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twenty eight.

Next Week, Monday Night RAW; 7:28 P.M

"You don't look half bad with the nose brace." Austin said as I sighed. "I look ugly." I said as Finn and Austin scoffed. "Ugly? There's no possible way you could be ugly." Finn said as I felt my cheeks heat up.

Thank God he was in the front seat or he would have been bothering me about me blushing.

"Awww! Cute couple." Austin said in a baby voice, causing me to laugh.

The aftermath of what happened last week wasnt good.

Austin had to get stitches on the top of his eyebrow since he was busted open and to top it off, he has a black eye. Finn has a huge bruise on his cheek. And the reason why is because when Finn tried to stop Dolph from punching Austin, Dolph punched him out of nowhere and it stunned him.

And then I have a small bruise near my nose. I also had to get surgery on my nose and now I have to wear this ugly nose brace until next week. The only good that came out of this is that we are cleared to wrestle.

We turned into the parking lot and he parked the car. We got out and Finn took his and my stuff like always.

I walked beside Finn, "What if they're going to say something about my nose? What if they criticize me for how ugly I look?"

"You don't look ugly, Sasha. You still look as beautiful as you could ever be." He complimented me and I felt butterflies in my stomach.

He knows how to drive me crazy. "I have to go do something real quick. I'll be back in a few minutes." Finn commented, giving Austin my bag.

We walked into the arena and into Finn's locker room. We dropped our stuff and Austin jumped on the couch.

"I could finally sleep." He sighed, happily with his eyes closed. "Move over. You're taking all the space." I said pushing his feet off the couch. He groaned and I sat down. He put his feet in my lap, "Thanks."

I left them there and looked at him. 

"Sasha, can I ask you something?" Austin asked, his icy dark blue eyes looked at me. "Sure."

"What do you like about Finn? Like why do you love him so much?" Austin asked. "Well...I love his smile, his personality, his accent, and those blue eyes of his." I replied and he sucked his teeth in disgust.

"Ew. Personality? Why? You are by far one of the most beautiful girls I've ever seen and you could get any guy in the world. Why did you pick him?" He asked playfully, but I knew he was asking for a serious answer.

I sighed, "Me and Finn have never talked about this before so I guess I'll let it out now." I took a deep breath in. I'm not prepared to answer this question but I'm going to try.

"If you want to be totally honest, he picked me. I never picked him. I'll tell you from beginning of our story. Once I heard the news that I was going up to the WWE main roster with my best friends, I went crazy. I didn't actually think that I would meet the love of my life there. I didn't want to fall in love with anyone because I just got out of a horrible relationship with a man who used me." Austin sat up and put all his attention on me.

"He never loved me but I loved him. He used to make me take off my clothes just to have sex with him and then he would leave. I wouldn't see him till the week after. It was cycle. Once he came back, we'll have sex then he would leave again. And I didn't have any suspicion of him doing anything. I was stupid. My friends told me to leave him but I always used to say no because I loved him. But little did I know, he had a family. He had a wife and 2 kids. I was so heartbroken. I didn't know why he would tell me that he loved me, saying he wanted to be with me, saying that he wanted to start a family with me...." I felt tears fall down my eyes.

"You don't have to continue, Sasha." Austin said sadly.

"No I haven't answered your question yet." I responded.

I wiped the tears off my face and I continued, "It was all for nothing. He was cheating on his wife with me. That's not a good feeling at all. It made me feel like I was a whore. Because a man that I loved used me for his own reasons. Not because he loved me but only because he needed to have something his wife wasn't giving him. I left him the next day I found out about his family. I didn't want to wrestle, talk to my friends, nothing. Nothing at all. All I wanted to do was crawl up into a little ball and just lay in bed. But then about 3 months later, I was told I was supposed to move up to the main roster with my friends. Everything went from 0 to 100. I actually felt happy for the first time in months." I smiled at remembering when I found out I was moving up to RAW and SmackDown.

"We made it to the WWE headquarters because we had to go to a meeting. When we arrived there were these 4 guys standing across from each other. My friends and I stood confused of why they were standing in front of the building. And the funny part was that Finn was the first one to speak. He said 'Welcome to the WWE headquarters.' in the most weirdest way possible. But little did I know, he would turn out to be the love of my life." We laughed together, "I could imagine Finn doing that." Austin commented making us laugh even more.

"Anyways, I remember him walking up to me and he grabbed my bag. I honestly thought he was the cutest person in the world, so you could say I had a little crush on him. We walked into the headquarters and he started flirting with me. He knew what to say and how to say it, even if he said it cute, weird, awkward, or stupidly, he knew how to say it. I honestly didn't want to fall in love with him. But he was making it so, so hard not to. And I knew that before we even kissed. So his kisses weren't in the he picture yet. And I already fell in love with alot of things about him and I was scared. I was scared but I wanted to continued with our relationship because I knew that there was a potential chance that he was the one for me."

"So I continued with him and I remember it was closed to our 2 month anniversary. He had to leave for a week to Ireland. It was the longest week if my life. I couldn't sleep because all I was doing was thinking about him. I needed him to be with me. He's....the love of my life. But he messed everything up."

Remember you can't say that he tried to commit suicide.

"He was involved with the clique, you know-

"The one with that fucking scumbag right?" He asked, referring to Dolph as the scumbag. I nodded, "I found out that he was involved with them and that he was using me for sex. I don't think he was but at that moment I did. And I broke up with him. And it was the worst and I mean the worst decision of my life. He left to Ireland and I didn't see him for 5 months. 5 months! I didn't think I would ever see him again. Then he surprised me and look where we are now."

"My question." Austin smiled. "I was getting to that." I responded as he chuckled.

"Why did I be with him instead of any other guy? Why did I pick him? Well he has seen how moody I could be, how annoying I could be, and how hard I am to handle but he still wants to be with me. I don't understand him. He still loves me even when I'm a total bitch to him. If I was dating myself, I wouldn't handle it....but..."

"Somehow.....he does it perfectly."

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