Sweet Afflictions (Bwwm)

Chapter 29: Jackson

The next day Jackson was still bitching.

"Your my mate Fae and I don't want anyone touching you!", Jackson yelled.

"I know your still fucking Engrid so don't try and tell me what the fuck I can do!", I yelled at him.

"I'm not fucking her. It was a one time thing that will never happen again. Just like what went on with you and Dimitri will never happen again because I swear next time I will make sure his ass is dead," Jackson said.

"I hate you," I spat at him.

"I love you too. I'm about to get Caeli ready for school," he said.

"No I'll do it. I don't want you around my daughter alone," I said.

"You complain that I haven't been there for Caeli, but when I try to you push me away," he said.

"What point of I don't want you in my daughter's life don't you understand?", I asked him.

"She's my daughter too, Fae! No matter what you do nothing will change that!", He yelled.

"You have a daughter already and it's with that bitch Engrid. So why don't you two live happily ever after and you let me go on with my life?", I asked, walking away.

"That's not what I want!", he yelled, pulling me back.

"It's not about what YOU want. I wanted you years ago, but you didn't want me and guess what? I moved on. I'm happy, Caeli's happy without you. She doesn't need you and neither do I," I said.

"Sometimes some of the shit you say is fucked up," he said, walking out the door.

"Some of the shit I say? Do you remember all the fucked up shit you said and did to me?", I asked.

"Stop speaking about the fucking past! I changed Fae, I'm not the same person I was four years ago. We are never going to move forward if you keep bringing up shit from the past," Jackson said.

"Shouldn't you be helping your other daughter get ready? I'm about to go help my daughter get dressed for school," I said, walking away from him.

I went inside Caeli's room and woke her up.

"It's time to get up for school baby,", I said, shaking her awake.

"I go back to old school?", She asked hopefully.

"No I'm sorry Caeli, you have to go to school here. It's just for a little while though," I said.

"I don't like school here!," she said, crying.

"Why are you crying, sweetheart?", Jackson asked her as he came in the room.

"I don't like school here, daddy," she said, still crying.

"It's okay Caeli, you don't have to go today," Jackson said. She nodded her head.

"There's breakfast, do you want to eat?", Jackson asked her.

"Yeah," she said, lifting her arms up. Jackson picked her up and turned to me.

"Do you want to come?", He asked. I nodded my head. I needed to watch over him.

We went inside the dining room and the rest of the pack was eating.

"Good morning, alpha, Luna, little Luna," they chorused.

"Good morning," we replied back. We sat down and Jackson made me sit next to him.

Bitch Engrid came in with Sophie and sat on the side of us.

"Good morning Jackson," she said, smiling at him.

All of the pack looked at her like she just killed somebody.

"It's alpha," Jackson grumbled annoyed.

"I don't like pancakes, daddy," Sophie said, pouting. The pack looked at us confused.

"I'm guessing you didn't tell them," I said to Jackson.

"Not yet, we're addressing it in the meeting this morning," Jackson said quietly.

"Daddy!", Sophie wailed.

"You can have some of my eggs," Caeli said to her, making her stop crying.

After an uncomfortable breakfast we went to a pack meeting. We left Caeli inside the playroom.

"I need you to come up on the stage with me," Jackson said.

"I'm not going up there. I rather look like a fool down here than up there. Everything you say is going to embarrass the hell out of me. I don't even want to be here so just be glad that I am," I told him.

"Fine," Jackson said, walking up the stage.

"I'm sure many of you have questions. Sophie is my daughter and so is Caeli. The Luna and I went through a rough patch and Sophie was born. I want you to treat her with the same respect you treat Caeli. Any questions?", Jackson asked.

"Shall we treat Engrid with the same respect we treat the Luna?", A teenager asked.

"No Engrid is not on the same level as the Luna. She is a regular pack member," Jackson said. I heard Engrid scoff.

"Who will conceive the alpha?", An old man in the back asked.

"I will. Your Luna is very infertile. Her daughter was a miracle child," Engrid said standing up.

"I'm not infertile bitch. Caeli was my third pregnancy!", I yelled. I heard the room go quiet and Jackson was looking at me in shock.

"We will continue this meeting another day," he said, stepping off the stage.

"We need to talk," he said, pulling me out of the room.

"Where are these other two children? Who's their father?", Jackson asked angrily.

"You was the father for both. I had two miscarriages before Caeli," I said.

"Two miscarriages? When the hell did this happen?", He asked.

"I got pregnant after we had sex for the first time. Then after we had sex after the 8th grade prom," I said.

"You didn't think to tell me?!", He asked.

"What the fuck were you going to do Jackson?! You barely wanted to speak to me. Even after I told you I was pregnant with Caeli you left!", I yelled.

"I'm sorry," he said.

"Whatever Jackson. Your apologies mean nothing to me,'' I told him, walking away.

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Should she get back with Jackson?