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twelve.

Sunday, 6:21 pm: 3 days later

"Hello Mr. Bálor, I'm Dr. Draxler and you called for?" The psychiatrist questioned. "I'm here because I have these nightmares or visions whenever I black out." I replied, fiddling with my fingers. "Ok so please tell me what's in the vision you see."

"I've had 2 blackouts so far. I've seen in the first one my girlfriend shooting herself in the head and in the second one she was killed by one of my friends."

"Hmmm......alright, basically your mind is creating images of what you are scared of happening in your life. In the first one you are scared of your girlfriend leaving you in someway, either her dying or breaking up with you. The second one is saying that you are scared of your friends doing something or telling her something that might kill her not literally but her feelings maybe. And why is that?"

"Well my friends and I have a secret that we can't tell our girlfriends or they might breakup with us. I've been wanting to tell her but I just don't want her to leave me." I confessed and he nodded, writing in his notepad.

"Ok just be careful. If you do have anymore blackouts and see anymore visions please come back if you need any closure on any of them." He smiled, brightly at me. I opened the door, "Ok thanks doc."

"Hey Finn?"

"Yeah, doc?"

"About that secret thing, make sure you tell her before your friends do. I can tell that you are emotionally and physically unstable. I'm sure that if your friends tell her and she might break up with you and you might-

"I know what will happen Doc. It has happened before." I finished, walking out the room.

He's right. I'm not emotionally or physically stable at this time. I've been crying and I haven't had much sleep since I last saw Sasha.

I miss her so much and it's only been 3 days. I haven't been taking my medicine but I haven't had a bad headache so that's good at least. Today was MITB and even if I was having headaches I would not miss this.

I'm going to win that briefcase. I just hope my head doesn't to do anything stupid though. I got into the car and drove to the arena.

At the arena 7:02 pm: Money In the Bank PPV

I walked in as put on my hoodie on. Everything was getting blurry again. I ran into the bathroom and washed my face with icy, cold water. I looked at the mirror and I didn't even look like myself. How can I change in a matter of almost a week?

I continued washing my face and the blurriness finally went away.

"Thank God." I mumbled to myself. I turned the water off and walked out the bathroom. I walked to catering and saw the guys there.

"Hey guys." I greeted them in a groggy voice while rubbing my eyes still as all of them looked at me.

"Sup, Finn." Cody spoke up, waving. "Hi, Finn." Dolph greeted me with a smile as we bumped fists. Mike just stood quiet, staring into oblivion. "What's up with him?"

"He's planning on how to get Charlotte back." Cody nodded, drinking his water. I pulled out a seat and sat down. "Yeah, we want the contest to continue so we begged him to make a plan to get her back and that's what he's doing." Dolph explained, winking at me, knowing about my feelings toward Sasha.

"I got it!" Mike shouted, jumping out of his seat, scaring us. "So tell us." Dolph told him, kinda frightened by Mike's sudden thought.

"Ok, so one of you guys have to tell her how much I miss her or whatever. Make her feel guilty for leaving me. Then after her match later I'll go up to her and sweet talk her."

"It's a ok plan. It might work." Cody commented with a shrug.

"It will work. I know her and if this doesn't work then the contest is over. So whoever is gonna talk to her you better do well or that's it." He said in a very stern tone before leaving the area.

"Who's gonna do it?" I asked, both men looking at me. "We all know that Charlotte likes you the most Finn." Dolph wiggled his eyebrows, making Cody laugh.

I chuckled at the stupid statement, "No, she doesn't."

"Yes, she even said if she wasn't dating Mike she would date you." Cody smiled, lying out of his teeth. "On a YouTube video." Dolph added onto the lie but I gave in.

"Fine I'll do it. For you guys and me." I said getting up. They clapped out of motivation
as I walked to her locker room. I knocked on the door and within seconds it opened.

It was Sasha. Damn it now?! At this moment? She doesn't even want to talk to me, not even look at me.

My heart dropped all the way to the ground when I saw her. "Hey...um...is Charlotte here?" I asked, awkwardly scratching the back of my head.

"Yea she's just in the bathroom changing." She responded, not making any eye contact with me. "Ok, can you...um tell her to come out here once she's done?" I questioned, awkwardly again, stuttering.

"Yeah. I will." I turned around and sat on one of the stage boxes in front of the door. I began fiddling with my fingers, "Finn?" Someone called me.

I looked up and saw her, Sasha. "Yeah?" I asked, a bit confused, "Can I talk to you?"

"Yeah, I guess so."

She walked closer to me, "I just wanted to say sor-

"No I'm the one who's suppose to say sorry. I was disrespectful to you and the doctor. I sincerely apologize." I said looking at her. "And I'm sorry for leaving you alone with your problem." She said pointing at my head.
"I couldn't sleep..." She stared into my eyes which made my heart jump.

"Without you." I added as she smiled. "I could tell." She said pointing at my eyes as I chuckled.

"Have you taken your medicine?" She asked., raising her eyebrow and I widen my eyes.

"Yeah." I lied, hopefully convincing her. I didn't want her to worry about me during my fight. "Are you lying to me?"

"Nope." I shook my head, lying once again as she let out a sigh in relief. "Ok Mr. Bálor." She playfully said, dragging out the R as I chuckled. "I've missed you." I blurted out, out of nowhere, my smile fading from my face. "I missed you too." She replied, her smile fading as well as she looked away.

We just stood there in silence. She was playing with my fingers as I looked at her, "You better win that Divas Championship tonight." I broke the silence and her eyes looked up at mine, "I promise I am."

"Ok but now if you lose you gonna be embarrassed." I let out an amused chuckle and she laughed.

"Yeah, I know but if I lose, you better win."

"Anything for you." I grinned at her smile. I jumped down from the box. I wanted to kiss her so bad but I didn't want to make it weird. "I have to go back and see if Charlotte is ready."

She walked back into the room and seconds after Charlotte came back out.

This is for me, for my friends, for Mike. For Sasha. I have to make this good.

OMG THE BOOK HAS MADE IT TO HALF OF A THOUSAND. IM LITERALLY CRYING. THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR READING ALL THE CHAPTERS OF MY BORING BOOK. YOU GUYS DESERVE MORE THAN ME SPEAKING BUT I DONT KNOW WHAT I SHOULD DO. THANK YOU SO MUCH AGAIN. 😃😃😃😃😃