~before I met you, I never knew what it was like to be able to look at someone and smile for no reason.
s.b. + f.b.
{under necessary reconstruction}
cover done by finessinhearts
Five months have past and everything in my world crumbled. Everything changed since that day. The day I found out Finn was dead. I couldn't believe it.
I didn't believe it until the doctor told us. When I saw him, I remember feeling my heart stop and I felt like couldn't breathe.
I killed the love of my life. The reason why he's dead, was because of me. I left him, knowing that he was going through a rough time. It's all my fault that he's dead. I wish I could go back to the day I broke up with him. I would have done everything that would have prevented him from dying.
"You ready, Sasha?" I looked up at the person who has been with me since Finn's death. Dolph.
No, he isn't my boyfriend and we aren't dating. He's like my older brother. I know I should hate him for doing what he did to the other girls but is just can't.
He has helped me so much. And I'm not planning on having a boyfriend because Finn is the only one that I love. "Yeah, Finn." He looked at me and then I realized I called him Finn. "Shït, sorry, Dolph."
"It's fine. It happens to me too." He spoke in a sad tone. He has been helping me get through all of this. If it wasn't for him, I probably be dead as well. He's my only friend. Why?
Well, Charlotte was devastated and became my enemy. Personally and in WWE. I was so devastated when Finn died and she took advantage of me by metaphorically bringing up Finn during our rivalry for the Divas Championship.
All the words she said brought even more pain for me to endure. She knew I was going through a rough time but she still continued with it. And it broke my heart that she did that.
My best friend. And I didn't even do anything to her. She then won the championship from me and I took time off. To clear my head from everything that has happened to me.
Bayley was sent back down to NXT and we are unable to see each other due to our schedules. And Becky went back to Ireland and we haven't heard from her so we don't know when she coming back.
The guys? Well Dolph, he's basically my only friend. So much for my friends that said they would never leave my side. Cody changed his whole personality and changed into a character called Stardust.
And Mike, the biggest asshole of them all, is the WWE World Heavyweight Champion.
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Yep, the thing Finn would have risk his life for. And yet Mike won it. Mike doesn't deserve that championship. The board of directors decided to give the briefcase to Mike since Mike was his 'bestfriend'.
He cashed it in on John Cena and he won the title. That opportunity was supposed to be for Finn. Not for him. I know Finn is dead but that doesn't mean they should have gave the briefcase to him. The one who started the fire in the first place.
Nobody knows that Finn is dead. By nobody, I mean like the WWE directors. They have noticed that he 'disappeared' but not that he's dead.
Many Superstars and Divas know that he committed suicide but no one dares tell a word to the press. And many know that I was his girlfriend.
"Man, I wonder if he's looking down at us." Dolph sighed, looking up at the sky. "I wish we could know if he was." I added as Dolph looked at me. "I'm sorry." He responded, sadly as I looked up at him.
"It wasn't your fault, Dolph. There was nothing you could have done to help him." I replied, assuring him but he didn't seem to believe me.
"I could have done something when I found him. I should have went to his place earlier. I wish I could go back and prevent everything from happening." He shook his head, disappointed by himself.
We finally made it to the car and we got in. He started the car and started to drive. I took out my phone and I had a message from Triple H. It was the match card for tonight.
Randy Orton and John Cena VS Tyson Kidd and Cesaro: WWE Tag Team Championship Tournament
Seth Rollins and Kane VS Roman Reigns and Dean Ambrose: WWE Tag Team Championship Tournament
Sheamus VS Daniel Bryan
Sin Cara VS R-Truth
Naomi VS Charlotte: For Divas Championship
The Miz VS Dolph Ziggler VS Stardust: For the WWE World Heavyweight Championship.
"You're fighting for the championship, tonight." I informed him. He sighed, "I'm probably scheduled to lose anyway."
It stood quiet as I scrolled through Twitter. Nothing caught my eye but it was still entertaining me. "When are you coming back to the WWE?" He asked, sadly with his eyes on the road. "TLC." I replied.
"Aren't you excited?! TLC is in 2 weeks." He said excitedly. "Yeah I guess so." I responded, seriously and with no enthusiasm.
"I know you miss him, but he will love you to get excited about this. Especially when you're going straight into a storyline for the Divas Championship." Dolph explained, weakly grinning.
"I know he would be happy. But I'm so used to him wishing me good luck before my matches." I sighed. "And he always gave you good luck. You know? Luck of the Irish?"
I looked at him with sad eyes. I don't like reminiscing things about Finn because then I start to cry. Even in public. "Sorry." He replied, softly.
At the Arena
I walked down the hall to make my way to the gorilla. I had my ring gear on with a Finn Bálor shirt. "Lookin' good, Sasha." I turn around to see none other than Seth Rollins.
"Keep your eyes to yourself." I responded, angrily as he chuckled. "Come on, Sasha. Let me show you a good time. Since Bálor isn't here." My anger started rising as I looked to him.
"Don't you dare bring him into this." I said angrily. "Oh come on. He's been dead for 5 months. It's time for you to move on already." He replied in a nonchalantly tone, shrugging.
I took a deep breath and looked at him. He looked like he was scared at the glare I gave him. "Damn, Sasha. I'm sorry. I didn't mean to upset you." He backed off and that's when I felt a hand placed on my shoulder.
"He giving you trouble?" I heard Dolph's familiar voice as I turned to look at him. "Look I'm sorry. I didn't mean to get you pissed. I'm just trying to open your eyes a little bit. You have to live. Since Finn is dead-
"What did you say?" Dolph asked, his eyebrows venting to make an angry expression. "Finn is dead. Both of you have to open up your eyes and live your fucking life. He died. Deal with it."
Dolph stepped closer and closer until Kane stood in front of Seth. "Get away, Dolph." Kane said breathing heavily like he always does. "If I were you, I would keep him around," He pointed at Kane but kept his eyes on Seth.
"Because if I get you alone. You're gonna get hurt." Dolph threatened him angrily. He motioned me to follow him and I did.
I walked beside him as we walked to the gorilla.
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