Sweet Afflictions (Bwwm)

Chapter 18: Settling In

My dad had let Jackson and I stay at the house. We had to pay rent and buy our own food though, plus he didn't let us use the washer and dryer so we had to go to a laundromat.

I was happy though at least we had somewhere to sleep at night.

Jackson came through the door, looking tired as usual. He worked 2 jobs, so he could pay for the expenses here and pay for the stuff we would need for the baby.

I would help out, but the doctor told me to rest since I had a history of miscarriages. Of course Jackson doesn't know though, the babies always miscarried before I could tell him.

I got pregnant when I was 12 and another time when I was 14.

Eventhough I was young I was happy because I was always told that I would never be a mother.

It felt nice to prove them wrong, but the babies usually died after the first month. I'm just hoping that that won't happen with this baby.

"Do you want me to run you a bathe?", I asked him.

"Depends will you be in there?", Jackson asked. I shook my head.

"Why?", he asked.

"Because your going to try something," I said.

"I think I deserve at least a little bit of pussy, I'm doing good," he said.

"You are, but I don't know how long your going to be here," I said.

"You really think I'm going to leave you?", he asked hurt.

"Well this isn't the first time you did this and after you got tired of me you always left," I said.

"Fae I'm with you, I'm serious about us. I wouldn't be working all day and night if I didn't care about you or the baby," he said.

"I know but-

"Don't worry about it Fae, I'm going to go take a shower," he said as he went into the bathroom.

He was making me feel really bad.

After about 5 minutes he came out the shower.

"We can have sex if you want," I said.

"No don't worry about it. I took care of myself in the shower," he said as he slipped on his boxer briefs and laid down in the bed next to me.

"I'm sorry," I told him.

"You don't a reason to be sorry. If you don't feel comfortable having sex yet then that's fine. It's not your fault, I'm just horny as hell," he said.

I nodded my head and laid it down on his chest. He wrapped his arms around me and we fell asleep.