Sweet Afflictions (Bwwm)

Chapter 6: Body

"You don't need him," Jaia said as she hugged me.

"I know, but I love him," I said, tears running down my face.

"Fae! We don't do love. We don't need anyone. We are all independent women and we don't need a man to justify us. Forget about Jackson there will be many other men in your life. I know it hurts now, but it will get better," Dona said.

"And since Jackson is moving on with his life you should too,'' Engrid added.

"You guys are right," I said as I dried my tears.

"We always are, now you go back into class and show him that you are truly over him. He has no power over you," Jaia said.

I nodded my head and went back into class. This period I took cooking. The teacher was always sleeping. I took out my phone and called Nazar.

"Hey," he said.

"Hey, I wanted to apologize. I felt like I was a little cruel the last time we saw each other and I want to make it up to you," I said.

"How?", he asked.

"I'm pretty sure you know," I said.

"I can't wait," he said.

"Me neither. I'll see you later, my house. 5:30," I said.

"I'll be there," he said. I hung up the phone, smiling to myself.

"You know he's just using you for sex right?", Jackson said.

"Well maybe I like being used," I said.

"Your such a slut, Fae," Jackson said, shaking his head. I'll admit that hurt.

''And so is your girlfriend," I said.

"Well maybe you could be my girlfriend if you would stop whoring around," he said.

"Jackson in all honesty I have no desire to be your girlfriend,'' I said.

"Whatever, hope you have fun fucking your life away," he said.

"I will," I said. The bell rung to go to the next class and I got up and left.

When the day was over, I met up with my friends.

"Nazar is coming over tonight," I said.

"Really? That's good," Engrid said, not sounding happy at all.

"You could at least sound more happy for her," Dona said.

"I am!", Engrid said.

"Sure," Jaia said rolling her eyes, "Anyways how was it with Nazar?", she asked.

"It was good as hell, but not better than Jackson," I frowned.

"Girl stop worrying about him and I'm sure tonight Nazar will be better than Jackson," Jaia said.

"Yeah, its not that he was bad its just Jackson and I had a connection, so it made the sex more...intense," I said.

"Yeah, but soon you and Nazar will have a really good connection. I know I don't really like relationships, but I feel like he may be the one for you. You guys are so cu-

"I need a smoke,'' Engrid said as she got up and left.

"What the fuck is her problem?", Dona asked.

"She's probably just feeling down. You know no guys ever want to be with her or have sex with her," Jaia said.

"Jaia!", I exclaimed.