Blades of Silence (Jaspar fanfic)

No.

So it has been a while and I'm typing this on a tablet that I got for Christmas. So I'm very sorry if there is a lot of mistakes. I hope everyone had a good holiday and if you want you can comment what you favorite gift or moment from the holiday was. Mine was getting this tablet its honestly the biggest tablet I've ever seen. And my favorite moment was my little brother trying to open everyone's presents. Anyway! Enough about my boring life on with the story.  

I freak out a little on the inside, breathing heavily. I look down and notice that I still have clothes on, I sigh in relief looking over at Caspar's sleeping figure. I toss the blankets off of me quietly and attempt to stand up I instantly sit back down getting light headed as I stood up. "okay, I drank way to much" I whisper. I stand up slower this time and sluggishly walk in to the toilet. I flick on the light squinting as the brightness hits my pupils. I put my hand against my forehead an attempt to dim the obstructing light. I look in the mirror and see my reflection which kind of scares me. 

      My hair looks like a giants bird nest and my eyes blood shot. I continue to inspect the rest of my face. I feel gross and dirty and my clothes a sweaty from a night full of dancing. Shower. Duh Joe, That giant clear thing with a spout behind you, that cleans you dumby.  I peek out the door to see Caspar still asleep on my bed. I quietly shut the door quickly taking an aspirin and discard of my clothes.

       I look in the mirror yet again only to see hickeys litter my skin, my collar bone, my chest and even down by my.... well ya know....Okay fine..... my dick.  I frantically try to remember what happened last night, not being able to conjure up any excuse beside one of why my skin is covered in angry purple marks I get frustrated and pissed off that I would let this happen, that HE would let this happen! 

      Angry and terrified I throw open the bathroom door. Staring angrily at him I shout "Caspar!" he jolts up and looks at me he closes his eyes quickly and groans loudly. "Ow,ow,ow" He whispers rubbing his temple. I become aware of my surroundings and remember in my flurry of anger I forgot to throw on my pants. My cheeks heat up and i can feel my ears burning. I turn swiftly back into the bathroom and pull them on turning around to see Caspar has gone back to sleep. I walk up to the bed and push on his shoulder. 

        "Hey. What the hell Happened last night" he grunts and turns over. "CASPAR!" I shout again this time hurting my head and his. We both groan out in discomfort. "Joe, I have no idea what happened just please stop shouting." he huffs out his voice muffled by a pillow.

       I pick up my phone and check the time. half past twelve. "Caspar, Look at me." he moans and turns over his body slump he opens his eyes slowly and luckily my curtains are down. He squints and then his eyes widen. Lifting up his shirt we see that he is also covered in ugly purple marks. 

                   "I'm confused... did we?" he clears his throat. I shrug my shoulders and look at him sympathetically. "Well, are you sore?" he says looking up at me. "No" i say shortly. He stands up and grabs my shoulders.  Coming down to my level he stares at my face his eyes quickly looking down to my bare chest. I feel pressure on my lips and realize that Caspar's lips are on mine and i don't push him away. I push back into his lips to.

      He slides his tongue out into my mouth. I fight for dominance but Caspar wins turning me on slightly. I remember the situation at hand and slowly push him away from me as he leans trying to keep are lips connected.

        "why did you do that?" I question him not angry, just curios. "seeing you all marked up like that is kind of turning me on. Especially if i did it."  He answers looking me straight in the eyes. I feel my cheeks burn. How does he do this to me? "Caspar, this is serious." I say sounding frustrated.

             "No it's honestly not, why do we have to make it a big deal we were both drunk. Let's move on." he says mono tone. I nod down to him. "Plus, we don't actually know if we did or didn't." He continues standing up. "I'm going to take a shower in here." he nods at me. "I'm going to go back to sleep he replies. "okay." I say walking into the bathroom. quietly shutting the door behind me. I sigh and smile. Thank god he didn't make a big deal out of this. I mean even if i don't remember it, i feel better than I did last night. I turn the shower on and hop in the shower. 

Caspar's P.O.V

Joe shuts the door. I flip onto my other side facing away from the door grabbing my phone off the side table. I turn on the screen the brightness blinding me.  Wow! it's almost one. I decide to check twitter, As soon as i open the app my heart drops. Pictures of Joe and I kissing and  videos of me giving Joe a love bite  litter my timeline. I start to sweat and panic. I throw the covers of of me and quickly run over to the bathroom door. I start banging  the door. 

                       "JOE!" I shout. The door clicks and I barge in "Bloody hell mate. I'm still nude." He says exasperated.  I shove my phone and his face and my eyes search his face for emotion. His eyes widen. He looks at me and his face gets really red. "So, we clearly did something last night." I scoff and look at him. "Yea, mate I think we did!" I say shouting at him. He gets back under the water spray an I stare at him. "Joe, What are we going to do?" I ask him not caring that he's still naked.  "dunno." I stare at him.

             "Maybe we could just say we are together." I suggest, speaking the first solution that comes to my mind. He turns around facing me as I eye his body. He looks down like he's thinking "No." he says shortly.

This chapter is really bad. I'm so sorry. I promise the next one will be better, I've just been having a little bit of writers block.Plus how cute is this little trip to South Africa with Jaspoli! To bad they've come home now :( Anyway, I'll see you in TWO weeks with another chapter. Buh-Bye!