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sixty seven.

|Sasha| 2:19 A.M.

"What did I do?" I thought to myself as tears streamed down my face. I continuously wiped them away but they just kept coming down. I stared at the wall, hugging my pillow and thinking about what happened hours ago.

What if something happened to him? This would be the second time he hurt himself because of me.

He's broken and I slowly keep breaking him even more. He's always criticizes himself for being a horrible boyfriend while I'm the horrible girlfriend.

I cheated on him. The worst thing you could do in a relationship and I did it. He didn't deserve it, he didn't do anything wrong.

I was upset and disappointed at myself. I might actually lose him. The one I love. The one who protects me. The one who loves me back.

I don't want too but it isn't my decision. It's his and that's what I'm scared of. I'm scared of his decisions and what I fear the most is what he's going to do once we see each other again.

I couldn't sleep. I can't sleep thinking about what I've done to him. I can't sleep knowing that he's out there, somewhere but no one has found him.

I messed up and now I probably messed up everything for us.

"You have to sleep, Sasha." Bayley's quiet voice filled the silent room. "I-I can't." I stuttered, more tears falling down my eyes. "You have to try."

"No I have to know where he is first before I could."

I heard her sigh before shifting in the other bed, "Austin will call soon. Finn shouldn't have gone far."

|Austin| in the car...

"We checked all the bars, the lounges, all the places he could be at." Roman sighed in distress. "We been searching for hours and we have yet to find him." He added and Dean sucked his teeth. "Shut up, Ro. We still have to look for him." Dean argued as I pulled up to a red light.

"Is there any other place we haven't checked that's near the hotel?" I asked Dean who was sitting in the passenger seat beside me. He was looking on his phone, "There's a beach nearby the hotel-

"A beach!? Are we really going to check the beach? We are at the end of March, the beach can't be open." Roman argued but Dean countered. "It's worth a shot to check."

"You're right, Ambrose." The light turned green and I stepped on the pedal, driving for the beach.

-At the beach-

I parked in the parking lot next to the only car there. We all got out the car and inspected the car next to us. "Guys, come look at this." Roman waved us over to the other side of the car. "Damn..." Dean's expression said everything as we stared at the shattered windows.

"You think he did this?" Roman asked me and I shrugged. "We're about to find out. Come on, guys." I ran to the beach's entrance and we ended up on the boardwalk. "Look I think that's him." Roman pointed out to someone sitting on the sand, staring at the waves.

I jumped over the guardrail and they followed. We slowly walked to him and he had a bottle in his hand.

The waves softly crashed onto the shore and he just stood sitting there, glaring at them. "Why? Why did this have to happen now?" He sobbed, hugging his knees.

I slowly approached him and once I was beside him, he looked up at me. His hands were still shaking like before, his eyes were red from crying, and blood dripped down his knuckles onto the sand beneath him. I sat next to him and Dean and Roman did the same.

"I didn't expect you to come." He whispered while staring out to the ocean as I did the same.

I remained quiet as he continued, "It's so peaceful here. A drink," He raised up the bottle that was in his bloody hand. "The waves and the beautiful night sky. It's just so beautiful." He spoke his thoughts and Roman looked over at me. "It clears my head. You know? From what has just happened to me."

After his sentence, everything was quiet. All you could hear was the waves crashing together and swaying.

"We have to go back, Finn." I said, abruptly breaking the silence. "I can't, Austin."

"Yes you can."

"No. She cheated, that's it."

"So what you're going to throw all the times you've spent with her down the trash?" I asked, a bit angry at his calmness. "Why not? She cheated, Austin. There isn't nothing else I could do."

"Really, Finn?! There's other stuff you could do than break up with her." I told him but he only smirked. "I can't trust her anymore."

"She could've pushed him off. Or who knows? Maybe she liked it. Maybe she wanted it. Maybe she wants Dolph and guess what? She could have him."

"You're acting like a child." I glared at him and he was still staring out to the ocean. "You actually found a person who loves you. Who accepts you for who you are and you're just going to end it?" I questioned, sternly and his eyes left the ocean to look at mine. His eyes were full of hatred and anger.

"You're making it like she's the victim here. Yeah, she loves me and she accepts me for who I am. But I am not going to let her slide with this one. I have never cheated on her and the whole situation with one of the Bella Twins doesn't count because I wasn't with her at the time so don't say that's when I cheated on her,"

He took a sip out of the bottle, "It's not fair how she could walk over me like I'm some doormat because I'm not. If she wants another man then she could go get one."

I stared at him in pure disgust, "Maybe it's because I'm not a good boyfriend or I'm not caring enough or maybe I'm the bïtch in the relationship but I'm not dealing with it anymore."

"Finn-

"No, Austin." He took a deep breath in and let it out. "The next time I see her...it isn't going to be a pretty scene so you wouldn't want me to go back now."

"Finn-

Dean tried but Finn cut him off, "I made up my mind already so don't try to convince me."

Finn then threw the bottle into the water and turned back to the waves, "Now I think it's best you leave me alone."

Dean and Roman looked at me and I sighed, "I'm just telling you...you are going to break her heart and if you really love her, one thing you shouldn't do IS break her heart. She's supposed to be happy and now she's going to be hurt for who knows how long? But it depends on you. So don't do something you're going to regret." Roman's last words to him before we, three, got up and left him there, by himself.

Is Shálor going to break up???? I don't know..I guess you'll find out next time 😆

sorry I'm mean....