wanted. ↠ completed

seventy five.

|Finn| 10:49 A.M.

I walked out onto the beach and admired the view of the blue waves. I walked further down the sand until I was very close to the water. I never really liked getting in the water. I've always been a fan of watching them, sway and crash into shore.

Sounds weird but it's peaceful and gives me time to think. I do really need time to think.

I dug into the pocket of my shorts, trying to find what I put in there. I grab and pull the item out.

I stared at the box in my hand. I was hiding it from her and I don't like hiding stuff from her but if she would've found out I had this, who knows how she would've reacted.

I opened it to reveal the ring that was untouched since I bought it.

I remember walking into the store and once I laid my eyes on this one, I knew I could see her wearing it. I just imagined how beautiful it would look on her hand.

Yesterday was the day I was planning on asking her but I couldn't. I chickened out because of all the nerves that I had to handle. I don't know. Maybe it's a good thing I didn't ask her yesterday. Or maybe it wasn't.

No one knew about this. About this ring here in my hand. I was scared to tell anyone, hell I was scared even to tell Austin.

I'm also scared of asking her. My biggest fear is her saying no because that will embarrass me and it would shatter my heart. That was the thought that prevent me from asking her yesterday.

"Planning on asking her the big question, hm?" I turned around to see Austin, smirking as I sighed. Well, now he knows.

"Yeah. I was going to do it yesterday, actually but the nerves got to me." I replied, shrugging and closing the box. "That would have really surprised all of us." He said, referring to him and the rest of our team. "It would have surprised her the most though." He added and I ran my hand through my hair.

"I don't want her to say no." I blurted out and his eyes widen in surprise. His eyes narrowed and he chuckled, "First of all, she would be stupid if she told you no and second of all, she wouldn't do that because she loves you a lot."

"But what if she doesn't want to get married?" I asked him and he shrugged, causing me to sigh. "Have you asked her about that type of stuff?"

I shook my head and he sighed, "And I don't want to ask her now because then she'll be expecting it and I want it to be a surprise."

"Alright, Finn. Just take some time and think if this is what you really want." He told me and I took it as an insult. "What are you saying?" I asked, rudely and he raised his hands in defense.

"I worded it wrong I'm sorry." I sighed in relief as he continued. "What I was trying to say is that I want you to think about if this," He pointed at the box in my hand. "Is what you want."

I furrowed my eyebrows and scratched my head in confusion, "I'm not understanding."

He sighed, irritated, "Do you really want this commitment with her? If this happens then that means all the little, petty arguments have to stop and you have to stay loyal to her."

"I have always been loyal to her." I defended myself and he nodded, "I know but shit is going to get real. She might want a family and other stuff like that."

Kids?!

"I know, Austin. And I'm fine with all that."

"No you are not, Finn," He saw right through my lie and crossed his arms. "You don't want kids and you know that,"

"Maybe she doesn't want them either." I assumed and he chuckled. "You don't know that."

I sighed in defeat and he laughed in amusement, "You know what? I'll help you and ask her these questions-

"Not about getting married though." I cut him off and he chuckled. "I have to ask her about that but I'm not gonna make it too straightforward."

"I trust you with this, Austin." I pointed at him and he smiled, widely. "I won't let you down, Finn."

-X- 6:28 P.M. |Sasha|

"I'm starving!" Austin groaned, climbing down the down as I laughed with Finn. I was cuddled in his arms on the couch in the living room as Bayley shouted, "Then go get some food!"

"But I'm too lazy." Austin pouted, walking into the living room with a smile on his face. "Go get some for me."

"Fine but I get to choose." She sighed, walking over to him. "Finn, come with me." Bayley commanded him and Finn immediately nodded. "I'll be back, babe."

"Alright." He pecked my lips as he ran out the living room to catch up with Bayley. It took a few minutes for them to leave as me and Austin heard the front door close shut.

"It's been a long time since we've talked about regular things," Austin flopped onto the couch next to me and looked at me. "I mean, we have talked about things but those things were involving your boyfriend." He chuckled and I laughed.

"True." I replied and his smile turned into a grin. "So how about we talk?"

I giggled, "Alright."

He chuckled, "I bet you're excited." He smirked and I raised my eyebrow. "About what?"

"Your Wrestlemania match, duh! I mean you're fighting for the Women's championship."

I smiled and he did the same, "Of course I'm excited. I'm just more nervous than I am excited." I replied with a shrug and he frowned. "Why is that?" He asked and again I shrugged. "I'm just scared I'm going to lose. I lost to her before who knows? I might lose again."

"I understand how you feel but stop thinking like that. It doesn't matter if you win or not, even though you are, but all I and everyone else wants you to do is show how amazing you are in the ring and wrestle like it's the last match of your career. Just make everyone in the backstage area proud."

I smiled, widely, "Enough about me how about you? Are you nervous?"

His lips went into a serious smirk, "Hell no! I don't even care if I win honestly. I just want to beat the hell out of Dolph. That's all I want to accomplish," I laughed at his sudden outburst as he continued, "Winning the United States Championship will only be a bonus to what I really want."

"You wanna kill him don't you?" I questioned, waiting for his funny response. "That would be amazing." He laughed and I did as well.

"But anyways are you and Bayley in a relationship or-

"You could say that." He cut me off and shrugged. "I didn't ask her to be my girlfriend or anything, I only kissed her." He scratched his head and I nodded. "But I wouldn't mind spending the rest of my life with her. I know we are in the beginning of something but I hope we could become a something then I could make it official." He explained with a smile that grew bigger every time a word came out of his mouth.

"I mean, wouldn't you want that would Finn?" He asked and my eyes widen. "Want what?"

"Marriage. To spend the rest of your life with him."

I felt my cheek heat up. I never really thought about it that much, "Yeah, I guess." I shrugged and his eyes narrowed. "I guess?" He asked, unsure.

Before I could reply, we heard the front door open, "We got pizza!" Finn's Irish, loud voice made its way to the kitchen and I sighed. Now Austin might get the wrong idea of what I was trying to say.

"Come on, let's go eat." He said, not making eye contact with me as he stood up.