You aren't mine
You never were.
I can't hold you close
Or kiss you softly.
My ego isn't a part of this mess
My heart is though
It rips itself apart
Wishing and wanting
While my mind races with questions
Begging for answers.
Why do I push good things away?
I'm terrified of getting hurt
Or worse,
Hurting the one person I care about.
I want you so badly
But when I leave I'm not coming back
The distance isn't fair
And I'm sorry
Because even two minutes of being called yours
Is better then years of nothing
But I'm a coward.

YOU ARE READING
Barely breathing
PoëzieJust words that can't pass my lips but will go through my head until they fall onto paper. Every single one of these are my original pieces.