Mentally Tired

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I woke up remembering what happened last night and shook it off because I didn't want to think of it. I looked at the alarm in the room and it was 7:31 so I thought okay they can't be awake this early, I slowly crept out the room and saw no one so I wrote a note saying thanks for letting me stay and I placed it on the dresser then put on my shoes and left the house not wanting to face Julian. I walked for about 30 minutes to get to my house and finally made it and went inside seeing no one then thought 'oh yah Fab must have been in the same situation as me wow I'm dumb' so I fed Jake and played with him for a bit when I heard my phone ring so I grabbed and saw it was Julian's number "hello?" I said awkwardly
"Uh hey I was wondering if you could meet me at Starbucks in 20 minutes to talk" he said nervously through the line
"Yah sure see ya" I sighed then hung up, I got ready and left my house locking it and went inside Starbucks to see Julian in the back so I sat down in front of him
"Hey Alex" he said awkwardly "you want anything to drink"
"No I'm good so what did you want to talk about" I said trying to leave as fast as possible
"I wanted to apologize for yesterday" he said twiddling his thumbs
"So what were you drunk or do you have feelings for me" I said coldly
"I don't know what to feel honestly for you but yes I was drunk but it felt nice to kiss you" he said looking into my eyes and I blushed but shook it off
"Jesus Christ Julian you have a wife and she's gonna have your kid soon and I have Fab one of your close friends why the fuck would you kiss me. I think it was just because you were drunk and it was in the heat of the moment you don't have feelings for me. But I swear Casablancas you have a wife why fuck with me even if it was a small kiss like what would happen if someone found out" I said putting my head in my hands
"Like me" said Fab popping into the conversation
"Fab, it's not what it seems I didn't like the kiss at all I bet he was just drunk" I said and Julian's face looked hurt
"I-I think we need a brake for a little Alexandra" Fab said and that was the first time he has ever said my full first name since we met that one day
"Babe-" he cut me off
"No just please" he said walking out and my face went blank from me breaking Fab's feelings so I looked at Julian who was still sitting down and I used my back hand to slap him as hard as I can which made a loud clap and he winced in pain as I ran to catch up with Fab but he was gone already. I went back home and slept my feelings away and I woke up the next day but I was still upset at Julian why does he have to fuck up everything
*ring ring ring*
I didn't care who it was
"What." I said flatly
"Well hey sunshine what's up" said Nick on the other line
"What do you want Nick." I said still pissed off
"Hey are you okay?" he asked
"Yah I'm fine." I said
"No you're not I'm coming over" he said but before I could say anything he hung up so I groaned out loud. He rang the door and I opened it "so what happened" he said pulling me on the couch to sit next to him, I sighed
"Well after we all hung out, I was driving Albert and Julian to their places and I asked Julian how far was Juliet going to be due and we talked but Julian asked me when me and Fab were going to have kids jokingly and I said I can't have kids" I said choking at the end a little and he patted my shoulder also saying he was sorry "and I forgot that I took Julian's car so after I dropped off Albert I went to take Julian so obviously I can't walk home so he offered to let me sleep in one of the guest rooms and I took it because I left my phone at home and couldn't call Fab to pick me up and then he showed me the room and I gave him a friendly hug thanking him and then he looked me in the eyes and kissed me....." I said looking down realizing I was crying as tears were splashing on my arm but kept on going with the story "so I was surprised but I thought he was just drunk and didn't know anything and I went to sleep. I woke up before Julian and Juliet and left a note saying thanks for letting me sleep and then rushed out the door and walked back home to not face Julian but he called me after a little when I got home and asked me to meet him at Starbucks to talk to me, so naturally I went to get an explanation hoping for him to say he was just drunk but he said that it felt nice to kiss me I'm guessing not like 'I think I love you' kiss I think it was 'I just kissed a good looking girl' type of way and I told him off a little then Fab heard us then he said he wanted to take a break" I said now sobbing and Nick pulled me into him and I was still crying but I calmed down after a little. Now I had no emotion on my face but only a couple of tears would escape, I have no idea what emotion to feel
"You alright Alex?" asked Nick looking at me sadly so I just shrugged my shoulders not knowing what to feel "how about we just eat junk food and watch movies huh" he asked and I shrugged my shoulders again not really caring so he got up and went to my freezer and found ice cream and got a bowl for him and me. He put on a random movie while I ate my ice cream because honestly knowing how this is going to go I'm not gonna eat for a long time I'm not even going to deny it. After the movie finished Nick grabbed our bowls and put them in the sink then got a phone call
*ring ring ring*
"Hello" he answered then walked to another room but I was tired from everything so I fell asleep on the couch

~~~Nick's POV~~~

I just talked to Penny as she wanted to see how everything was going and I told her it wasn't bad and it wasn't good. I went back to see Alex sleeping on her couch so gently poked her to make sure she was asleep and she grumbled and moved a little so I picked her up and went to her room to lay her down on her bed. I laid her in her bed and covered her and turned off her light. I felt horrible for her now she doesn't really seem sad from everything but she looks tired or exhausted from everything that has happened in her whole life and I feel like being tired of everything is sadder than actually being sad itself. I went down to feed her dog and left her house to going to my car to talk to Julian at his house. I got there, knocked on his door and Juliet opened it and let me inside "I need to talk to Julian" I said looking down at her
"Oh okay I'll get him..." she said looking confused and getting Julian
"Hey-" he got out before I dragged him outside
"Talk now before I beat you to a pulp" I said clenching my fist
"Oh I see, well I was drunk first of all but after I woke up I realized I wanted to know how she felt for me still" he said looking down a bit
"Julian you are one messed up motherfucker even if you were drunk. She is like a sister to me and Penny and you fucked her up to the point where she can't even feel anymore so you are coming with me to go apologize to Fab" I said unlocking my car, he nodded so I guess he realized that he messed up Fab's and Alex's feelings and we soon reached Fab's apartment. We went up and knocked on his apartment door and Albert answered
"Thank god you guys are here I was just about to call, he doesn't want to come out of his room and has only been drinking alcohol so far and if he keeps up he's gonna die from alcohol poisoning" he said letting us in so I pushed Julian to go knock in his door and talk to him through it
"Fabrizio it's Julian open up" he said knocking trying to open the door but it was locked. We heard rustling inside and him groan
"Why don't you just go kiss my girlfriend again Julian well ex girlfriend now" Fab said
"Look come out" I said trying to open it and soon he opened it
"What do you want, to ruin my life again" he said
"Look I'm sorry I was drunk and she didn't kiss me I kissed her actually she was the one to pull away so blame me not her and from what Nick says she's emotionally dead so just get back with her" Julian says trying to convince Fab and he sighed
"I'm really mad at you Julian but since you explained I'm not as mad but should I go talk to her now or tomorrow" said Fab
"Maybe she needs time to think but we should keep an eye on her, I didn't lock her doors so maybe you and me can go and make sure she is okay" I said to Fab and he nodded his head and told Julian to drop us off. Once we got there we went to check if she was still asleep and she was so we went back down.
"Man I regret breaking it up so quickly I should have listened to her first" said Fab putting his head in his hands
"Fab it's only been a day you can fix this buddy it can't be that bad" I said patting his back
"You saw how I was and it has only been a day and a couple of hours, I think I broke it off because I love her too much and even if it was a small kiss it hurt me a lot" Fab said slumping down on her couch and I sat next to him
"We learn from our mistakes that's all I have to say" I said looking Fab and he sighed
"Thank you for taking care of Alex when I can't" Fab said playing with his hands and I nodded my head. We heard rustling coming from her room so I'm guessing Alex woke up, Fab looked at me and I nodded my head granting him access to go talk to her. Man this girls life is eventful...

~~~Sorry I haven't posted in a couple of days school is an ass and I've have been having writers block but I didn't go to school today so I finished this part/page also thank you for reading this crappy fanfic only if it is 3-5 people per page thing but 123 that have checked it out so thanks 😆~~~

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