A Fan's Dream

Chapter 30

Maddie's POV

I never wanted to be in this position its harder than id ever imagined. It was like my heart was leaving for a year. Which was practically what was happening It hurts to watch someone leave and today I had to do that. I just don't think o have any faith in making it without him he's my life. The past few weeks we've barley left each others side. And in less than an hour id be separated from him for a whole year just the thought makes me cry. But im just trying to be positive and keep my head up and on the bright side atleast I have my mom and the other girls. I have no clue how to not cry in front of Harry but I was going to atleast attempt.

We had just arrived at the airport there was alot of paps but I wasn't worried about them it was the fact that the love of my life was leaving in less than 30 minutes. Im already getting teary eyed and he's not even saying bye yet but I knew it was coming. I just tried to make the time I had with him worth while.

It was now time he was officially saying bye I didn't do a good job at all at not crying.

"Bye Maddie I love you sooooo much I'm gonna miss you!!"

"Bye Harry I love you too and I'm gonna miss you too!!!!" there the tears went I could even talk it was horrible I had dreaded this moment and now it was happening.

He pulled we in for a huge long hug and then gave me a huge kiss and then that was it he had to go I wouldn't see him for a whole year. I had to stand there in the airport and just watch him leave by far the hardest thing EVER!!! Once the boys were all out of sight I was deep in tears I look to my right to see Joeliw the same way this was going to be one of the hardest year of my life.

I walked over to Joelie not really being able to see through the foggyness of tears. We just stood there crying our eyes out hugging. Eventually we felt three more people join our hug and then we were all crying.

We probably stood there crying for hours but I could care less I had just watched my love walk away for a whole year. We all eventually went our separate ways I couldn't seem to stop the tears though I was crying the whole drive home and when I got home my mum was luckily there so she comforted me which helped a little but I still missed him and the fact that this would be pretty much a whole year of my life.

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ik its short but im really tired and plus I was like crying my eyes out writing this...a such a baby I've watched a documentary on One Direction and just looked at Harry and cried. so Yuh but anyway plzzz tell me watcha think I hope you liked it!!!

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Thnx for reading love y'all!!

-Maddie