Blades of Silence (Jaspar fanfic)

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"I'm terrified Joe! I'm only 21, and I, I'm going to be a dad!" he screams.

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A tear slips from my eye. Hearing Caspar shout at me was definitely not the highlight of my day."What happened to, 'where going to be fine.' ?" I ask him, Air quoting the phrase he repeated to me at the hospital. 

I yells out in frustration. "I want it to be fine, I really do." He says pacing back and forth across the floor in front of me. My eyes follow him, I stand up slowly as he grabs at his hair tears brimming his eyes threatening to spill over.

I reach a hand out to stop him  grabbing a hold of his shoulder he stops dead in his tracks facing towards my cupboard."Casp, Calm down please, I know this is scary, I know. But we need to stick together not fall apart. I don't know what this makes us. Obviously we can't be friends with benefits anymore." I say lowly. 

      He huffs his shoulders dropping as he gruffs out "Obviously, you're pregnant." I take my hand off his shoulder as his breathing slows down. Sitting on my bed I pick up my phone to look at the time. 1:34. "Joe, please don't get upset with me or push me away when I say this." he mumbles out so quietly. "Promise." I say staring at his back. He turns around, looking at me I notice the warm wet tears running down his cheeks and I quickly stand up getting ready to comfort him. 

     He shakes his head grabbing my hands. "I love you Joe."

I freeze, stuck in my spot. His eyes looking at me deeply as I just stand there staring at him, 

"Ca-Caspar I-I." I stutter out not expecting him to say such strong words. He lets me tumble over my words, he again speaks up. "We've known each other for almost two months, but to me it feels like, we've known each other forever,and I'm not just saying that because you're carrying my child." I hit his chest. Pushing myself away from him I speak. "Please stop saying that, It's so weird."  He laughs, My heart flutters at the noise, his Beautiful accent then fills my ears. "It's true... you're carrying a baby," he grabs me again my the hips pulling me closer to him. "Our, baby." He abruptly pushes his lips to mine and I welcome the feeling. 

" guys brunch is -- Woah Oh My God!" Zoe's voice  fills the room and me and Caspar break apart. I groan out "Jesus Zo, do you ever knock?" I say in frustration. Caspar chuckles kissing me quickly. Before pulling away quickly. "Lets eat." I say, Caspar nods his head following me upstairs.

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"Zoe! I don't want to talk about it!" I screech. Her eyes widen in surprise. I look at her sighing "I don't even know how Zoe, I didn't know guys could get pregnant."  she smiles at me softly, I look down the stairs where Caspar was desperately wanting to talk to him instead of Zoe. "It's alright Joe, Mum said that the doctor explained it to her." I snap my head in her direction. "Wait! Mum knows." I ask quickly. 

"Well she knows you have a uterus, But I don't think she knows about the baby, no." A slight bit of relief hit me, but a bunch of questions pop into my head. 

If she knew why didn't she tell me? When did she find out about my condition? Does dad know? 

My brain is burning as Zoe reaches across the couch to where I'm sitting whispering.

 "Want to know the funniest thing?" she looks at me smiling like a goon. I look at her waiting for her to answer her own question. She then screams "CASPAR?" I jump a little not knowing she was going to yell. "Yea?" His muffled voice comes from downstairs. "COME HERE A MINUTE?" she calls back.  A door opening and rather loud feet are heard coming up the stairs. She looks at me still smiling.