Blades of Silence (Jaspar fanfic)

Be Safe.

Here is another chapter. Sorry for the time jump.

A/n Zoe is due in December. meaning Joe would have been due in late January. (Edited)

-----------3 months later---------------------

Today is the day I've been dreading for a while. I knew it would come sooner or later, but, I wasn't ready today.

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We here by invite,

Joe Sugg and Caspar Lee

To the Deyes baby shower, Welcoming the life of baby Deyes.

We hope to see you there, On October the 15th 2016.

love, Zoe (mom to be) and Alfie. x

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I'm so happy for my sister, and I will support her and the baby in every way. But, this is going to be hard. Caspar has been distant lately, always going out and staying quiet. even his videos have been lacking the Caspar Lee feel. it all started when we told everyone about what happened two months ago. We uploaded the same video and explained what happened. we told the viewers about how hard this was and Caspar got a lot of hate for it. saying that my pain was because of him and it was his fault Carter and Mason where gone.

"Casp?" i say knocking on his door quietly, after walking down stairs. "we got invited to Zoe and Alfies baby shower, Do... do you wan to go?" The door opens slowly. And I am met face to face with Caspar. The atmosphere shouldn't feel as cold as it did when I heard is voice. "Do you even want to go Joe?" He ask me his voice filled with anger.

"Why are you acting like this?" I ask now irritated. "Of course I want to go to my sisters bloody baby shower!" I pull the invitation out. " You don't have to go but, I am. We can't be bitter for the rest of our life's." I state starting to walk away from his door.

I hear it slam behind me, a scream of anger coming from inside the room.

By now my stomach was completely healed. I had no trouble getting around like the first couple weeks after we came home from the hospital. I wanted to get out of the house more than anything. I put the invitation down on the counter and found a random piece of paper writing a note on the back of it.

' Casp, I'm going out. you probably won't read this but I'll be back whenever.'

I left the note on the counter, grabbing my keys and putting on my shoes I leave the apartment.

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Caspar is bold

3:30 am (from Caspar)

Joe! where are you? You've been gone for 8 hours!

3:32 am (to Caspar)

What does it matter. I'm fine. I'll be back in a couple of days.

3:33 am ( from Caspar)

Days?!?! Joe this isn't funny come back home.

3:40 am (to Caspar)

I'm not a child, so don't treat me like one.

3:41 am

Joe? just come back.

4:00 am

Joe!!! Where are you

can you just reply to me at least.

4:30 am

I love you, be safe.

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Questions: What do you think about Caspar not wanting to go to Zoe's baby shower?

How do you feel about Joe disappearing?

What do you hope to see in future chapters?

Thanks for reading im so sorry for all the short chapters.. but it's better than nothing. If you have any questions comments or concerns, please feel free to contact me, also dont forget to vote if you liked this chapter. Until next time Buh-Bye!!Xx