Thursday Night SmackDown, 8:16 P.M
I sat in a chair across from Finn as he wrapped my hands. "You don't have to fight tonight." He said in a soft tone. "I want to beat her ass, Finn. For Austin." I replied as he smiled.
"What? He's your new best friend now?" He asked, continuing to wrap my hands. "Well he is my friend. You and him are the only people I have."
"Yeah, I guess you could say that."
He finished wrapping my hands and I grabbed my elbow pad. "Be careful." He said touching the nose brace softly. I nodded in reply. "I'll go out there if any of those 'guys' come out and do something."
All I was doing was staring at his lips while he talked. I think he noticed because he cupped my face with his hands. And then gently pressed his lips on mine. I didn't expect him to do it but I kissed back anyways. We broke the kiss and we both smiled. "I've been waiting to do that for a long time." He said smiling widely. He gave me another kiss, "I'm sorry, I just had to." He smiled with his hands raised in defense. I giggled, "It's ok."
I got up from my seat and walked to the door. "Go get em, tiger." Austin's deep voice scared me because I didn't even know that he was in the room. "Sorry." He smiled, realizing that i was frightened. "I'll beat her ass for you."
"You better." He smiled again and I returned the smile. Finn opened the door for me and I left the locker room. I walked to the gorilla, "Sasha." Someone called me from behind and I turned around to see Dolph, "Can we talk?"
"No." I simply replied. "Sasha-
"No, Dolph. I don't have anything to say to you and you don't have anything to say to me. You punched me, end of story." I tried to walk away but he grabbed my arm.
"I'm sorry."
"What you did, is unforgivable." I snatched my arm away from him.
"It was a mistake."
"You still hit me, Dolph!" I shouted at him, getting angry. "Please, Sasha-
"Dolph, just leave me alone." I interrupted him. "After all those months, I've stood by your side......" His words faded off. "You punched me! What does all those months that you've stood by me have to do with any of this?"
"It shows how much I care about you, it shows how much time I put to taking care of you. Making sure that you were ok at all times. I've spent alot of time with you, Sasha. And I've been so scared to tell you this but.......I want to be the one you love."
His words left me in shock. Dolph is in love with me? No. I must of heard it wrong. "I knew...I knew that I couldn't just tell you out of nowhere because you saw me as your brother. I had a chance to be something with you but then Finn unexpectedly came back into your life and you love him. So that would mean that I wouldn't have a chance with you."
"And I know deep down inside of both of us, we could be something."
"Dolph, you know I don't feel the same way you do." I finally spoke up. "Let me prove to you that I could love you more than Bálor does." He said, walking towards me. "No one can love me more than he does." I responded, taking steps back.
"Are you even sure that he loves you?" He asked, mysteriously. "I mean, open your eyes Sasha. Those 5 months, he pretended that he was dead, he left you. He knew that you loved him but he also knew how much pain you would be in if he did leave. A man who loves his woman would never want them to be in pain."
Is what he saying true? No, he's lying to you. But he was Finn's best friend. What if he's telling the truth?
"I know me and him have a horrible past with women but I also know we have never been in love with someone. Never. So what if he just thinks that he's in love with you? What if he doesn't actually love you? I'm not saying that he doesn't care about you but if he really did love you......shouldn't he have show or said it already?" He deviously smirked before grabbing my hand. "Just think about it."
He kissed my hand before walking off. What if he's saying the truth? What if the man I love, doesn't love me back? What if he's like my past boyfriend? What I'm I supposed to believe? Dolph is an asshole but he has never lied to me about anything. But Finn......there's no way he doesn't love me.
I just needed to release all of my emotions right now. Like right now. Charlotte is going to be sore tomorrow, that's for sure.
During the match
I was doing everything possible to Charlotte in the ring. From slapping her, to kicking her, to throwing into the barricade, everything. I wasn't even wrestling. I was literally fighting her. I threw her back into the ring. She stood up and tackled her back to the ground.
I repeatedly punched her, "This is for all the times you have disrespecting me, and for hurting me in the worst possible way." She started bleeding from her mouth but that didn't stop me. I covered her.
1.....2.....3....
I got off of her and left the ring. I looked at my hands and they were cover in blood. What the hell did I just do? I made her bleed for nothing. She deserves it but I shouldn't have taken out all the emotions I was feeling on her now.
I ran to the back and I ran to Finn's locker room. I stopped short because there was a girl feeling all up on him. Her hands were all over his body and he didn't take them off. "I don't know about this." He said to the girl. I looked closely and it was one of the Bella Twins.
"Sasha doesn't have to know." She whispered back. Her finger touched his lips and she placed the other hand on his cheek. "What about Daniel, Brie?" He asked. "He's nothing to me. I only want you." She leaned in closer. And their lips touched.
I felt all my anger build up inside of me. I was about to go up and punched her, but I only took one step before tears fell out my eyes. Dolph was right. He doesn't love me. He's just the old guy he always was. I dropped to the floor and that's when they finally noticed at me.
"Sasha." He said with his eyes closed, in disbelief. He ran to me and tried to pick me up. But I pushed him away, "Don't you dare touch me!"
I got up and slapped him. He held his cheek as I ran to the parking lot.
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Fanfiction~before I met you, I never knew what it was like to be able to look at someone and smile for no reason. s.b. + f.b. {under necessary reconstruction} cover done by finessinhearts
