Call Me Back (A Fab Moretti fanfic)

Pills

~~~Really sensitive topics here prepare~~~

I went to my bathroom grabbing my pills and walking downstairs to get water. I didn't even care that the guys saw that I had 4 pills (2 of each) in my hand and the bottles in my other hand I just walked downstairs and took them, they were eyeing me because I'm usually happy but I just had no emotion. Honestly I'm starting to believe that Fab, this boy who I thought liked me for not just my looks and actually liked me, just wants sex from me. From his actions since when he asked me out I saw him looking at my body but I thought it was nothing I put it aside to actually think someone liked me for me, then when I pulled him into the pool and he said "anything" with a smirk and moved his hands down and I had to stop him I thought about it but put it aside and now, now I didn't put it aside why do I always get hurt.
"Hey Alex are you sure you want to take those here, why don't you go to your room?" Penny said looking at me confused
"There is no point anyways" I said shrugging and tilting my head back for the pills "hey can I bum a smoke off of one of you" I said grabbing my lighter
"I thought you didn't smoke" said Albert handing me a smoke
"Eh I do sometimes" I said lighting the smoke and walking outside putting my feet inside the cold water of the pool

Penny POV

We all looked at each other to get a clue of what was wrong with her then Fab came downstairs putting on his shoes
"Wow why is Alex acting this way" I stopped Fab from leaving the door pointing to Alex outside smoking by the pool
"Oh well I was kissing her neck then she stopped me saying how we are too young and how she wasn't just a toy you can use and that if I just want her for her body then I should just leave now" he said like what he was saying was casual
"When then if you aren't then go say sorry" I said confused
"Look I'm sorry that a made her a little upset but you got to understand me I'm a guy that hasn't had the pleasure of a woman in a long time and I needed someone to be there for each other when we needed any sexual needs nothing serious" he said shrugging his shoulders
I burned up in flames "SO YOU WERE JUST USING HER" I said grabbing my hair "I'm guessing you guys were in it too" I pointed at the rest of the guys, they shook their heads
"We didn't know any of this, what the fuck Fab how can you do that to someone that's fucked up" said Julian
"It's no big deal she'll get over it soon it's nothing" he said grabbing his jacket
"Dude she had depression!" I screamed at him that got him to change his expression from 'I don't give a fuck' to 'oh fuck' "yah those bottles and those pills were her anti depressants and her anxiety pills" I said feeling bad for her, I looked out back at her and you could see her head in her hands crying, she lifted her head and took the smoke she was smoking and put it out on herself on her leg. Nick ran to her pulling her into his lap trying to calm her from her cries
"Thanks a lot for being a cunt Fabrizio and don't think of coming back to apologize" I said kicking him in his nuts, he fell to the floor then slowly rose to leave. I felt so bad for Alex she has been through so much shit already and now she has to deal with this crap, Nick took her upstairs and said that he put her in her bed to rest. Well might as well tell the other guys basically the beginning of this all as Alex doesn't like to tell her life to people.// To them I explained it the long way of how first was she was working with her mom one day at the elderly home and one of the elderly guys went for what Alex thought was a hug but he sexually assaulted her and the other old people told her mom while Alex kept quiet and her mom said "well it was just an accident right" and she lied saying yes it was an accident and he accidentally touched her privates, but it wasn't on accident he tried to pull her back in but she broke the hug before anything else happened so that's why she got mad at Julian for getting so close, also why she ran upstairs when she saw that the guys had beer is because her dad starting drinking out of sadness after his brother died and he would get in fights with her mother after that, he said he would stop and fix himself up but he never kept those promises one year on 4th of July he was drinking and he got extremely drunk that she wanted to leave the party early so she did and she already knew that he was gonna get in a fight so she grabbed all her stuff and moved it to her sisters room for the night, but when her mother drove both of them home he grabbed her and held her down on the steering wheel leaving cuts and marks on her but someone saw and heard them as he was yelling loudly and the witness called the cops so basically he went to jail and her mother bailed him out even though she wanted him to get angrily butt raped by big men in jail and they went to court for several months and in the end he had to take domestic violence classes and she had to go to therapy for cutting herself and her suicide attempts, her life is very complicated and I feel terrible. Everyone felt terrible for her
"Look I get that you guys are friends with Fab and I have no idea if you want to be our friends anymore but please tell him to not talk with Alex anymore she has already gone through enough as you can see" I asked softly
"I'm pretty sure all of us still want to keep up with you guys and yes we will talk to him some other day I think he needs time to think over his actions" said Albert "I think we should all go home now"
"I can't just leave her here alone what happens of she tries something" I said
"How about you take the guys home while I stay here and look after her and then after you come back I can walk home since I don't live far for walking" Julian said
"Well we need to find the keys first to Alex's car so I can drive you guys" I said looking around, we started to look around for them and then Nikolai found them under one of the couches
"Found them, I have no idea how they got under there but yah" Nikolai said giving the keys to me
"Okay well make sure she's alright while I take them home" I said to Julian, I got in the car and started it and asked who lived farthest from here and it was Albert
"Actually it's like a 45 minute walk from Alex's house to Julian's house by the way" said Albert
"What why did he say that he doesn't live far?" I asked
"I'm guessing that he feels sorry for everything he has done because he didn't know why Alex got mad at him yesterday also he has family problems too, his father cheated on his mom with on one of the teen models who was working for him" Albert said looking out the window
"Oh" that was all I could say