Crashing Waves

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You aren't mine
You never were.
I can't hold you close
Or kiss you softly.
My ego isn't a part of this mess
My heart is though
It rips itself apart
Wishing and wanting
While my mind races with questions
Begging for answers.
Why do I push good things away?
I'm terrified of getting hurt
Or worse,
Hurting the one person I care about.
I want you so badly
But when I leave I'm not coming back
The distance isn't fair
And I'm sorry
Because even two minutes of being called yours
Is better then years of nothing
But I'm a coward.

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