Barely breathing

Not perfect

I cry at 2AM

I lie straight to your face

I fake my smile everyday for you

I tell you mom and dad don't yell anymore

I hide the bruises on my body

I say my life is great

But baby the truth is

I'm not perfect

I'm not happy

I got suicide on my mind

And baby I know you love me

But the clock is ticking

I'm running out of time to be with you

So let me pretend just for a day

That everything's okay

That we'll be together until the very end

Till both of us are old and grey

Cause baby you are everything to me

But I gotta tell you one day

That I'm not okay

I'm not your perfect angel anymore