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sixteen.

A week later, the house in Florida, 2:31

I was sitting in my bed staring at the turned off TV. I've been going crazy, hearing voices, still with the visions, and blackouts. I haven't slept or seen Sasha in person. I miss my job. I stopped taking my pills, about 2 days ago. They weren't working, they were useless.

Everything was so silent. No noise, nothing. I never been around this much silence. It's very weird since I'm always in a place where they is a lot of noise.

Then the doorbell rang. I stood at the same position since I was zoned out and the annoying doorbell rang once again. I groaned while I got up from the bed and walked downstairs. I grabbed the doorknob and opened the door, revealing her.

"Hi." She smiled with alot of excitement. "Hey." I responded unenthusiastically. She jumped on me and attacked me with kisses. "You've missed me that much?" I asked, between each of her kisses, smiling weakly.

"Of course I did." She replied, breaking the kiss and jumping off of me. I closed the door and looked at her.

"Your voice is really, really deep." She commented, making me smile. I looked at her, confused, "Well did I have a squeaky voice before?"

"No but it wasn't as deep." She responded, caressing my cheek. "Now I sound sexier right?" I asked, smirking and biting my lip as she let a cute laugh. "Just a little bit."

"You didn't even call me or anything." I commented as she looked down. "I've been very busy. I'm Divas Champion, Finn. I have press conferences, I have to meet fans and all other stuff like that." She spoke with a face. A different face. She looked like she was hiding something. Lying to me.

"Are you sure?" I questioned, raising my eyebrow. "Why would I be lying to you?" She asked, confidently. "Just a question. No need to get defensive." I raised my hands in defense.

"Do you think I'm doing something?" She asked, crossing her arms. "Why would you think that?"

"Because you're asking me too many questions. Did you do something?"

"Did I do something?! That's a stupid question. I've been sitting in the same spot all this week doing nothing. I haven't even taken a step out the house." I defended myself.

"There's no need to get defensive." She mocked me. I sat on the couch and covered my face with my hands. It was a awkward silence after her sentence. I hope and pray to God that none of my friends told her about the contest. No, the guys won't do that and even if they did she probably would not have came to see me.

"Are you hiding something from me?" She questioned, breaking the silence. "What is there to hide?"

"I don't know. Cody told Becky some stuff about a secret between all you guys. And in the hospital you've mention something about a secret as well." She stated as I felt my heart dropping to the floor.

"I can't tell you. It will break your heart if I do." I honestly responded, looking up at her. "Did you....cheat-

"No I would never cheat on you nor would the guys cheat on the girls they're with." I cut her her off, sighing.

"So what is it?" She asked again. I sighed, "I can't tell you." I repeated as she rolled her eyes. "I know if I tell you, you would leave me and my life would end."

"You act like you're protecting me from this."

"I am! You're the only thing I have left that makes me happy! Not even my friends could do that. I love you no matter what, Mercedes. You don't understand that!" I bursted out.