Call Me Back (A Fab Moretti fanfic)

Call it Fate, Call it Karma

~~~SENSITIVE TOPICS SO PLEASE DONT READ IF YOU ARE SENSITIVE~~~

What people don't know is that I still take all my pills Ive took since I was a teen and adding others over time and that I hold in all my feelings which is really bad but I've gotten so used to that I don't even know I'm doing it, it just happens./// 3 days have past and I've been ignoring all the calls I get and have been sending other people to work for me at my restaurant. I woke up on the 3rd day and finally I couldn't take it I ruined my life again and it's worse than ever I'm pretty sure all the guys hate me for putting drama in their lives and Fab hate me the most for sleeping with one of his good friends and letting him take my virginity. I needed to stop it and there was only one way, I decided that since it was gonna be my last day I made myself a good lunch and ate that. I added a flower and note on my counter because obviously one day someone will find my lifeless body on my floor so might as well say something "sorry I couldn't take it anymore all these feelings have built up inside of me for so long that I just broke so I wanted to say thank you for putting up with me for the days I was still here and I want to also say it isn't completely your fault I've always had a habit of keeping most of my emotions in me till I break. So thank you for everything whoever is reading this and continue your life I was just a road bump you had to get over so I did it for you." - Alexandra Casrillo. After I finished writing it I had realized I had tear stains on the paper but I didn't care so I placed that and the vase full of flowers on my table and went to my bathroom to end everything. I looked in my cabinet, in my bathroom, and took all my pills out spilling them on my sink counter, some spilling on the floor and mixed them together then grabbing a hand full and stuffed then down my throat not caring what would happen next I took another handful and did the same. The room now spinning with my hands occupied with my bottles and the last thing I remembered was looking into the mirror seeing my sunken dark eyes and my pale face and hearing my phone ring for the last time...

Fab's POV

I called Alex worried because no one has been able to contact her in 3 days not even Penny or Isaac but she didn't answer so I thought im finally gonna go to her house and see if she was okay. I've made up with the guys in those days so I asked them to come with me to help. We got in the car and drove over there.// when we got there I knocked on the door but no one answered so Julian went up and knocked louder but still nothing
"Check of the door is open" said Nikolai in the back. I turned the knob and it was open so we all entered slowly as it was dead quiet. We entered and we called her name out but nothing, I went to her counter where he kitchen and living room connect and saw flowers and a note so I read it. After I did I teared up and yelled
"guys look for Alex I'm scared!" As I ran upstairs to look I went to her room and found nothing then the room next then the one across finally, I saw a light in her bathroom but no noise I slowly opened it to find Alex surrounded by pills and bottles. I knelt down next to her and cried as the guys ran upstairs to see me holding Alex. Albert called 911 and they came in 10 minutes due to traffic in LA when coming here, I rode in the back holding her hand as the doctors worked while rushing to the hospital and the guys drove behind us.// we finally got to the emergency entrance but they told me to sit down as I was not allowed to be in there while the nurses and doctor took her to get her stomach pumped from all the pills she had consumed. So me and the guys sat in the waiting room, Nikolai went to go call Penny and Isaac to tell them what happened as I nervously bit on my nails waiting for an answer from the doctors.// "Mr. Moretti" called the doctor so I shot my head up
"Yes is she alright" I asked standing up as the guys stared
"I'm afraid I have bad news, it seems from the overdosing and all those toxins released into her brain caused a lot of damage, she has gone into a coma and we don't know when she will get out of it" he said looking at us with empathy so I sat back down shocked and cried into my hands
"Can we see her now" asked Nick jumping into the conversation, the doctor nodded so Julian helped me up and got me to Alex's room. I saw her hooked up to monitors and had needles in her and she looked so sick and it made me want to go back in time and fix everything why couldn't it be me not her! I sat on the bed next to her and gently caressed her face hoping she snaps out of this coma soon. Maybe it was her fate or maybe it was her karma...