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thirty five.

12:53 P.M. Same Day...

I woke up to see an empty space on the bed next to me. I sat up and rubbed my eyes and looked around the room. I heard the shower which means she must be in there.

But then I heard a sharp cry come from the bathroom. I quickly jumped off the bed and ran to the bathroom. I opened the door and she was sobbing.

"Are you ok, my love?" I asked, worriedly. I heard her sniffling, "No. It burns.....it burns alot." I walked to the shower curtain and slowly opened it.

I saw her back and it literally sent chills down my spine. There were large cuts, more like scrapes, all over it. I had cuts on my stomach but it wasn't as bad as those. And she was hit a week ago and the cuts look brand new.

The cuts were pretty deep as well. And there were bruises. "Get out the shower, sweetheart." I commanded her in a concerned tone. "Just give a couple of minutes."

"I'll be sitting on the bed. Call me if you need me." I walked out the bathroom and sat on the bed. I tapped my foot against the floor, worried about her and her back.

Minutes have past and she hasn't came out yet. "Babe, I need you." She shouted. I sprung up from the bed and jogged to the bathroom. She had her back facing me with a roll of bandages and some cream on the counter beside her.

"I need you to put that cream on my back and then wrapped me up." She explained. I grabbed the tube and I was kinda scared. I didn't want to hurt her, "It's ok, babe. Just do it." She noticed my scared expression as she looked at me through the mirror.

She had her arms folded across her chest so I wasn't able to see any of her cleavage. And it was for the better, because then I get tempted.

I opened the tube slowly and squeezed some out onto my hand. I gently pressed my hand on one of the cuts and she jumped. Out of reaction, I pulled my hand away.

"Keep going. It's cold that's all." She stated, replying as I looked at her, full of concern. I gently pressed my hand on her back and rubbed the cream all over her back. I rubbed it softly as she shivered.

I then went up to the worst looking cut on her back and rubbed the cream on it. She shut her eyes and bit her lip, in pain. The expression on her face clearly shows that she was in pain. "It hurts?" I asked, quietly.

"It just stings." She replied and I felt so bad for her. I wish these injuries happened to me not to her. I rubbed the cream everywhere until I thought I was finally finished. I grabbed the bandages and began to wrap it around her back.

I had to go all around her body just to get all the spots. Once I covered all of the spots, I tore the hanging piece with my teeth. I gave her the sports bra to put on and she did.

She held her back as we walked back into the room. She walked and laid on the bed, "This is the worst." She said, laying on her stomach. "I'm sorry, my love. It should have been me."

She glanced at me with those beautiful eyes of hers. "I've had worst." She weakly smiled as I crossed my arms.

"What could be possibly be worst than that?" I asked as she giggled. She stood quiet until she answered.

"Getting your heart broken." She said and I felt my knees buckle. I wish I never asked the question. She going to talk about how I broke her heart. I frowned and looked at her.

"Sasha-

"You wanted to know and I'm letting you know what could be worst than this." She said rudely. "I didn't think that would be your answer." I lowered my tone.

"Deal with it." She said sitting up. She had a face. Not a lying face. But a face where she was thinking about saying something. "Have you been thinking about something?" I asked, earning a surprised look from her.

"Thinking? Why would I be thinking?" She asked still with a rude tone. "Because it seems like you're lost. Like you want to say something to me but you can't."

She broke the eye contact and started playing the ring on her finger. I sat next to her and grabbed her hand.

She looked up at me and she had tears at the rims of her eyes. "Tell me what's wrong, my love." I said worried. She just shook her head and looked at her fingers again.

"Sasha, please." I pleaded as she shook her head again. "We are together. And whatever problems you have, I'll help you deal with them but first you have to tell me what's wrong."

She stood up and walked to the center of the room. "I'm scared." She blurted out and I was left confused. "Scared?" I asked concerned. "I love you with all my heart but I'm scared of you cheating on me." She honestly stated and my anger level starting to rise. "I would never do that, Sasha. You know that."

"I dont know if you still are your past self. What if you are the old Finn? The Finn that used to sleep around with other women for fun." She questioned as I stood up.

"I'm not that person anymore. I've changed." I explained. "Then tell me why you kissed one of the Bella Twins."

I sighed, "I was lost in my own world when it was happening. I wasn't expecting her to kiss me and before I saw you, I was about to push her off." I explained as a tear fell down her cheek.

"What if it happens again, Finn? What if you get lost in your own world again?" She asked, quietly. "It won't because I wouldn't need to kiss other girls when I have you."

"So that's your state of mind? When we aren't together, you kiss other women but when you're with me you have my lips, right?" She questioned and I was disappointed with myself. Why would I say that?

"No. I didn't it mean it like that."

She walked to the other side of the room with her arm crossed. We stood in an awkward silence until she spoken up.

"I'm scared of being replaced, Finn." Her words shattered my heart. Why would she ever think that she would be replaced? I love her to much for her someone to replace her..

"I'm scared of seeing you kiss somebody else, I'm scared of someone realizing how amazing you are. I'm afraid of someone stealing your heart.......I'm afraid of someone taking my place."

I began to walk towards her but she gestured me to stop, "I don't need any comfort, right now." She shook her head, wiping her tears.

"I think it's best that you leave." She said and I was left in complete utter shock. "But, w-what.....why?" I asked, confused. "I just need some space."

"We're breaking up?" I asked, scared of the answer. "No...I just need some space." She repeated, irritated. I sucked my teeth before I walked to and grabbed my bag.

I grabbed the door knob and looked back at her. She was wiping the tears off her face. I opened the door and slammed it on my way out.

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