Darling your heads not right

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I woke up at 8 happy as I can be for this party I finally get to meet Fab's friends and he can meet mine. I got up, took my pills (for some reason I've not been needing to take them as much as I feel more relaxed recently) and eat some cereal for breakfast as I had time to spare before I clean up a bit and got ready. When I was done eating I fed Lincoln and then I went to play some games on my gameboy (yes I'm 17 and I still play video games but shhh it's okay.) It was 9:30 so I finally decided to go take a shower and clean up as I like to take my time in the shower, I don't do it on purpose I just get lost in my thoughts and there is a lot. When I got out I was gonna pick out my clothes when there was a knock at the door I immediately that it was it was Penny as she usually likes to come over before we do anything with other people or basically anything in general as she is very picky about what she wears so she asks for my opinion, so I just threw on an oversized Beatles shirt that goes about to my mid thigh and it doesn't matter we've seen each others in our bras and underwear because we are best friends. I went to answer the door and it wasn't Penny it was Fab that's when I saw his eyes wander to my bare legs and my face turned a bright shade of red "oh shit I thought you were Penny my friend come in while I go get some pants on" I mentally slapped myself in the face a million times for not putting something else on. I just put on some pajama pants on and went back down stairs to see Fab with Lincoln again "heh sorry for that it's usually Penny at the door" I said looking at the floor trying to hide my blush "so why'd you come here anyways"
"Well I came to ask if you needed any help with anything before the party or if you needed anything" Fab asked as he seemed a little uncomfortable seeing my bare legs earlier but he's now more relaxed
"Oh no I'm fine I don't need anything I..." And with that the door bell rang in the middle of my sentence. I went to answer it and it was finally Penny, she is a little bit taller than me, she is white and thin which I also wished I had her waist line but she says that I'm beautiful as I am but that doesn't change the fact that I wish I was skinnier. She had a couple of outfits in her hand and her makeup bag in the other, she saw that I wasn't alone and quietly said to me "Ooo is that your lover boy" I glared at her and slapped her a little but and let her inside.
"So Fab this is Penny one of my best friends hehe" I said awkwardly smiling at the thought of thinking it was her at the door first but it was him "and Penny this Fab my...new neighbor" I offered them something to drink and all of us wanted water so I went to get some. When I left to get the waters I saw Penny glaring at him a little, when I went inside the kitchen I could barley make out what she was saying but I think I heard her say "I swear to god even if you guys aren't a thing if you hurt her I will hunt you down and kill you" but I wasn't sure. I came back and see Penny smirking and Fab kinda scared "I swear to god Beatles what did you do?" She said she didn't do anything then I asked Fab and he said that she didn't say anything either so I just shrugged it off. I handed them their waters and we started to talk about random shit till it was around 1 "shit I better leave so you guys can get ready it's already 1" Fab said getting up "it was nice meeting you Penny" he said kinda awkwardly shaking her hand "bye Alex see you soon" he hugged me and left.
"Oh god Beatles what did you say to him please tell me, don't scare him away I actually like him" I looked at her hoping that it wasn't what I heard
"Well I told him that even if you guys aren't even dating if he breaks your heart then I will hunt him and kill him" she said proudly. I started to rub my temples as it was what I heard and I told her to never do that again or I'll beat the shit out of her (the plus side to being a bit bigger is that I can hit harder and it takes more to hurt me so yay) Finally I just picked out some black jeans, a Velvet Underground shirt, a flannel, and my usual black converse, I also applied a little bit of make up to look at least a little bit presentable so it was a little bit of eye liner and dark purple lipstick. But Penny was the opposite of me she had short red dress, some red lipstick, and black heels but like people say opposites react and we did, even if she dresses "girly" she has amazing taste in music that's were we connect. By the time we finished it was 4:32 and I decided to take out some sodas, chips, and ordered a couple of pizzas, I saw earlier that I still had ingredients left for a batch of cookies so I decided to make some. When they were done there was a knock at the door and I opened it to see Isaac and his usual self when he came in he gave me a huge bear hug and messed up my hair "ay fuck off bitch" he laughed at me and apologized while I fixed my hair and he went to go talk to Penny who was sitting in the couch watching television and eating chips. I was kinda nervous to meet his friends I hope I don't fuck up I mean this isn't even cool there is nothing to do but eat and I always see them smoking outside of the school and I don't smoke, they seem so cool compared to me. I finished putting the ingredients away and then I heard 3 firm knocks at the door, I opened it up to see Fab all happy and smiling and he gave me a big hug it was a little taken back at it but I hugged him back after a little, I saw his friends behind him and invited them in for food and shit. That's when I saw they had beer in there hands I kinda stood there frozen I saw at the corner of my eye Isaac and Penny looking at me confused but they figured it out (they know everything that happened in my life) I quickly ran to my room leaving Fab and his friends confused as Penny ran after me and Isaac trying not to make it awkward downstairs. I got to my room and sat with my head in my hands trying not to cry, Penny came in shortly afterwards and sat next to me rubbing my back comforting me "I can tell them to not drink if you want" Penny said trying to make things a little better
"No it's fine I'm just overreacting I just need my pills" I said started to get up. Penny sat me down and said she would get them for me. She came back with 2 bottles, 'Oh Shit' I thought to myself "oh god Penny I forgot to tell you" I said as she held 1 more extra bottle than I'm used to taking, it was my anti-depressants
"it's okay you didn't need to tell me anything darling your heads not right, so you need both I guess" I said nodded and I told her I would tell her later when this is all over.// I went back downstairs after taking my pills and joined the party again and Penny came down afterwards and pulled Isaac aside to tell him which I was fine with because I told her too, I didn't want them to worry about me and let them have fun as both of them drink on occasion, I told them it wouldn't hurt but deep inside it kinda did.
"Hey what happened earlier you seemed kinda sad" Fab said worriedly
"Oh it was just uhhh..." I was trying to think of something quickly "I had some girl problems" I mentally patted my self on the back for thinking of something
"Oh well you want I beer Jules brought some oh shit I forgot to introduce you to them so this is Julian Casablancas, Nikolai Fraiture, Albert Hammond Jr., and Nick Valensi and guys this is Alexandra" I waved to all of them and I but my lip lightly at saying "oh no I'm fine I don't drink" I looked down telling myself it's nothing they are just asking they don't know anything. All of them looked at me god I hate the attention being on me
"What how can you not like beer it's awesome" said Albert "aww we have a clean girl here Fab" said Nick nudging Fab with his elbow a bit and Fab told him to shut up while I blushed. "Well it's not like I haven't had beer before, I have I just don't like the taste so I don't see the point of drinking it" I said grabbing a cookie and taking a bite
"Well that's not the point, the point is to get drunk and have a good time" Julian said. I really wanted to yell at them saying how drinking can fuck up your life and your families life too because I was getting frustrated from all this talking about drinking and it was starting to me make me upset, so I "well I don't want to become a fuck up" under my breath but before they said anything I changed the subject before I exploded also "hey guys why don't you try the cookies I made"
"Are they special cookies" Albert said wiggling his eyebrows "for your information I'm trying not to do drugs either" I said pushing the tray towards them I could see the excitement in Fab's eyes when he saw them and he kept on tell the guys on how good they are before they have even grabbed them and I laughed at him. "Wow these are amazing what do you put in these" asked Nikolai the first time he has spoken tonight "I put some love" I said laughing while putting my hands in a heart shape. "Well if you only put some love into these cookie I wonder what all your love tastes like" said Julian with a sly smirk, licking his lips and like that my face turned red as a tomato and I could see Fab glaring at him. Thank god to break the tension Penny and Isaac came back "HEY GUYS GUESS WHOS BACK" I said obviously embarrassed and flustered of what Julian just said and all the guys laughed besides Fab he still looked mad, kinda jealous? But Isaac and Penny joined in on the conversation and everything went back to normal.

~~~I don't think anyone is reading I'm just doing this because I'm bored oops  it's currently 3:10 a.m and I need to sleep~~~

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