A New Beginning (A Sidemen Fanfiction)

Chapter 33

Freya, Elissa, and I just got back to the hotel. We did a lot of shopping and we got our nails done. It felt nice to be with girls for a while. "I'm going to turn in now. Good night girlies!" Freya said, hugging us both. "Me too. Good night." Elissa said, hugging me. "Night." I said and watched her walk to the elevator. I walked slowly to the elevators too. When I reached the room and put my stuff down, my phone rang. It was quite late, so it must've been one of the guys. It was Josh. "Hello?" I said into the phone. "Hey. Is there anyway you can come to (address)?" He asked. He didn't sound drunk, but I could hear the sounds of the club behind his voice. "Why? What's wrong?" I asked, slipping my shoes back on. "Simon is way too drunk to stay and we can't get him to leave." He explained, the club sounds got fainter and I heard wind. He must've gone outside. "Yeah. Be there soon." I said quickly, running out of the room and jogging to the elevator.

It was really cold on the walk, well run, to the club. Almost all of the guys were outside of it. Simon was no where to be seen. "Now we don't know where he fucking went." Josh said, sighing and burying his face in his hands. "Don't worry. We'll find him." I said, patting his back. "I'll go look in here." JJ said, walking back to the club. Ethan followed him. Tobi appeared beside Josh. "Vik already went back to the hotel and Harry is inside. Still no Simon." He said. Josh sighed. "I'll go this way and you go that way." I said, pointing in opposite directions. He nodded. "I'll help look inside. Call if you find him." Tobi said. Josh and I nodded in response before walking away from each other. I walked slowly in the direction I was checking in every alley and looking across the street, then finally I spotted him. His white sweatshirt and dark skinny jeans. The back of his head though. I walked quickly into the alley. I walked slowly up behind him and realized immediately what he was doing. I shook my head, blinking to keep tears from falling. I reached up and touched his shoulder gently, pulling him slightly away from the girl he was kissing. His eyes opened and he smirked. "Hey baby." He said. The girl, who ever she was, reached up for his other shoulder. And he returned kissing her. My heart shattered. I could hear it hit my stomach. I hadn't thought about cutting myself ever since I ran away from my dad's house, but now, it's all that was on my mind. Just getting rid of this pain that felt like it would last forever. My vision blurred and I grabbed his arm forcefully. "What the hell?" He slurred, but walking with me. "I-It's time we get back to the hotel." I said, trying not to cry. I kept telling myself that it was just the alcohol and almost believed it. I didn't let go of Simon, but I called Josh. "I found him." I said as he answered. "Great. Where was he?" He asked, sounding relieved. "It doesn't matter. But he's safe now and we are walking back to the hotel." I said, my voice made it very obvious I was crying, but I hung up before Josh could ask questions. "Why did you have to kill all of the fun Mackenzie?" He slurred. So he did know who I was. I didn't answer him. "Maybe we can continue it when we get back to the hotel room." He said, grabbing my hand with his free arm. I jerked it away, but kept my other hand on his arm tightly. I stared at the ground, now moving fast under my feet. Tears were rolling down my cheeks, but I tried my best to ignore them and think about anything else. Finally, we reached the hotel. I walked him to the room and watched silently as he got in bed. Soon, he was asleep. I left the room quickly, heading towards Elissa's room. I knew Freya was probably asleep but Vik was here, so Elissa would probably be awake. I knocked on their door quickly. It opened within seconds. "Mackenzie? What the hell happened?" Vik asked, worried as he opened the door. Words couldn't form in my head. So I said what I knew. "I found Simon." I said, more tears falling. Elissa showed up behind Vik. "God girl. Get in here." She said, grabbing my hand and pulling it. She embraced me in a hug. "Do you want me to go stay with Simon while you two do women things?" Vik asked, patting my back. "Yes please." Elissa said. I grabbed my room key out of my pocket and handed it to Vik. "Thank you." I said to him before he left. "Tell me what happened." Elissa said, sitting us on the bed. I wiped my tears, but more still fell. Man, I don't think I've ever cried this much. I never would've thought I would be crying over a guy. Hell, I honestly didn't think I would have a guy ever to cry over. I didn't think I would live this long. "J-Josh called me and t-told me that Simon was drunk and they couldn't get him to leave. So I w-went to the club and Simon was m-missing. So we went to find him...a-and I found him...k-kissing another girl." I said as more tears rolled down my cheeks. She was silent for a little. "Oh honey, you know it was just the alcohol. He's not the type to do that. He's a great guy." She said comfortingly. I nodded. "That's w-what I've been trying to tell myself." I added, still nodding. She patted my back. "How about you get some sleep? We can work it out tomorrow. It will be okay." She said in a soft voice. I hugged her again. "Thank you." I said. She just squeezed me. "I should've said no." I said, chuckling slightly as I pulled away. She smiled. "No to what?" She asked, still smiling. "He asked me for permission to go. I should've said no." I said, giggling. She laughed a little. "Maybe. But you get some sleep. It'll all be okay tomorrow." She said. I nodded before laying down on the bed. I went to sleep quickly, being tired from crying my eyes out.