway lol. I never know if you like the story.. if yes please like it!! :)