Blades of Silence (Jaspar fanfic)

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"okay Joe so how has your pain been doing." She asks as I sit up on the table. 

"It's been alright, there was a spike today but nothing I couldn't handle." I speak evenly noticing Caspar staring at me. 

"That's good  last couple months you said it was everyday. Let's hope it stays down. Maybe the baby is happier." she says smiling at me. I nod my head smiling back. "Okay I'm just going to check all your vitals and feel your stomach. I'm also going to do an ultra sound are you ready to hear that little heart?" She looks over to Caspar. 

"I'm so ready." he speaks his eyes lighting up.

Okay blood pressure, 110/70 Perfect Joseph. I'm going to have you breath in for me, a nice deep breath." I do as told and she smiles.She moves the stethoscope around a couple of times pushing it on my back.  "I don't know how but every other male pregnancy in this world has some complications, but Joe, you and the baby are doing Brilliant!" I sigh in relief and look over to Caspar who has the biggest smile on his face. "Alright, I'll be back boys just got to get the ultra sound machine." We both nod thanking her as she leaves.

"I really want to kiss you right now." I hear Caspar mumble.

"Oh, does me being healthy turn you on?" I laugh at my question and go to lay back on the table with my arms behind my head.

"No, it's that bump right there." he says standing up laying a hand over my stomach, I watch him in amazement as he smiles at my stomach. "You are so weird." I speak suddenly his eyes meeting mine. i notice tears brimming in his eyes. "Caspar are you crying." I ask sitting up quickly. His hands now caressing my thigh

"Don't worry they're happy tears." He explains laughing. I laugh with him "I thought I was the one that was supposed to be hormonal." I laugh, looking at him putting a hand on his shoulder.  "Maybe we should get-" Caspar was interrupted by a knock at the door. "Come in." I answer. 

"Here we are." The doctor walks in with two nurses following behind her wheeling in the monitor and computer.  "Thanks guys." She says turning to the nurses. 

"Caspar if you want to stand on the other side of the bed, I need to stand on his left side." She tells him. He leans closer to my face kissing me quickly, "Caspar!" I say shocked. 

"Aww." I hear the doctor say. 

I look over to my right side where Caspar now stands I glare at him. "Oh ease up on him Joe, he's just emotional, all the dads get like this when they come to there first ultra sound." she says hooking the machine up and putting on gloves.

"Ready Joe? Just like all the times before." I nod my head and look at Caspar. "ready?" I ask he nods his head kissing me again. 

"Shirt up please," I lift my shirt up laying back on the exam table. she squeezes' the jelly in her hand and rubs it on my lower stomach. A light grey screen appears along with a very obvious baby. 

"Well, besides being as large as a peach now, that big old noggin of your babies is now about half the size of their crown-to-rump length that's one reason why your little peach looks more like an alien from outer space at this point. By the time you give birth, It's body will catch up, measuring three-quarters of their total size." The doctor explains. "so it's a healthy size?" Caspar asks as he continues staring at the screen his hands resting by my side. 

"yes, they're fine." The doctor laughs.  I continue staring at Caspar. I grab his hand, lacing our fingers together. He smiles down at me. "Casp?" I say his name waiting for him to notice. "Yea?" He says looking at me then to the doctor. 

"They're fine." I speak slowly emphasizing the they're part. "So I think it would be a great idea to move." I laugh tears springing to my eyes.

"Wait! are you serious?" He asks grabbing my hand harder. I nod my head not trusting my voice to speak. He drops to the floor and a sob breaks out of his throat. "Casp, stand up." He does as I say and pulls me to him pushing our lips together.  he breaks the kiss "They're fine." He repeats quietly. He chuckles. "Sorry to interrupt  this sweet moment but are you ready to their the heart beats?" the doctor ask. We both nod our head breaking eye contact. 

"Okay here we go." She clicks a button and three strong heart beat pump thru the speaks drowning all of the thought I had away. Zoe told me to expect three two for the baby and one of mine. 

The steady rate of each heart beat makes my hand sweat and Caspar notices squeezing my hand gently. My eyes close leaning my head back listen to the heart beat of my children. Relief floods through me when I hear Caspar say  "It's so real now. I'm going to be a dad." He chuckles. "You know I'm not going to be able to not kiss you now right." He laughs again and I laugh with him opening my eyes looking at his face as a tear rolls down his cheek. 

"Here you are Joe, A tissue to rub the gel off. I'll be right back with a picture for the both of you." We both thank her as she leaves and I rub the gel off sitting up. " this is unreal." Caspar mumbles.

"Do you want to post to twitter?" I ask him and his face lights up. "Do you really need to ask me that." He laughs pulling out his phone. "Hey just remember they don't know you're the other dad." I say quickly. He nods his head and snaps a picture of him with his mouth wide open smiling and me smiling with a thumbs up. 

" what should I say?" He asks. I look down, maybe we can tease them and just say two or we could be very blunt and say twins.  Me and caspar could make a video about how we are having twins explaining why it said two if we go with the first option. 

"You should just but the number two with a emoji." I explain to him. "We could make a video to tell them." I finish "we can also tell them I'm the other dad. Only if you want." Caspar rushes his voice slightly high. "Yea, sounds good." I tell him reaching for his hand. He grabs my hand and pulls me into a kiss. "I'm so happy." He whispers.  "Me too." 

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We leave the hospital after we get our pictures and make another appointment for two weeks.  Driving back to the flat Caspar checks his twitter. "So many people are freaking out about the post Joe." He laughs reading me some of the comments. "hey, will you text Zoe and tell her we're picking the crib up tomorrow." I ask handing him my phone puling into the parking garage.  He text Zoe handing me my phone back. 

"How long have you know we were having twins?" He asks me randomly as we were getting out of the car. " Awhile. I found out probably two days after I left the house, Zoe was with me and cried." I explain, him grabbing my hand walking into the house. "I still can't believe there is two in there he says cupping my stomach after I put my keys down. 

"Caspar I don't want to spoil the moment, but we still aren't together. I'm only here so we can do this together, you wanted to be here for the babies." I sigh pushing him away slightly. "Joe, I'm so confused. You were kissing me at the doctors." He says running a hand through his hair. 

"I know I'm just fucking with you." I laugh pulling him into a kiss. "You're still mine." I say seductively kissing his neck. "Mine."  

Thank you for reading If you did enjoy it please vote, or comment your favorite part. If you have any questions, comments, or concerns, please feel free to contact me. I updated in the same week because I felt bad for making you guys wait. Plus, I donated blood yesterday 5/4/16 and I felt really happy so I started writing. Thank you for reading Buh-Bye